28-02-18 (Post 42)
So it's been a really long time since the last time I posted an update, so here I am. Recently I have been extremely stressed and pessimistic about my grades and how I will do in my CAPE exams. I've felt hurt by friends and so on and I haven't even really thought about me per we, just about me doing well and worrying about others. My new years resolution was to be positive and I have not been able to do that since about week 5 or 4 of school, it's now week 8. I'm struggling to study for my CAPE exams, study for tests for school, struggling to do my science lab write ups and my very very long School based assessments for communication studies and environmental science. I'm struggling to find time for myself and relax and all of these factors have made me not want to do work. I've changed my study schedule to see anything would help but nothing did. So I have came to a conclusion. For the rest of the term I will not be studying for my CAPE exams. I would be focusing on the present, which is on my school based assessments, my tests, my homework, assignments etc. I will focus on that first because luckily for me, in the Christmas vacation I wrote all of my notes and I know the syllabus, it's just to commit things to memory and do practice papers. I'm doing this because I think it's the best for me at this point, I basically no longer talk to my friends as they weren't befitting me. I still have people to talk to but very few and I like being on my own. When this term is done I guarantee you I shall start back doing work for my exams. You don't have to be studying constantly yo do good, just make sure when you do you study smart and not hard because that's when you would burn yourself out.