#steffraven

[steffraven]

i don't have any motivation to do this news pak

I don't even want to be a broadcast journalist anymore

I mean I appreciate all the work journalists are doing but it's not for me 

Tell me why I still need to do this shit.

I just wanna go into radio, man.

[steffraven]

There are certain things in my life that I don't like dealing with

I can't stand when other people like my family hurt because of me 

i don't like that because of my college career and how expensive it is, is making my family more and more broke. 

I hate that i couldn't graduate on time and that my family also had to suffer that.

But the fact that my family feels betrayed by me; that is the worst feeling in the world

I'm angry and upset at my self.

i don't have any motivation anymore

I'm tired. 

I don't know what to do in some cases and it pisses me off because I think that I'm stupid that I can't even deal with my own life.

Sometimes I feel like I don't even belong in this world.

Like if i were to run away and hide somewhere else, it would be better for the world to move on because what do I have to contribute to this world?

i feel like I don't have a purpose

I'm stuck

[steffraven]

Tinder guys can be very creepy

O___o

[steffraven]

When people try to get you into situations that aren't yours...

There is a difference between telling someone your problems and asking for their help in an issue that is completely theirs. Although you may want to help that person with all your heart, don't get them into these situations that are dealing with other people. It's not your problem. You can hear their story out and be there for them but never get involved or let yourself get involved.

[steffraven]

Hola tumblr!

Hoy es el día de las idiomas!!! Entonces hoy todo el día voy a "blogear" en español, mi primer idioma. Si quieres, mándame un mensaje y podemos hablar o me puedes mandar algo que quieres que yo traduzca! Bendiciones 😊

[steffraven]

I'm starting to watch Game of Thrones

Lord have mercy on what is left of my soul.

[steffraven]

My news pak really sucks

I'm literally so nervous I may vomit. UGH

[steffraven]

I'm hungry, but I'm broke

story of my life