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Purple, orange? c:

Sorry for the long wait, been going through a few things.Purple: 10 facts about my room 

1. I’ve got a 32inch, 720p TV2. My walls are painted dark blue with sorta abstract wallpaper taking up the bottom 1/3rd of my walls.3. It’s messy as fuck.4. I’ve got an exercising machine... that’s just covered with clothes and boxes, because depression.5. Have 2 computer chairs.6. My bed frame is made out of wood and has 3 cupboards below my mattress.7. I’ve got a 5.1 Surround Sound System8. Floor is carpet, blue in color.9. An entertainment system where I house my TV, surround sound box, DVR and consoles.10. Did I mention it was messy as fuck?Orange: 6 facts about my home town1. There’s a yearly carnival around Memorial Day.2. There use to be a big-ass dance hall literally on the water, but it burnt down... twice.3. It’s called a ‘port’ because it use to sell lots and lots of fruit across the area in the old times.4. It’s boring.5. Not many stores.6. It’s small.

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8, 14, 32? :3

Ok!8.  Talk about the thing you are most proud of.

      Oh man, that one... I think is easy.  In high school, I went to a Tech Center for one of my classes, a graphic design like class.  For one of our assignments, we had to create a sturdy box that would hold a coffee cup, as if you were to try and sell it.  Well... my box was made so well, that the teacher gave me 100% as my grade, even though it was LATE (which incurs a 10 point or so reduction penalty).  However, she liked it so much she gave me extra points to offset that penalty.  No one, EVER, has gotten 100% on this project before me and the teacher had been giving this assignment out for about... 25 years (some of those years to college students).  I cannot tell you how proud I was in getting that grade and that praise.  Even still to this day, no one has gotten 100% on it besides me and that... makes me happy.  I found this out by seeing her again last year during an anime convention.  I still have it too and its weathered the years rather well.  I don’t know a single person from that class that still has theirs in great condition.  Oh, and she’s no longer doing this particular assignment, so it’s kinda permanent that mine is the only one. XD  http://zgamer15.deviantart.com/art/Coffecup-box-21192413714. Talk about a vacation.

      I remember when I was a kid, my parents would take us up to Mackinac Island (an island north of Michigan, south of the upper peninsula) close to once a year.  It’s pretty old timey there, no cars only horses for transport (or bikes).  It’s rather interesting, although I don’t remember all too much due to how young I was.

32.  Talk about a place you remember from your childhood.

        I remember this giant toy store that was like in the middle of nowhere near my aunt’s house.  Had lots of different stuff, plus toys you wouldn’t see elsewhere.  My aunt would take us there maybe once a year, though we probably didn’t get anything - just to look around.  Unfortunately though many years ago I found out that it was no longer a toy store so I can never revisit it.

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When you get this, reply with 5 things that make you happy. Then send this to the first 10 people in your activity! ♡

Whoops, didn't see this.Sorry about that. This is...kinda hard to think of 5 things.1. Talking to friends. I WISH I HAD STUFF TO SAY OR TALK ABOUT ;_;2. Being in a relationship where my other really cares for me. Not to mention completely accepts me as...me, no matter how weird.3. Seeing people actually getting along, especially when one another may not agree with each other.4. Hmm... Meaning something to my friends or even just being thought of once in awhile. Definitely an insecurity of mine.5. Accomplishing things that I'm really proud of. Rarely happens.Since this was so long ago, I dunno who's done it or not, sooooo... Do it if you want and haven't.

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2, 16!

2. Famous person I've been compared to.Erm... maybe Zack Glafinaskis (spelling wrong I'm sure), only due to looks, beard wise. Otherwise, no one really.16. Drunken story.Except for like the first time I got drunk where I was more affectionate than I normally am to my then SO, no stories really exist from me. Sorry! ^_^;

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10 shows I currently watch

I think I’ll try making one of these....

When you’re tagged, tag 2-3 other people.  Get to know what one another watch/like!

MLP FiM

Gravity Falls

12 Monkeys

Steven Universe

WWE RAW/Smackdown

Star vs the Forces of Evil

Kill la Kill

DBZ Kai

Sword Art Online II

One Piece

I’ll tag.... staraptorjesus and johnnyappleshy

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Tagged by staraptorjesus When you get this ask, list 5 things that make you happy then pass this on to the last 10 people who reblogged from you :)

Welp, here we go.  Gonna be hard to come up with 5 things though, as I’m fighting depression and anxiety.

My boyfriend jonrathinksthat.  He’s the one person who’s there for me every single day.  Rain or shine, good or bad day... he’s still there.  Even when I make mistakes and somehow accidentally offend or just in general hurt him, he’s still there.  He’s one of the most understanding people I know and he makes me feel safe, secure and loved (and of course, happy).  I really don’t know where I’d be right now without him... He’s made these last 2+ years actually bearable and he’s been slowly raising my self esteem.  Sometimes I feel like I don’t deserve him/do more harm than good to him because of the mistakes I make, but... I keep in mind that I do the same for him (as he tells me whenever I get insecure and ask him) and that’s a great feeling.

Laying down on my bed and snuggling up with a pillow to just relax.  I just love to relax and be affectionate, even if no one is on the receiving end. ^_^;

As of late... YGO pro. ^_^;;  Hey, I like YuGiOh and this gives me a way to play it without having cards in front of me.  I can get sucked into it for several hours a day. >.<  Especially when playing against bosoxrocker

Online friends.  Kinda... I mean when I’m around them when no drama is going on and I actually feel welcomed around them, then sure.  They use to be a much bigger part of what made me happy, but... over the years we've unfortunately gained a lot of distance between one another.  Either from bad blood, just plain randomly, both parties being bad at communication, anxiety/depression from either side, etc.  Which means I’m not really close with anyone (except my boyfriend) and that sucks, but that’s my problem - not theirs.  Anyways... yes, they do make me happy, whenever I’m actually able to talk/do stuff with them.  They’re all I've really got in the way of friends since I really don’t have any IRL, so I can’t take them for granted.  I just really gotta start getting assertive with trying to talk though...

Actually having a purpose in life, other than just watching TV and doing nothing else.  Being part of this Indie Game Studio is giving me stuff to do and actually making me feel like I am integral to something.

So, yeah... not much really makes me happy these days but that’s because I’m in a not so great time in my life atm.  It’ll get better someday. ^_^

Don’t really have much of a choice left for tagging since all the rest were taken :P, sooooooooo: jonrathinksthat

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