Tired as fuck, guess it's time to remember that I am chronically ill and practice acceptance for that. I had friends over Tuesday evening, who helped me clean my flat, so naturally I was completely drained yesterday. At least I am drained in a clean flat, makes everything easier tbh.
I am not enjoying this, this is not a fun state to be in. Mind you - cats do make it better.
I find myself hoping that it will get better. But I guess it would be better to accept the state I'm in, and learn to have a good life as it is. Because waiting for the future is an unhealthy way to live. There is only one point in time you get to live, and that's now.
