[says i’m going to sleep but actually stares at my laptop screen thinking about luret and vyolen for over 20 minutes] mandatory apology for posting cringe hyperfixation content on main
luret voice: if i was emotionally damaged from a breakup i would simply decide to feel nothing. rip to vyolen but im different my only thoughts for the past like 2 or 3 days have been about them. this is related to the fact that the past 2 or 3 days have been terrible and self-indulgent content is the only way to make me feel better without bothering people but..... its good. perhaps just for me but its good!! vyolen memorizing the ‘rhythm’ that luret gives out and making a whole piece to go with it on her violin... giving luret a little daisy flower crown... dox has never disclosed that actually, vyolen has a middle name, and it’s “hopeless romantic” and it sucks that i didnt get to do any of that with hunter (well, it sucks, but also no straight rights) but i can make up for that with this backstory content. luret can and will get rights. her idea of a night out is throwing molotovs at goblin hideouts and then going to a tavern but its not like shes incapable of all that sappy stuff either.... luret’s my daughter i could not say a bad word about her if i tried. when she finds out vyolen has a lot of unhealthy habits and she both doesnt wanna push her about it but also wants to help... :)... she isnt really sure how to help with stuff like vy being stressed out because it’s really not what she’s used to aside from personal experience... so she’ll hold her hand or hug her, and tell her what she wants to hear even if it isnt true, sometimes and it works like a charm! at least, it looks like it- no doubt vyolen feels better for it but it doesnt actually fix anything. even though, to her, she doesnt care about being “fixed” as long as she’s got someone there.. luret sticking around longer than a single night has her totally sold on the idea that she’s ‘the one’. especially when that 2 days turns into a month, three months, a whole year.. cause it’s just so much more than anything she’s used to and builds up the idea that the rest of her life would be spent with luret [looks into the camera] this works out horribly. but i do not look at the angst until i’m in the mood to angst myself to death so instead.... luret wringbearer appreciation post. i love you bitch. if youre out there you did nothing wrong and you need to hear it