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[stevielovesmatt]

could u write smth of like reader being scared to say i love you to chris maybe?

SAY IT AGAIN

in which... you're scared to say i love you but chris comforts you :)

warnings: anxiety, slight mention of bad ex, fluff

3 months.

3 months of the most beautiful, blissful, passionate relationship with your boyfriend, Chris.

He spoiled you rotten. Always brought over 'just cause' flowers, dropped everything if it meant he could spend time with you, and constantly reminded you how much he cherished you.

You loved him. You did. But every time you got even a little bit close to saying it, you looked away and changed the topic. For some reason, it freaked you out to say just those 3 words.

Currently, you're both underneath a blanket, limbs tangled together, with a forgotten show in the background.

"If a frog had the chance to speak, what do you think it's first word would be?" Chris asks, with a serious face.

You giggle. "I have no idea."

He scoots in closer to you, hand absentmindedly rubbing your back. You lean into his touch.

"I think he'd say..." Chris cuts himself off, already laughing, "Y/N is the prettiest girl ever." He croaks, pretending to be a frog.

You blush, rolling your eyes and swatting his arm. "Yeah yeah." You mumble.

His hand finds your jaw, bringing it up so you look him in the eyes. His eyes flicker to your lips, then back up to your eyes. "You know I mean it." Chris murmurs.

He kisses you, soft and sweet. He pulls back, resting his forehead against yours. "I love kissing you," He whispers, taking a deep breath, "I love you."

Fuck. Your eyes widen slightly, your mouth opening to respond but... nothing comes out. You feel as if you can't speak. Your breathing quickens, looking away from Chris. Why can't I say anything?

"Hey," Chris grabs your jaw again, his eyes scattered across your face trying to understand, "Breathe baby. Breathe."

You feel your eyes prick with tears, shaking your head and burying it in his chest. Just say it. Is it so hard? He's going to leave if you don't say it back.

"You don't have to say it back if you're not ready." He kisses the top of your head, playing with your hair. "I just want to make sure you know how much I love you. That's all I care about."

You sniffle, snuggling somehow deeper into his hold. "I-I'm just... scared." You breathe, wiping some tears that have fallen.

"Why are you scared?"

"I'm afraid that if I say it you'll leave. That's what happened last time. I said those words a lot and it was too much for them. I don't want to lose you or scare you away." You rant.

Chris nods the whole entire time, taking in every word you say. He cups your face, forcing you to look up at him. "M'not leaving." He says firmly. "You're not too much for me. Never. That's not a thing. Okay?"

You nod, leaning into his hands. He smiles softly, kissing your forehead.

"I love you, nothing will change that. You could say it tonight, tomorrow, or even next year and I will love you the same. You could say it every minute or three times a minute and I will love you the same."

He pulls you into his arms, holding you tightly. "It would take a lot of work to lose me, love. You ain't getting rid of me that quick." He whispers into your hair, making you giggle.

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Later that night, you both are laying in his bed. His arms wrapped tightly around you, and your face cuddled into his chest.

"Chris?" You whisper, half expecting him to be asleep.

"Yeah?" He whispers back.

You close your eyes, settling further into his arms. "You make me feel safe."

Chris pulls back slightly, enough to kiss your forehead. "I'm glad baby. I always want you to feel safe with me."

A beat of silence. You take a deep breath, trying to calm your quickening heartbeat.

"I love you."

Your voice is barely audible. But Chris hears it. He pulls back, resting his forehead on yours. He looks at you with a twinkle in his eye.

He smiles softly. "Yeah?" He whispers, rubbing gentle circles into your back.

You nod, biting the inside of your cheek.

"Say it again."

"...I love you?" You mutter, confused.

He grins. "God, I love hearing you say it. Please say that like every second." Chris presses another kiss to your forehead.

"I love you, Chris." You say gently, but firm, kissing his chest.

"I love you more." He says, hugging you closer to his body.

You drift off to sleep like that, feeling safe and loved in the arms of the boy you love.

a/n: hehe so cute :) send more requests!!

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[stevielovesmatt]

Hiii…. Maybe some Chris X reader fluff?

THE RED STRING

in which... bf!chris tells you how much he loves you :)

warnings: pure fluff

The sky tonight was lit up beautifully by the stars, each one twinkling in their own way. You were laid out on an old soccer field with your boyfriend, Chris.

"I wish I could take pictures with my eyes. It's so pretty." You say to Chris, taking in the gorgeous view.

He hums. "I agree." You turn your head to look at him, only to see him already staring at you. He softly smiles, brushing some of the hair out of your face.

