i miss the smell of a horse's mane
i miss the smell of fresh bedding in the stall
i miss the feeling i used to get being around the barn
I miss the feeling of joy when i would walk into the area with a horse at myside
i miss the feeling i got when i would just walk the horse around the ring when i wasnt even mounted yet
i miss the feeling i got when i would finally mount up
i miss the feeling i got just sitting in the saddle as we would walk
i miss feeling like i was flying when we went over a jump together
i miss falling on my ass when the horse would refuse
i miss cooling him down in the wash stalls
i miss putting him out with the other horses
i miss bringing him in at night
i miss seeing him pace in his stall at feeding time
i miss those sleep overs at the barn when ever he was sick or hurt
i miss when i would sleep in the stall with him
i miss when he would lay next to me and act like my pillow and he wouldnt move
i miss being woken up by the sound of the stable hand Alex laughing at me
i miss helping Alex with the feeding and mucking
i miss eating lunch with Alex in my horse's paddock
i miss the feeling i got when Alex would watch me ride
i miss everything about the barn, the horses, and sadly i miss Alex