Last night was a really bad night for me and I was ready to ditch my body and ditch everything I had. I was ready to be selfish and take myself out of the equation because I thought it would be easier and though I hadn't decided on how yet, I was ready. But all it took was one phone call from one of the very few people I trust anymore to put my life into perspective and make me remember all the things in life that make all the pain we go threw worth it. So in light of New Years Eve tomorrow, I'm posting this now because I don't know who will be on and who will read this.
Stephn. As long as i have you in my life, I know I'll always be safe and sound. Michelle, with you I will always remember that there are still things full of light and happiness on earth. Yosselin, I know we don't really talk much anymore but with you, I will always remember that going a little crazy is okay sometimes. Kelly, with you, I will always remember that being true to yourself is the best thing for you. Pamela, my wonderful mija, I will always remember that positivity is a key to life and happiness. Emilie, darling daughter, I will always remember that showing off a little is good for the sole and damn liberating. Kaitlin, I will remember that being a nerd is nothing to be ashamed of and is something to embrace at all times. Gabby, with you I remember that being stuck in a shell is never fun and breaking out is really where the fun is at. Emma, you remind me that loving someone like you've known them your whole life even when you've never met them before is possible and worth every second. And lastly.. Andrea. With you.. I'm home. With you.. with you I'm completely and 100% home.
Each and every one of you has given me a gift that I will keep with me forever and ever and I really cannot thank any of you enough for everything you all have given me.
I love you guys.