You blush, turning back to the sky. "I think it's just crazy. Like all of these stars just all happen to be here right now with us. And they're all sparkling. Do you think stars are friends with each other?"

"What if they're lovers?" Chris says, giggling. You giggle with him, "Worse."

You bring your hand up, pointing at different stars. "Like there could be a string connecting that one... to that one... to that one... you know? The red string of fate!" You exclaim, grinning.

There's a beat of silence. Chris turns his head to look at you. "I think there's a string connecting you and me." He mumbles.

You look at him. "Huh?" You furrow your eyebrows. Chris grabs your hand, caressing it with his thumb.

"The red string of fate. It's like you were made for me. We were always supposed to be together." He lovingly looks into your eyes, bringing your hand up to kiss it.

You pout. "Chris..." You sigh, tears threatening to fall.

"C'mere." He says, gently pulling you into his arms, your head resting on his chest. You snuggle further into him, the smell of his cologne making you feel at ease.

"I wouldn't want the Universe to put me with anyone else," He whispers, "You're all I want."

You nod against him, hugging him closer, if possible.

"Even if there was no string binding us together, I'll grab a string and do it myself. Loop it around our wrists, tie a bow and kiss it for good luck."

"I've been yours since the day I was born." You whisper, tilting your head up, kissing him sweetly. "I love you."

Somehow, amongst all the stars in the night sky, it tied you and Chris together, twinkling with love.

a/n: i love this so much. this is inspired by a poem about the red string of fate i saw awhile ago, so credits to that poet!

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[stevielovesmatt]

Omg request for the new bsf au could you do something with bsf!chris being down a little and he’s like clingy the whole day with reader and then they have a sleepover and he tells reader what’s wrong cause she’s asking him. (you can decide what it is but maybe something like he can’t stop thinking about what if he loses reader) this results in him crying, reader soothing him (cuddling him and playing with his hair and stuff) and at some point she notices he fell asleep while laying on her chest so she decides to sleep too. The next morning, when they’re still sleeping, Matt or nick comes into Chris’s room and takes a picture of Chris and reader cause they look so cute

(Sorry if this is all over the place I’ve never requested anything 🥲🥲)

I LERV THIS TY ANON

warnings: fluff, some sad stuff but it's all cutesy, mentions of death?

NEVER LEAVING

Something was up.

You could feel it from the moment you walked into their house. Matt and Nick greeted you like usual, but Chris hugged you for just a little bit too long. Even when you guys went out for dinner he was still on you.

He gave up the front seat to Nick, insisting "I have funny videos to show you." At dinner he sat next to you in the booth, when Matt usually does. He held your hand multiple times, hugged you, and put his head on your shoulder.

Not that Chris wasn't an affectionate person, it was just more than usual, and it started to concern you.

During dinner, you whispered to him, "Hey, you okay?"

He looked over at you, caught off-guard, "Yeah! Yeah... I'm all good." He whispered back.

You narrow your eyes at him, sighing, and going back to eating.

"You're sleeping over, right?" Matt asks you.

You nod. "Yup. When am I not?" They all giggle, agreeing.

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Back at their house, you were all in the living room playing Mario Kart. Nick and Matt were dueling, as you sat and watched. Chris left a bit ago saying he was going to the bathroom, but it had been 15 minutes since you last saw him.

"Hey, I'm gonna go check on Chris." You tell them as you stand up. They nod, too invested in the game to actually respond.

You walk down the stairs towards Chris' room. You knock lightly before walking in- he's laying on the bed, back facing you, doom-scrolling. You round the corner of his bed to look at him.

He looked... off. He drops his phone to look at you. You tilt your head at him, confused, running your hand through his hair.

"Talk to me love. What's going on?" You ask gently.

Chris sighs, shaking his head. "I... it's late.. not important.." he mumbles.

You climb into bed next to him, now holding him a little closer. "No. I don't care that it's 2 am. What's on your mind?"

He looks down, tears welling up in his eyes. He takes a shaky breath, looking up at you before bursting out in tears.

"Oh love.." You grab him, pulling him into your chest, holding him tight. "Shh... I'm right here, I'm right here." You soothe. That somehow makes him cry harder.

You pull back. "Hey... Hey. Look at me Chris." You say, rubbing his back.

He looks up at you, a choked sob coming out. "I don't want... I don't want to lose you."

"What?"

"I'm just.. I'm just so afraid," He cries, "I've just been thinking about the future and I don't want to lose you. I don't wanna know what life is like without you. It's been eating me alive. Ever since you came into our lives it's just been so... different. I don't even remember what it was like before I met you." He pauses, taking in a shaky breath, "I'm so scared. What if something happens- To you. To me. What if I fuck up so bad you leave? What if you just leave? I don't want to live without you and I'm scared for that day."

