❝ death is a part of life. i accepted that a long time ago. ❞ - stu macher @ indigo neumann.
𝗚𝗢𝗗, 𝗧𝗛𝗔𝗧 𝗕𝗥𝗔𝗜𝗡 𝗢𝗙 𝗛𝗘𝗥𝗦 𝗜𝗦 𝗦𝗢 𝗙𝗨𝗖𝗞𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗛𝗔𝗭𝗬. it's a wonder go's managed to keep up with this conversation as far as she has. and it's not for lack of caring, lack of interest, she's far from bored. but she's never really been the philosophical type; no space for those heavy thoughts, not when she's got experiences to have, moments to stay present for. but what happens when the present falls into.. this? at least if there were more people around, she could just sit back, dance between zoning in and out, head bobbing along like she actually gets it.
𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴𝘯'𝘵 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴 𝘴𝘩𝘦?
it's not like her life's been easy ( 𝗙𝗔𝗥, 𝙁𝘼𝙍 𝗙𝗥𝗢𝗠 𝗜𝗧, 𝗨𝗡𝗙𝗢𝗥𝗧𝗨𝗡𝗔𝗧𝗘𝗟𝗬 ) but death? not really part of her scene and not necessarily something she finds herself thinking of often. it's a thought that churns away at her belly, heavy, uncomfortable; something she'll shove away, out of sight, out of mind. but him? this acceptance? he seems like he means it doesn't he? she can't help but raise an eyebrow at him, lips pursing before teeth finally graze her bottom lip. he really does, and her curiosity is piqued. fine, she'll bite, ❝ sounds 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘺 𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘰𝘶𝘴, my dude. you're tellin' me you got some tragic backstory or somethin'? ❞
with that, her hand reaches for the pipe settled on the table, the other fishing for a lighter. a swish, a flick, a deep inhale, and the sweet, sweet feeling in her lungs. if they're gonna get heavy, might as well prep for it, right?
ft. @stabmacher











