#star is thinking..

[mirkhammett]

imagine a lil innocent early 80s vamp kirk 0.0

n he’s so scared of hurting u and what u would think of him so he never tells u :( n it’s so hard for him to keep it secret and contain his urges around u but he tries soo hard

and unlike the other guys he’s scared of hurting people (and animals) so he steals blood bags from the hospital so he doesn’t have to hurt anyone :((

and then one day, he’s been putting of feeding for as long as he can, he overestimates his self control and whiles he’s kissing u as softly as he can his fangs protrude before he can realise n stop it

when u pull away he’s confused,, until he smells it.. n he immediately backs away from u, who’s clutching ur face as blood drips down from ur lower lip, n he doesn’t know what to do, he’s terrified that he’s hurt u…but he doesn’t wanna come any closer, out of fear that he’ll lose control -.-

i love him <3

can u tell i haven’t had social interactions in like a week

[mirkhammett]

MORE VAMPIRE KIRK

ok ok imagine this 🤭

ur sitting legs criss crossed across from each other and he’s showing u his fangs for the first time, gently lifting his lip up so u can see <3 n he’s so nervous but also has so much he wants to tell u!!

and he’ll answer all ur questions with just as much excitement as u, as u compare him to the vampires in the horror movies and novels he oh so loves so much.. and u make a particular comment, asking if his face changes when he feeds like it does in the lost boys, n he’ll immediately complain about how inaccurate it is ^.^

……oooooooorrrrrrr

he’s on top of u, missionary, n he’s whimpering n groaning quietly…his face brushing urs as his hair falls all over u, tickling u.. and u just tilt ur head to the side just a teeeeny bite so his face is just a mere distance from the crook of ur neck, and u can feel the heaving of his warm breath…

before u know it he’s closer, nipping at ur neck with little soft, gentle, kisses as he’s worshipping u.. n u feel a sharp prickly sensation of his fangs, just grazing your bare skin, not a strong enough force to pull blood yet ~.~

[mirkhammett]

would anyone be interested in a kirk fic with an aesthetic like this?? i’m already 3k words in but now i’m having doubts :3 and i said i wouldnt b writing long fics…oops!!

[mirkhammett]

Kirk with a virgin!reader who’s socially inadept and struggles with romantic intimacy smut?? She’s basically just cold and awkward but is really nervous when they fuck and he thinks it’s adorable

thank you for the request angel ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

“it’s okay,” he murmurs, tracing shapes of stars and small figures on your leg with a compelling hand, his eyes fixated on yours observing your ambivalent expression, his curls cascading down in confluence. “we don’t have to do anything you don’t wanna,”

he sees your nod, shy and subtle, barely able to catch it with his attentive gaze. “okay.” he whispers, grinning softly as he tilts your chin diligently, rubbing his besotted skin against your own.

“you don’t have to be nervous,” he continues, trying to ease your mind. “why are you so nervous, baby?” he takes note of your struggle to respond, but he doesn’t comment on it, just smiles softly.

“you sure you wanna do this?” he reassures, his voice an incandescent comfort.

. ♡ .

he fails to hold in his myriads of chuckles in response to your pleasing squeaks; which he’s realised by knowing is the only trait you feel comfortable enough to expose that’s showing your emotion, but he understands.

his thrusts start slow and gentle, his devotion to making you feel good endearing. “you feeling good, baby?” your frantic, (and slightly awkward, but infatuating) nods come as a response, and he melts.

“good, that’s all i care about,” he fastens his thrusts, his calloused thumb dancing pretty patterns on your neck, listening to your breathing rate falter at the change of pace.. “is this okay for you?”

and you release a cacophony of little whimpers, not quite moans, but kirk doesn’t mind. he just smiles gently, showing intimate tenderness of love and care. “okay, honey.” and he presses a soft, smiley kiss to your forehead.

sorry if i didn’t do this justice 0.0 i tried <3