#stella struggles

[stellartoi]

i have decided that i will come out to all my friends and family once i have painted my nails every color of the rainbow in the right order and once i’ve had them all i’ll paint each a different rainbow color and come out fabulously

[stellartoi]

hhHhhHhHhUGH IM SO SCARED I MADE A BOLD HAIR CHANGE AND IM SCARED PPL AT SCHOOL ARE GONNA STARE AT ME IM NOT READY FOR ATTENTION YET

[stellartoi]

why can’t i just be as brave as my ex bff who casually said she was bi like why can’t i do that coward

[stellartoi]

hi im stella and no matter what i will always have a big hand fetish goodbye

[coffee-fuelled-consternation]

I Require Validation TM

[coffee-fuelled-consternation]

Why is it that my favourite scene I’ve ever written is this huge, 3-page thing that’s just chock-full of angst? Does this say something about me?

[coffee-fuelled-consternation]

Y’know when you’re so done with homework that you just decide to write fanfiction in the form of a dictionary of all of the love-related words for your friend’s Christmas present?

No?

Just me?

Alright.

[coffee-fuelled-consternation]

A list of things to write:

-Modern Mocha Christmas or New Years

-Modern Mocha with Morgan going over to Octavius while in law school and basically helping him pull his dorm back together and eat some real food

-Finishing the GfaBE dictionary

-Continuing on with GfaBE and get to the point of rings and recovery

-The several Voltron ideas I’ve reblogged here

-Some of that sweet, sweet Todoiideku

-THAT ONE ERASERMIC FIC THAT I NEED TO REBLOG THE THINGS FOR

-Star Wars?

-S P A C E M A N

-OR SOME OTHER SORT OF SHINSOU/DEKU THINGS BECAUSE THAT WAS AWESOME

(To be continued)