#starshipsofstarlord

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hey guys so just a lil update ❤️

so I’m still very sick, and it hasn’t gotten any better unfortunately, and have been undergoing a bunch of tests still and may possibly be getting a feeding tube put in as they are now considering that it may be a motility issue. although I have some creativity and a little energy back so I will be posting some fics again soon!

Because I want to write, and have been doing little itty bits here and there, however my motivation has increased for it again. I have taken all of your lovelies advise and prioritised my health above everything else, so I cannot say for how long I will be spewing fics out, but I will be trying, as both a thank you to all of you guys and because I want to as I love this community and sharing my ideas with you all

It is taking sometime with the health care system where I live however so I am not sure what is happening nor when. I still feel terrible, as this has been going on for like 10 months now, but I am somehow pushing through despite how physically weak this has made me

i just want to thank every one on here for the support and patience that you’ve had for me, it means a lot and it is so appreciated, ily all and I am always free to talk in my inbox if you wish or even just want to drop a little ‘hi’ my way (I would not so secretly love that 🥹🖤🖤)

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hey everyone so it’s been some time!

I have finally returned to the platform, after months. I’d never intended to take such a break but I just found myself unable to write, my life has been insane once again

My two cats had kittens which we are keeping and then I found myself purchasing another that was in need of a home due to the circumstances that she was living in (it was not the owners fault)

As well as that my almost 3 year relationship with someone that was ultimately not good for me or my mental health ended, which took quite a toll, and said person was still messing me around after we parted ways, but I have cut them off for good this time, which was a difficult thing to do, but the best thing to do so I could protect myself and what remains of my mental health

My grandad died ontop of all of that, which affected our family deeply, though the funeral was lovely. And my mother is now seriously ill as well as I, so we have been helping each other as much as we can given the circumstances

It has been months since I have been to work as I have been signed off, as even the doctors have stated that I am not fit to work and have warned me that whenever they diagnose me, I may not be able to return and this will highly affect my lifestyle

So it’s been rough, extremely. But I have now started writing again as I am home literally 24/7 and need an escape. I wanted to give all of you lovelies an update and assure you this blog has not been abandoned. I have missed you all and cannot wait to share the pieces that I have been working on

As always, the support that y’all give my work is cherished and does not go unnoticed, I appreciate each one of you, new and old followings that have been a crutch for me in the darkest times for me in my life. I will be back to posting shortly, I have a piece coming out later today btw, and I would love it if any of those interested would show it some love, but as always no pressure

Thank you if you took the time out of your day to read this, I appreciate it and you. On this blog we support one another through the good times and the hard, so if anyone of you are going through a rough patch I am always open to talk, anonymously or not ❤️

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sorry if i’m spamming your notifs with my reblogs but you write so beautifully ! <33

Awww thank you so much, that means a lot to me lovely 🥹🥹🥹 <3

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Which Fic Should I Post? Reader’s Choice

Pool House - Scott Reed x Reader

Piece of Cake - Luke Hemmings x Reader x Calum Hood

Without a Heart - Jace Wayland x Reader

Voting ended onMay 27, 2023

these are all fics I’ve written a fair bit on and am back to working on, and soon they should be finished, i was just wanting to know which one i should post when they’re completed/focus on. I’d appreciate y’all’s input it would mean a lot

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Fic Poll

dom!bucky smut blurb

werewolf!bucky smut

lance tucker smut

Voting ended onMay 31, 2023

[starshipsofstarlord]

loveeeee your maggie pfp, i saw her back in february, after yearsss of waiting, she’s literally so amazing

aww thanks. that’s amazing, I’m so stoked you got to experience that!!! literally no one I know knows who she is 😭😭 hopefully when my medical situation is eventually sorted I’ll get a chance to see her too! she is ridiculously underrated ❤️

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just stocking up my queue with a bunch of fics and then I’ll unpause it and we’ll have days in a row of fics ❤️

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Guyyyssss I just wanted to say a massive thank you. I’m so close to 8k followers, and I’m so thankful that I came back to tumblr. I’ve missed all of you and this community so much, and I appreciate every like, reblog and comment on all of my works. There’s a lot more to come, and I can’t wait for you guys to see it. I just wanted to show my appreciation before we hit this milestone, and give you all a big virtual hug for continuing to support me with my writing. I hope every one is still enjoying my posts, as much as I’m enjoying getting back to posting them