#stephani is sads

[stephanisincere]

Today’s weird dream brought to you by the fact that I cant sleep without noise and put on a playlist of RT videos to help me sleep.

So I was working at a high school (why would you do this to me @ self) and for some reason there were dogs that stayed at the high school for kids to take care of during gym. And then Gym teacher was Jon and my coteacher was some random rapper whose name idk but he was there. One of the dogs there looked like Bella and it made me cry. And then Jon came and cried with me and the poor rapper man was left dealing with 20 teenagers being little assholes while also trying to stop Jon and I from crying. I woke up sad af and I’m already anticipating crying today.

[stephanisincere]

So glad my depression is living full force since my family is coming back in a day or two. These two weeks of actually not feeling shit were great but like I’m back to my super depression.

[stephanisincere]

My step dad’s dad passed away last week and after growing up with only one grandfather, gaining one in high school, and then loosing one a few years after high school I was so happy to have him. He accepted me as his family even though we weren’t blood related and loved me just as much as those blood related. I didn’t cry last week when my mom told me but I’ve been crying all night.