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jeez i feel bad for that shawol 😭
you mean the decoy one? sameeeeee. annie literally had to go through hell her whole life. her father groomed her, her mother abused her and her siblings died. at least she still loved her father until he died... right...?
and now she's dating a guy that is 9 YEARS OLDER THAN HER. she's getting taken advantaged and she doesn't even know it! well at least she's of age so there's nothing anyone could do about it.
Yooooo i made a decoy blog!
Her name is Annie and her url is jjongthecreator. She has gotten into K-pop at the age of 6 by her older sister Janet. She is blasian with her mum being Nigerian and Ugandan and her dad being South Korean and Chinese.
She was born on the 18th of December 2003 at Central Middlesex Hospital. She is the youngest out of 2 siblings. Her brother Andrew who is 10 years older and Janet who is 8 years older.
When she was 2 years old, her parents started fighting and she saw her mother threatening to kill her father with a knife that she was holding.
When she was 5, her parents divorced in which her mother took full custody of the kids and wouldn’t let them see their father. Annie was especially affected since she was very close to him. They later had joint custody when she was 8 where she was able to visit him at the weekends.
From 8 to 13 years of age, he has been grooming and sexually abusing Annie by touching her privates and taking pictures from up her skirt when she wasn’t looking. He had about over 15 GB of her nudes on his USB in which she found out about it when she was 16.
When she was 11 years old in year 6, she was raped by her class teacher and got bullied by her peers once the news broke out. She was diagnosed with depression and anxiety that same year and didn’t end up going to the leavers prom due to that.
Instead of going to secondary school like everyone else, her mother decided as a way to get her away from her dad was to get her into a school in Nigeria so she went there just to be bullied to the point where she was getting beaten up to the point of having to go to the hospital. She hated it there so much that she begged her mother to take her back home and so she did. Once she spoke to her father, he said that he would take her in and she would go to South Korea to go schooling there and so she did. Once her mother found out, they were in a big fight that led to the father being hospitalised due to her injuries and almost died as a result. She was forced to come home with her mother over the holidays, but she didn’t want to. In fact, she was afraid of her. She decided to stay in South Korea for another year but stayed with her grandparents. Although they were a bit racist to her, she would do anything to stay with her father. However, the mother insisted she should come with her and unfortunately she did.
On her 13th birthday, Jonghyun passed away in which she was super devastated. He was the only person other than her sister and father that she had a connection with. She spoken about this with her father in which he comforted her over the phone as he hears her cries. However, the mother overheard her crying and decided to slut shame her for crying over him. She would abuse her every time she would mention SHINee or Jonghyun.
At that Christmas, her father passed away due to his injuries. He was 38. When it has been brought to her mother’s attention by Annie, she snapped and slammed her face with her plate, knocking her out.
At New Years Eve that same year, Janet passed away. With that information in hand, her brother took his own life on the 1st of January 2018. She was 21 and he was 23. Ever since then, her mother would abuse Annie regardless and put all her anger and rage onto her.
She ran away from home when she was 14 and never looked back ever since. She ended up finding a man named Braydon who was 23 at the time and they both fell in love after hearing each other’s stories.
Braydon also had a toxic life. His father died when he was 3 and he had to live with his abusive and controlling mother until he moved out at 16. He used to have an older brother but he passed away due to suicide.
He also seen that they were polar opposite, which was very attractive to him. They talk to each other on Tumblr and sometimes meet each other in real life.
Ever since he moved to Manchester, they started seeing each other less and it became every month instead. Until that moment comes, he would facetime her or even send text messages. She now lives with her cousin in East London and is far away from her mother.
Her coping mechanism with Jonghyun’s passing is making fanfictions and posting cute pictures of him. She does this because she wants the good side of Jonghyun to appear online and not the fact that he’s dead. She wants new fans to be able to see how she sees him.
So… what do you guys think?
damn it just keeps getting worse-
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Meet Amanda.
She’s a 22 year old from North Carolina, USA. She has been a blinger for about 10 years. She isn’t struggling overall, but hasn’t been doing well due to Dec 18th. Her coping mechanism is posting fanfiction and imagines onto her page. She would occasionally vent about how much she misses him but that’s pretty much it. She’s also very unfiltered too in which she doesn’t put death between her real feelings of him and wouldn’t be afraid to call him hot or sexy when describing him.
That looks so cool! Why don’t you message @howcanibehomophobicmyjjongisgay so he could add her in!
I’ll make some decoys later, I’m a bit busy with stuff 😉
Alrighty mate, good luck! Message @howcanibehomophobicmyjjongisgay if you do!
i’m going to make 6 in the morning, i’m tireddddd ahhhhhh
That’s fine! When you’re ready, message @howcanibehomophobicmyjjongisgay
i’m about to make some for you guys! i’m thinking about to make a locket, an mvp and a taemint!
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i’ll make some in the morning, my head isn’t straight at the moment lol
That’s fine. Make it when you’re ready. Message @howcanibehomophobicmyjjongisgay too!
i’m drunk, but i’m conscious enough to text- what is this lol
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