#ssunspoiled

[vixensandvines]

@ssunspoiled replied to your post “cognitohazard in the sheets, infohazard in the...”:

See,with out a brain to explode, maybe Ii can kiss a bit of this hazard before I catch fire

​so no head?

[wreckitredglare]

@ssunspoiled replied to your post “I have been told, many times, that I have to tell...”:

Ssomething that aches terribly iin the sense that. Maybe whats wanted is to be seen begging and wanting, instead of , who you are.What you are.. I understand it.For what this is worth I understand it

​How many times must I make myself vulnerable to earn affection? What must I do to be wanted, and told as such? Is it waiting for my turn? Is it screaming until someone hears? Do I need to be perfect and beautiful and unobtrusive? I swallow my pride constantly, lower my head in submission, beg and beg and beg for someone to just. Look at me. I offer everything I can- what would you like? Dress me as you like, restrain me for your pleasure, use me until I cannot remember what I was before this, use me in any way you want, as long as I am something to be wanted, in any capacity. Anything, anything. Please.

I have so little I can offer as recompense. I am nothing to be desired, in truth. I was, once. No platitudes of saying I am good enough as I am will help here, because it isn't true.

I wish you didn't understand it. You shouldn't. Not when I know you are wanted. I am sorry.

[avangelicwhore-moved]

@ssunspoiled

only if that volunteer is you

[vixensandvines]

I would send in ffor spelling Beautiful But I can settle instead for B e a u t f u , 💚

you're a sap and i'm going to tap you

B - Bondage (do they like it? do they not? do they prefer to be the one being tied or the one doing the tying?)

you'd think it wouldn't be my thing but i do enjoy both sides a lot. there's a lot of artistry in tying and the part of me that likes making people feel nice and the part of me that likes being on display in some way get to come together quite nicely. it helps when it's my vines as well, since i can feel through the 'ropes'. it's good.

E - Extra info (any other fetishes? feet? leather? role playing? blood? fantasies that they might want to experience not on this list?)

uhhhhh. uhhhhhhhhh. i do a lot of things by transforming aspects of my body into other shapes take that as you will

A - Alone time (how do they get off when they’re all by themselves? do they watch porn, is it all in their imagination, do they jerk off, do they use toys?)

i do have quite a few toys, but that's usually for something all day. something to keep inside or to stay inside while i go about my business. which is fun in its own way. getting off though? i mean i have the urge every so often to get it out of the way so i can go about my day, that's really the only time i do that. sometimes it's my imagination, sometimes i just re-live old memories

U - Underwear (what kind of underwear do they put on in the morning, if any at all… do they own any sexy underwear or lingerie?)

i wear underwear. unless certain people are coming over, and it's a coin toss between "none" or "something i want them to see later". i have a very extensive lingerie collection though

T - Top or bottom (self explanatory…)

both

F - Food play (do they like using food in the bedroom? are there any foods they prefer to use during sex or foreplay? any they’d like to try?)

uhhhh. i mean i am sometimes food? just don't stain my good linens unless you feel like replacing them

[graviconscientia]

"When is it that you got this..?"

"Oh... These?"

There's a little flex of her right hand, fingers tapping against Tolya's arm as they trace over long lines of claw marks, ones that run the length of her forearm.

"I've had them for so long, I've nearly forgotten how I got them..." She hasn't. "So, so very long ago, I made a choice that had so many aftershocks. I had no idea it would be that devastating. We lost a lot of friends, so much shifted. People died..."

There's a purse of her lips, a furrow of her brow. After all, she's failed to mention that the people who died? It was just one person. Just her.

"But a love of mine- long gone, now- left this for me. Penance for the pain I caused, so it was rightfully earned." A small smile, a roll of her eyes at herself. "A wonder I didn't keep more."