Kirk with a virgin!reader who’s socially inadept and struggles with romantic intimacy smut?? She’s basically just cold and awkward but is really nervous when they fuck and he thinks it’s adorable
thank you for the request angel ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
“it’s okay,” he murmurs, tracing shapes of stars and small figures on your leg with a compelling hand, his eyes fixated on yours observing your ambivalent expression, his curls cascading down in confluence. “we don’t have to do anything you don’t wanna,”
he sees your nod, shy and subtle, barely able to catch it with his attentive gaze. “okay.” he whispers, grinning softly as he tilts your chin diligently, rubbing his besotted skin against your own.
“you don’t have to be nervous,” he continues, trying to ease your mind. “why are you so nervous, baby?” he takes note of your struggle to respond, but he doesn’t comment on it, just smiles softly.
“you sure you wanna do this?” he reassures, his voice an incandescent comfort.
. ♡ .
he fails to hold in his myriads of chuckles in response to your pleasing squeaks; which he’s realised by knowing is the only trait you feel comfortable enough to expose that’s showing your emotion, but he understands.
his thrusts start slow and gentle, his devotion to making you feel good endearing. “you feeling good, baby?” your frantic, (and slightly awkward, but infatuating) nods come as a response, and he melts.
“good, that’s all i care about,” he fastens his thrusts, his calloused thumb dancing pretty patterns on your neck, listening to your breathing rate falter at the change of pace.. “is this okay for you?”
and you release a cacophony of little whimpers, not quite moans, but kirk doesn’t mind. he just smiles gently, showing intimate tenderness of love and care. “okay, honey.” and he presses a soft, smiley kiss to your forehead.
sorry if i didn’t do this justice 0.0 i tried <3