I'm okay today. It'll be nice to be somewhere I'm not ignored. Somewhere where people want to talk to me. I can't say I'm happy, because I'm not. I can't even say I'm at peace. However, I'm standing on my own now. I'll fuck up big time, but nobody will yell at me when I do.
I just gotta keep smiling. I mean. That's the kind of person I want to be. Someone that can smile in spite of all the pain I'm feeling. I'm not okay and that needs to be okay. For now.











