#statistic study

[taeminscoconuthead]

WHY WAS I DYING OVER THIS SCREENSHOT FOR 5 MINUTES STRAIGHT

THAT SUDDEN CHANGE OF TONE LMAOOOO

[taeminscoconuthead]

I made 6 decoys for this study!

1. @minethereals

Her name is Annie. She is 19 years old and is a Taemint. She has been a Shawol for about 8 years now and doesn’t plan on leaving any time soon. Her coping mechanism with Dec 18th are reblogging memes and funny videos. She has been doing it since August 2018 and hasn’t stopped ever since due to how effective it was.

2. @sweetiejjongie

Alyssa is a long time Shawol with literally a decade of experiencing their music. She is exactly 28 and has a 3 year old daughter (Savanna) who is also a K-pop fan who’s favourite groups so happens to be BLACKPINK and BTS. Being a Blinger herself, Dec 18th is one of the most hardest days of her life besides the day her mother died and the very moment she got raped by a babysitter that was supposed to look after her little brother when she was only 11. As a spiritual believer, she would imagine Jonghyun in heaven within her own lens, hence she would create fanfictions to further visualise her beliefs.

3. @dearonew

Meet Jaeyeon, or Jazzy. She is also a long time Shawol with 9 years alongside with groups such as EXO, Super Junior, Girls Generation, BIGBANG, etc. As an MVP, Dec 18th affects her quite a lot that she would resort to making letters to him weekly on her blog to talk about her day like a penpal. She’s a sweet person to talk to and a lot of her friends would say the same thing.

4. @keyluvs

Ken (they/them) is a Shawol that has been around since 2012 but has finally came in 2016 due to the songs being of their type. As a Locket, they felt devastated and almost out of place since they didn’t think they was eligible to share their emotions about Jonghyun. Eventually, they allowed themself to mourn and celebrate his life by sharing some pictures of him they liked.

5. @chocominho

Miracle is a 29 year old Shawol who has graduated University few years prior and is just settling into her new life. Being a Flame of 7 years, she was very saddened as she laid on her best friend’s shoulders for comfort. She occasionally celebrates Jonghyun’s life by sharing pictures of him on social media and talks about how funny he was.

6. @shawolsangels

Jack is a 17 year old from England that was introduced to K-pop by his big sister in 2014 and is still into them until this day. He loves all of the members equally, so there’s no surprise that he would be devastated to hear about Dec 18th. He writes fanfictions with all of them included and it has been helping him ever since 2019 after he had realised that pretending he never existed didn’t help him cope at all.

Let me know what do you think and if I need to change any of them!

That’s absolutely amazing! I love how you gave each of them some personalities and even traumas they had went through! I feel so bad for Alyssa and I hope she’s doing well at the moment.

Also, you can message @howcanibehomophobicmyjjongisgay for any updates so he could add them to his statistics!

[taeminscoconuthead]

You can unleash your inner Shawol self here. There’s no rules, except don’t be a dick.

Jonghyun is allowed here because it’s ot5 or none. Don’t like it? Just block this blog.

You can vent, but do give a trigger warning!

Rules:

- No Decemberwols

- No harassing

- No gatekeeping

- Just have fun and chill!

Also the tag thing is genius — one of my friend told me to use this to filter posts!

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[taeminscoconuthead]

Sorry for not being online very much, but we should have a decoy study. I’ve been thinking about this for a while, and it makes sense the way I put it together.

So there are 20-60 (depending on how many do you/we want to make) personal Shawol blogs with realistic personalities as well as the wide variety of coping mechanisms that I came up with. All would be Shawols in between the ages from 13 to 35, different gender identities and has been a Shawol from 2008 to 2017.

But there’s the twist. Half of the decoys will post venting posts either about Jonghyun or their personal struggles involving bullying, abuse, domestic violence, sexual harassment, rape, etc. Although it is much more suggested to make up (y)our own story in case if this study goes to plan, you/we can put (y)our experiences out there.

We all post for about a week to a month and then we’d see by now the messages we would receive and calculate them as the part of the study. Not only we would see by whether vulnerable Shawols are prone to harassing messages or not, but we could also see if age or gender plays a huge role as well as their sexualities, biases and their coping mechanisms does too.

I don’t know if it makes sense the way I said it, but it looks pretty good! Let me know if you feel the same as well!

That’s actually pretty good! 60 is quite a lot tho, but we could manage with 20-30. You can even give them a bit of a backstory and a coping mechanism that helps them such as appreciating him, laughing at his funny complication videos, making/reposting fanfictions, believing he’s in heaven or in a better place (it can be non religious based), humour, talking about him the way you would pre-dec 18th, etc.

We may need volunteers if we’re going to use that many decoys, we can try to find some!

Keep up the good work!

[taeminscoconuthead]

jeez i feel bad for that shawol 😭

you mean the decoy one? sameeeeee. annie literally had to go through hell her whole life. her father groomed her, her mother abused her and her siblings died. at least she still loved her father until he died... right...?

and now she's dating a guy that is 9 YEARS OLDER THAN HER. she's getting taken advantaged and she doesn't even know it! well at least she's of age so there's nothing anyone could do about it.

