#stanczyk speaks

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babes wake up. usj is bringing back their old icons from past years for their 15th anniversary of hhn

there's also two new hamikuma variants as well!

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the dorian ads were screaming at me to download

slashfic's worth it off the bat tbh

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say what you want about nikki from obsession being in halloween horror nights as a meet and greet character

the real fear is people being weird to her because in this day and age, NO ONE can act fucking normal around a scare actor without macing them, kicking them, grabbing them or being weird towards them.

bad enough people were being weird towards art in last year's hhn, it makes me worry for any person who is playing nikki

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okayyy, as @sanityshorror said, i'm co-creating for this project called the gunman! (is the name final? idk, we just shat it out)

that means i can properly explore jackelyn "jq" queenston and actually show how much of a pos she really is (and maybe give her an actual design one of these days)

smol fun fact: she used to be for a server called knife city, that was ran by an "ex-friend" of mine but ya know, they weren't that good of a person so here we are. i can actually experiment with this type of horror stuff (is it horror? its more like a thriller but we shall seeeeee~)

who knows, i'll probably make jq and her gang's bios one day. it'll be fun ^^

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pasta club: the retrospect

i figured it's time i actually let this outta my chest, especially considering i turned from roleplaying in a niche private rp server to actually being a part of a splatterpunk/horror project with a friend.

pasta club was a private roleplay i had with a few ex-friends, two i still keep in contact with. i've mostly done a majority of the plots and rundowns, even doing art for it (two such concepts is posted on here:

1 and 2) but beyond all that, that's basically it. the rest are just art i shared in that server as potential plots and lore but they never really were done or were just subtly tossed to the side out of disinterest.

as of now, i just consider pasta club to be cringe; the stranger things season five to my current interests, takes on horror and roleplaying skills. not like shit like the unnamed horror rp server or the current project, the gunman (which i just so happen to really like working and cooking on because i'm dealing with a whole new caliber of horror that i never had the chance to work with compared to when i was with ex-friends.)

of course, it doesn't necessarily help that the ideas i put out for pasta club were sort of just... brushed to the side? some plotlines that were going to be worked on later just sat and collected dust (one of the plots even pertaining to one of my main characters and someone else's) in favor of things that i myself don't have much interest in or just shipping. it didn't help that later on, i'd actually get into a fight with one of my ex-friends over their immature behavior which killed my interest further.

nowadays, i'm slowly reclaiming all my ocs i used for their roleplay servers and making them my own, because now i don't feel limited and i sure as hell don't have to walk on eggshells knowing that one wrong word and i'll potentially hurt their feelings because one of my muses/ocs decided to talk shit about theirs. i don't have to worry about making my oc fit a certain frame nor feel like i'm pressured to make ocs for certain characters/ocs just to appease them.

(ntm that they acted rather rude and immature because i was showing interest in what i can say is my current hyperfixation (jjba) and they just had to show their disinterest in the rudest way possible by announcing that they were muting a chat when they could've just muted and ignored it. who knows if i may actually make a whole post/google dockey/video about them someday.)

to put it straight: they're not a very good person! still aren't to this very day. even if i liked roleplaying with them, dealing with a person who's extremely immature and doesn't even admit their own wrongdoings and use these opportunities to actually grow and mature isn't worth it!

(oh and if they find this post or anyone who was affiliated with "pasta club", just know i actually admit my own wrongdoings. if you need clarifications, just know i'm one DM away.)

ashley, collin and chris (three of my ocs from pasta club) are getting their glow-ups and actually being in something worth while and i reclaimed two of my ocs that was from their "magical girl/boy rp server" and currently may finish up on older projects and work on a redesign for another.

as for the gunman and the potential unnamed horror rp server? it's gonna be a whole new step for me and i'm happy to provide whatever with JQ, especially since she never really had a chance to shine properly. hell, maybe i'll even introduce or create some new freaks and experiment with grittier horror.

plus, introducing your ocs in a roleplay server that's clearly dead but still being brushed as "alive and kicking, just dormant!" isn't exactly a good way to get your muses off the ground when it comes to working with an exploitational and experimental genre such as horror LMAO.

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#breakthepencil? more like #breakyourwrist.

shut the fuck up with this "ai-phobia" nonsense and pick up a goddamn pencil/stylus/marker/charcoal/whatever you use to actually draw with. you'll breathe a lot better and you can actually learn something while you're at it; stop acting all oppressed because god forbid someone tells you to stop using a computer to replace a genuine skill.

and before someone goes "wElL wHaT aBoUt TaBlEtS?!?!!", just know it's still the equivalent of picking up a pencil and drawing on a piece of paper. it's on a different medium and you're still learning a new skill.

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that one funny dressmaker (i also got killian coming up but i'm doin a strategy where i draw and finish one character first before lining and coloring the other)

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help me i'm getting into dead rising and i blame the absolute worm that is paul carson

bless that emo arsonist