Admittedly that was all unprofessional of me, but I explained my piece and why I, as the person who has to listen through and go over every single recording that comes across my inbox, find it not ok to send certain recordings to me. It's not a moral thing, it's not a kink thing, it is a "I have to listen to a bunch of recordings from people I expect to be acting and suddenly I am hearing someone loudly beating their meat who probably isn't serious about this at all and is wasting my time and tricked me into/for SOME reason wants me listening to them get off when I have said SEVERAL TIMES I do not want to hear it *in this context*
As I said, it is a matter of CONTEXT. I don't care if anyone jerks off during the tracks, I don't care if anyone sends recordings to each other or posts them online or whatever between people who AGREE TO HEAR THEM and as stated I have DONE SO MYSELF. Yes this is porn, but, this is porn voice ACTING and what I have asked for from auditioners and my cast is ACTING. If that is a problem, if that is kink shaming, if that is moral high grounding, then fine. I'm a kink shamer on a moral high.
In addition: I apologize to Peeps for publishing both, yes that was unprofessional and I was being a barely awake reactionary brat the first time and to some extent the second time. Whatever my personal life is right now has no business in this drama. If she wants both deleted I'll do it. I know she screenshot and published one already so unless there's a problem with them, they're staying up. You guys should know about how ugly I can get sometime.
Again: If anyone else wants to drop out because of my behavior, let me know. I will understand.