#zerrup

[notheartbroken]

Steal my heart or Last Fisrt Kiss

[Stole] my heart!!

[captaindeeb]

HEY!! Long time no chat*~ I feel like this is important: The other day I had this dream that I went to a Mexican restaurant and you worked there and the owners never let you leave so I broke you out and we celebrated by playing dangerous games games by a pool.. and I think you tried to get me to join in on operating a sex trade business.. Hope you're doing well :)

That's freaking awesome! I'm glad you broke me out cause My sex trade would suffer greatly without me, and I just wanted you to be our accountant. :)

[livingsim]

zerrup replied to your post “Last night was a really bad night for me and I was ready to ditch my...”

Jeff!! I'm honored to have left a mark in your life <3 Please stay a while and enjoy the party that is life :)

Of course Yossi! And Y'know? I think I'm gonna take you up on that!

[livingsim]

Last night was a really bad night for me and I was ready to ditch my body and ditch everything I had. I was ready to be selfish and take myself out of the equation because I thought it would be easier and though I hadn't decided on how yet, I was ready. But all it took was one phone call from one of the very few people I trust anymore to put my life into perspective and make me remember all the things in life that make all the pain we go threw worth it. So in light of New Years Eve tomorrow, I'm posting this now because I don't know who will be on and who will read this.

Stephn. As long as i have you in my life, I know I'll always be safe and sound. Michelle, with you I will always remember that there are still things full of light and happiness on earth. Yosselin, I know we don't really talk much anymore but with you, I will always remember that going a little crazy is okay sometimes. Kelly, with you, I will always remember that being true to yourself is the best thing for you. Pamela, my wonderful mija, I will always remember that positivity is a key to life and happiness. Emilie, darling daughter, I will always remember that showing off a little is good for the sole and damn liberating. Kaitlin, I will remember that being a nerd is nothing to be ashamed of and is something to embrace at all times. Gabby, with you I remember that being stuck in a shell is never fun and breaking out is really where the fun is at. Emma, you remind me that loving someone like you've known them your whole life even when you've never met them before is possible and worth every second. And lastly.. Andrea. With you.. I'm home. With you.. with you I'm completely and 100% home.

Each and every one of you has given me a gift that I will keep with me forever and ever and I really cannot thank any of you enough for everything you all have given me.

I love you guys.

[livingsim]

Y'know

A couple of my followers are people I used to go to school with and people that I still consider close friends and I mean I love them dearly but

They have these really cool and artsy blogs and then I look at mine and it's a fucked up piece of shit.

Whenever I see the very few things they reblog from me, it always puts a smile on my face and I kinda feel like "Hey.. they reblogged it. You're doing something right"

So yeah.. thanks guys for following me and putting up with me

[hellokitschy]

Tag (k here we go sorry for long post)

tagged by bunsaur

Rules: -Always post the rules

-Answer the questions of the person who tagged you and write 11 new ones

-Tag 11 new people and link them to the post

-Let them know you’ve tagged them.

1. what is on your room’s walls?

2. brief description of your day

so far today i woke up, got dressed, went to buy coffee and breakfast, and rewatched the final episode of tlw season 4 because omg shane and paige omg and now i’m doing this tag. also i have a personal trainer coming at like 4 to help me get ripped aw yiss

3. favorite band??? the answer should be one band

grrrrr um i think i’m gonna say the strokes today because i’m pissed at FTP that they don’t have any secret shows here

4. busy urban life or more laid back suburban/rural?

burbs bxtch

5. something you’re looking forward to this year?

nEW FTP ALBUM ASDFSDFDFF

6. top 5 things in ur wishlist

Kate Moennig

Kate Moennig

Kate Moennig

Kate Moennig

Kate Moennig

7. a thing u absolutely can not stand

wHEN PEOPLE BEND THEIR FINGERS BACK THE WRONG WAY BITCH I WILL STRANGLE YOU DO NOT DO IT DO N O T

8. meaning of your url?

hahahaha it’s funny i love this url because some people still don’t get it PSA: it’s because of Kimbra’s first album, Vows, and Foster the People’s first album, Torches. It’s great though because it sounds super pop punk soft grunge rosy bubblegum depression blog so i have like a secret facade going at first before you know that i’m actually just referencing indie music

9. typical breakfast?

Black coffee and some sort of croissant or danish from the coffee shop i go to, whatever they have that day.

10. another favorite band? ? ?

Um I’m gonna say Tame Impala because you guys will know that one (but also: top secret underground indie lessons with Jordan: you guys should check out The Mint Chicks, Unknown Mortal Orchestra, Queens of the Stone Age, and Bikini Kill if you don’t already know them. Okay How To Be A Pretentious Hipster lessons are over carry on.)

11. what do you do when you are not on tumblr?

The L Word marathons

Shazam every song that plays on The L Word and star it on Spotify

Making creepy fucking playlists for everything

I have a Kate Moennig playlist of all the songs that have ever played in like every scene I’ve seen her in oh god

Cry over Kate Moennig

Cry that the sTROKES AREN’T FUCKING TOURING COMEDOWN MACHINE GOD DAMMIT AND IT’S LIKE MY SECOND FAVE ALBUM BY THEM DASDFD KJASDLKFJ

Cry over FTP being slow motherfukin assholes making their new album

Cry over all the clothes in Urban Outfitters

Crying in general

Also trying to be a musician and songwriting and shit like that

OKAY WHEW THAT WAS AN ORDEAL WASN’T IT

BUTT WEIGHT THERE’S MORE:

MY QUESTIONS FOR YOU, BXTCHES:

Favorite solo artist

Something that makes you feel better when you’re having a bad day

Worst vacation you’ve ever taken

Three biggest fears

Cutest baby animal is…?

Top four celebrity crushes

What was/is your least favorite school subject?

Funniest tv show/youtube video/vine/etc.

A crazy thing you’ve secretly wanted to do with your appearance (like haircuts, piercings, tattoos, whatever)

Time of the day that you are most tired

Where do you blog usually? (computer, phone, bed, desk, whatevs)

[zerrup]

Shine Bright like vagina (2x)  Find light in the beautiful pussy  I choose to be happy  You and I, you and I  We're like vagina in the sky  You're a fire crotch I see  A vision of pussy  When you hold me, I'm alive  We're like vagina in the sky  I knew that we'd become one right away  Oh right away  At first sight I felt the energy of ovaries  I saw the life inside your Fallopian tubes  So shine bright, tonight you and I  We're beautiful like vagina in the sky  Clit to clit, so alive  We're beautiful like vaginas in the sky  Shine bright like vagina (2x)  We're beautiful like vaginas in the sky  Shine bright like a vagina (2x)  We're beautiful like vaginas in the sky  Lips rise to the universe  As we moonshine and molly  Feel the warmth we'll never die  We're like vaginas in the sky  You're a shooting star I see  A vision of pussy  When you hold me, I'm alive  We're like vaginas in the sky  At first sight I felt the energy of sun rays  I saw the life inside your eyes  So shine bright, tonight you and I  We're beautiful like vagina in the sky  Clit to clit, so alive  We're beautiful like vaginas in the sky  Shine bright like vagina (2x)  We're beautiful like vaginas in the sky  Shine bright like vagina (2x)  We're beautiful like vaginas in the sky  Shine bright like vagina (2x)  So shine bright, tonight you and I  We're beautiful like vaginas in the sky  Clit to clit, so alive We're beautiful like vagina in the sky  Shine bright like vagina (2x)  Woah... oh... yeah...  Shine bright like vagina (3x)

[zerrup]

The Louis one is me in a dog collar.