Serenity was looking around the ship, they had just barely managed to survive another battle, and Kira she was worried about because she knew how hard it was on him. Finding him with the help of his mechanic bird birdy, she made her way over her hand on his shoulder. ' You okay? ' / for Kira? because I miss them ahh
Automatism of loneliness had come to him as soon as he had returned safely to the ship. It was probably not the best idea. Nevertheless, each time, especially when it became more and more difficult, he needed to isolate himself. How he could feeling inside an illusion of alright after this ? They barely managed to come out alive, and all these seconds he has been reflecting towards decisions his hands could made has been remember … It was tragic : how he hoped everytime he needed to come out in action to witnessing no tragedy, no murder, no death created in middle of the batterlfied … Once more, his night might not been experienced well, in which presented darkness will been an reminder of remembrances of couple of hours prior. He felt terribly helpless from where he stood. He felt even more totally helpless in the consideration of extraordinaryness that he represented, whose difference would earn him plenty of criticism, because he wasn't totally human … He didn't noticed Birdy has came searched help where it could be found. Usually, as he was search to disctact himself, taking care of that gift of his best friend, and the connection they did have regardless circumstances, temporary giving him nostalgia over a long time ago period when everything was more easier, and simpler, and happier … Mist inside his mind didn't generated neither the wish to burdering Serenity with his disastrous state. Hence, when she found him, he forced himself to swallowing up couple of silent tears, in which standing in an corner, he has been attempting digest the shock another time. There was no surprise about how, more when he was fighting, more he was emotionnally tired and barely couldn't take it anymore … nevertheless, wasn't allowed to give up, otherwise everything will be his fault. ❝ I just needed … a break … ❞ He attempted to explain when devasted purple eyes watching Serenity, apologizing about his current state. ❝ Later, I think, I'll be better. It's getting harder and harder… ❞ He dropped with an sincere sentence, in which there was awareness his gaze betraying his emotions. ❝ I didn't want to bother anyone with this. ❞