#stargirl776

[adampvrrish]

I still haven’t read call down the hawk. Maybe because I don’t want it to be over again/ worried what I love will be ruined??? Not sure! Tell me to get over it and start it! It’s been a sitting next to my bed since it came out!

PLEASE start it i absolutely loved cdth i wasn't disappointed and i didn't feel that it made me love trc any less or ruin it in any way!! if you read it PLEASE lmk ur thoughts!

[popkin16]

stargirl776 replied to your post: I want to introduce some friends of mine to...

I started with the Haunting of Hannah Williams and I was hooked- Shane just yelling at the top of his lungs, saying the dresser was looking at him..

That is such a great episode :D I watched it for the first time just the other day! But kind of light on the banter, since Shane was super high on cold meds and trying to be respectful to his coworker.

stargirl776 replied to your post: I want to introduce some friends of mine to...

Or I would go with the haunting of bellaire house simple for the hysterics of Apple tater and then follow it up with the video of them making apple taters

Oooo great rec! I like this idea a lot! Thank you :D

[popkin16]

stargirl776 replied to your post: This is just me bitching about work to try and...

Anxiety is the worst. I also feel that- don’t wanna make a mistake but don’t want to ask too many questions-anxiety at work. I’ve had to work on it in therapy and everything. I could write you an essay about how it relates back to my childhood trauma and my perfectionism issues and the ways I’m working through it. It’s hard and anxiety sucks!

It’s kind of nice to know I’m not alone in the way my brain works. I also have perfectionism issues (thus my crappy fic posting schedule).

[iridescentrylandgrace]

stargirl776 replied to your post “so my depression is definitely flaring up again. the shitty thing is i...”

Oh no! It's a horrible feeling when your the depression is back. I'll keep my fingers crossed for a short visit.

thank you my dear! it’s been about a week already. but that’s not really that long when you consider that sometimes it can be around for like...years. but i think it might be leaving...maybe. who knows. but thank you thank you!

[jonsnows]

evenstarss

age is just a state of mind, and that means you're young and awesome <3

Aww thank you for your sweet words <33

ladyflorence1215

Good luck in your new job! Also remember age is just a number, don't worry too much about it! We all get old for that reason we should try to make the most of our days! :D

Thank you so much <3 I know but it’s hard to realize that we are getting older! 30 years old is a cap! <3

twistedthingsandchocolate

If watching the older generation has taught me anything, it's that having a young mind is an advantage. A person with the experience of a 30-something-year-old and the spirit of a 20-something will age much better than a wizened old asshole would. Don't let time's fleeting nature and the difference between body and mind make you feel down. I hope you have a good birthday, in spite of feeling so blue, and good luck at your new job, too! Ganbatte! o(nwn)=

Aww what a beautiful message with wise words, and I totally agree with what you said, it makes me see everything differently!  Thank you <3

stargirl776

32 was my favorite age! There's hope!

Hahaha yes!!! Thank you :p 

[popkin16]

After I posted my college fears last night, I went to bed soon after, so I didn’t see any of the amazing responses. I see them now, and I really want to thank everyone. I feel like a heavy rock has been lifted from my chest.

@unwoundbobbin I read that article and it has made me feel better about myself and my situation. Thank you for linking it - I felt less alone, less like a failure.

@stargirl776 I’m relieved to hear that nobody asks how long it took to get a degree, haha. Thank you for sharing that it took you a bit longer to get your degree than ‘normal’, too. It really is a comfort to hear from people who were once in the same situation. I hope my “fun” classes enhance my life too :D

@wexfogg Thank youuu. Your reply made me smile - maybe it is amazing that I’m taking this opportunity to indulge in something I like. I’ll try to just appreciate it :)

@blahblahwoofwoof oh my gosh, thank you. I’m glad my decisions seem thought out - I feel like I’m mostly just reacting instead of taking charge. “Maybe if I had done this, or completed that...” but I am making good decisions, and that helps.

@turlouqh thank you. I thought that credits didn’t expire, but I got caught in a doom spiral where I was convinced the classes I took 4 years ago are going to...well, expire. I like the idea of viewing this class as a break, too. I could use one :D Your words mean a lot to me!

[iridescentrylandgrace]

stargirl776 said: I love the second one! Looks like a whimsical dance :)

why thank you darling! what a lovely thing to say! <3

[iridescentrylandgrace]

stargirl776 said: A lot of times parents can’t admit their kids are suffering from any kind f mental health issues because then that might mean they did something wrong too. But that’s her problem not yours. If you need help for your depression, you deserve it.

stargirl776 said: And remember too that those voices saying your worthless is part of depression. And feeling numb and then overwhelmed is part if trying to cope with mental health issues too big to handle on your own. It was brave to ask for help.

stargirl776 said: Also I just want to say I think you’re lovely and your goodnight messages always bring a smile to my face

thanks. yeah i've read that in a few places. the worst part is that it runs on both sides of my family and she's still ignoring it. and oh my gosh, i'm glad to hear it, i never knew if anyone was liking those or not. :)