is it toxic if you approached him with the intent of ruining his mental stability, but instead he ruins yours (solely through his unwavering faith in humanity and putting others before himself), and now your entire world view is shattering and youre realizing that he's a reflection of you. you suffered the same as him, but the reflection is inverted, youre under the same circumstance and yet you became a monster, and he didnt. and if you cant ruin him then you were wrong, and its staring you right in the face, he is. where do we land on that, where do we land