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Yooooo i made a decoy blog!

Her name is Annie and her url is jjongthecreator. She has gotten into K-pop at the age of 6 by her older sister Janet. She is blasian with her mum being Nigerian and Ugandan and her dad being South Korean and Chinese.

She was born on the 18th of December 2003 at Central Middlesex Hospital. She is the youngest out of 2 siblings. Her brother Andrew who is 10 years older and Janet who is 8 years older.

When she was 2 years old, her parents started fighting and she saw her mother threatening to kill her father with a knife that she was holding.

When she was 5, her parents divorced in which her mother took full custody of the kids and wouldn’t let them see their father. Annie was especially affected since she was very close to him. They later had joint custody when she was 8 where she was able to visit him at the weekends.

From 8 to 13 years of age, he has been grooming and sexually abusing Annie by touching her privates and taking pictures from up her skirt when she wasn’t looking. He had about over 15 GB of her nudes on his USB in which she found out about it when she was 16.

When she was 11 years old in year 6, she was raped by her class teacher and got bullied by her peers once the news broke out. She was diagnosed with depression and anxiety that same year and didn’t end up going to the leavers prom due to that.

Instead of going to secondary school like everyone else, her mother decided as a way to get her away from her dad was to get her into a school in Nigeria so she went there just to be bullied to the point where she was getting beaten up to the point of having to go to the hospital. She hated it there so much that she begged her mother to take her back home and so she did. Once she spoke to her father, he said that he would take her in and she would go to South Korea to go schooling there and so she did. Once her mother found out, they were in a big fight that led to the father being hospitalised due to her injuries and almost died as a result. She was forced to come home with her mother over the holidays, but she didn’t want to. In fact, she was afraid of her. She decided to stay in South Korea for another year but stayed with her grandparents. Although they were a bit racist to her, she would do anything to stay with her father. However, the mother insisted she should come with her and unfortunately she did.

On her 13th birthday, Jonghyun passed away in which she was super devastated. He was the only person other than her sister and father that she had a connection with. She spoken about this with her father in which he comforted her over the phone as he hears her cries. However, the mother overheard her crying and decided to slut shame her for crying over him. She would abuse her every time she would mention SHINee or Jonghyun.

At that Christmas, her father passed away due to his injuries. He was 38. When it has been brought to her mother’s attention by Annie, she snapped and slammed her face with her plate, knocking her out.

At New Years Eve that same year, Janet passed away. With that information in hand, her brother took his own life on the 1st of January 2018. She was 21 and he was 23. Ever since then, her mother would abuse Annie regardless and put all her anger and rage onto her.

She ran away from home when she was 14 and never looked back ever since. She ended up finding a man named Braydon who was 23 at the time and they both fell in love after hearing each other’s stories.

Braydon also had a toxic life. His father died when he was 3 and he had to live with his abusive and controlling mother until he moved out at 16. He used to have an older brother but he passed away due to suicide.

He also seen that they were polar opposite, which was very attractive to him. They talk to each other on Tumblr and sometimes meet each other in real life.

Ever since he moved to Manchester, they started seeing each other less and it became every month instead. Until that moment comes, he would facetime her or even send text messages. She now lives with her cousin in East London and is far away from her mother.

Her coping mechanism with Jonghyun’s passing is making fanfictions and posting cute pictures of him. She does this because she wants the good side of Jonghyun to appear online and not the fact that he’s dead. She wants new fans to be able to see how she sees him.

So… what do you guys think?

damn it just keeps getting worse-

thank you for helping out with this study. you can go @howcanibehomophobicmyjjongisgay to log this url to his study!

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Hey hello. I have made a decoy blog too!!

@forever-love-shinee

This is a blog for Lindsey (she/her). She's twelve, because I've seen younger teens get attacked more often. I was curious if that would happen to her. She's a fan of the owl house and a blinger. Her parents are really strict and she has to hide the fact she's a shawol from them. She has made this blog on the computer in a library and it's her safe space. Her parents think she goes to the library to read a lot, but in fact she uses the computer there to go to her blog or to watch the owl house / kpop videos. She has never openly cried about Jjong because of her family. At school she gets bullied for being a shawol. Her classmates often say bad things about Jjong and she rants about it on the blog. Thats kinda the thing I want to do on the blog but as you can see its yet empty- lol

I'll put some posts on the blog laterrr!!

(Forgot to add i hate myself)

She posts kpop fanfictions on the blog too as a coping mechanism

That’s brilliant! I never knew younger fans get bullied more than the older ones. It’s quite sad to be fair.

You can go to @howcanibehomophobicmyjjongisgay so he could log your blog in with the others!

[taeminscoconuthead]

that decoy thing is amazing, count me in.

Thank you for joining in! If you’d like, link us the usernames so we could count you in the statistics!