He looks at you, finally, "I hope I die first."

Your heart shatters to the floor. "Chris..."

He sniffles. You only hold him closer.

You sigh, "You know you're my best friend, right?" You feel him nod. "I'm never leaving you Chris, never. Not on purpose. You are my anchor, you keep me steady. You'll never have to find out what life is like without me because I'm staying right where I am. I don't know life without you either, okay?"

You look down at him, curling your fingers under his chin to look at him in the eyes.

"I love you, Chris. Nothing will ever change that."

"I love you more."

You both sit like that for awhile, his head against your chest, one hand rubbing his back while the other plays with his hair. Occasionally, you'll whisper things like "I'm right here" or "I've got you".

After a while, you hear his breathing settle. You look down, seeing his eyes closed and the rhythmic breathing of his chest. As you lay there, you start to feel your eyes get heavy.

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"Did she come sleep in your room last night?" Nick asks Matt the next morning.

Matt shakes his head. "No, she didn't. Maybe she's still in Chris' room."

"I'll go check." Nick says, making his way downstairs. After a few moments, Matt hears a slight gasp, then light footsteps coming back upstairs.

"Come look!" Nick whisper-yells, motioning for Matt to follow him. They stop at Chris' door, Nick pointing in to the scene.

You were laid on your back, dead asleep, with one arm still around Chris. Chris, also passed out, was curled into you with his head snuggled on your chest.

"That is the cutest shit ever." Matt whispers, grinning.

Nick nods. "I know. Take a picture please, I left my phone upstairs."

Matt quietly moves closer to the bed, snapping a picture. sending it to you and Chris to see when you wake up.

a/n: YAYYY what do we think

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[stevielovesmatt]

can u write something with nick like maybe him making some space camp inspired by you or smth sbsbdbbdnd

this is the best idea i think ever

BIRTHDAY BALM

It was your birthday, and you had spent most of the day out with your family. Birthday's were really special to you, regardless if its yours or someone else's, so you always celebrated properly.

You walked into your house after driving home, setting your keys onto the counter. You notice it's really dark.

And that's when you hear it.

The slight shuffling. Then a small whisper "Now."

The lights flicker on. "Happy Birthday Y/N!"

You scream, turning around as Nick, Matt, and Chris jump out from behind the counter, yelling.

"Holy shit guys." You breathe, wide eyed and clutching your chest. They all laugh, coming up to you to for a hug.

"Surprise!!!" Chris says with the biggest grin on his face. You look around, finally seeing all the decorations. Balloons everywhere, confetti on the ground, a poster hanging on the wall, and gifts on the dining table.

Matt looks at you with a soft smile. "You know we had to go all out for our best friends birthday."

You giggle, looking at Nick who's eyes are filled with excitement.

"Okay can I please give you my gift now because I'm so excited and I've been dying for months?" He rambles.

Months? "Um... Yeah?" You smile, nervous.

He brings you over to your living room couch, a wrapped gift box in hand. Matt and Chris sat on either side of you, while Nick sat on the floor in front of you.

"Okay so before we start, I need you to know that I've been planning this for months, and it's taken everything in me to keep this a secret." He says eagerly.

Chris nods. "He had the craziest crash out the other night cause he couldn't say anything." He giggles.

You look at them, raising your eyebrows. Nick hands you the box.

Unwrapping it, you immediately notice a Space Camp Wellness box, and a Strawberry Shortcake sticker.

You gasp. "Oh my god! I love Strawberry Shortcake!"

Nick nods. You hear Matt giggle slightly next to you.

You unbox the Space Camp box, to reveal a very pretty pink package with the writing:

'SPACE CAMP ~ Strawberry Shortcake ~ Organic, Delicious Lip Balm.'

You pause. "Nick..."

He gets closer to you. "It's Space Camp inspired by you! You always talk about Strawberry Shortcake!" He says excitedly.

Your jaw drops. You open the package completely to get the lip balm out. You hold it in your hand, admiring the sparkle of the design. Popping off the cap, you take a look at the actual lip balm.

You blink. It's shaded pink, and you swear you can see some glitter in there.

"Anddd... It's our very first tinted lip balm, and I made sure it had shimmer because this is your birthday balm." Nick says with a huge proud smile plastered on his face.

"It's also limited edition." Chris murmurs.

You sit there, staring at it. "I... I don't even know what to say.." You start. "I think this is the sweetest thing anybody has ever done for me."

Nick looks at you as if he's about to cry. He pulls you into a bone-crushing hug.

"You're the sweetest." He finally says.

You laugh, looking around the room. "So... since it's my birthday and we do what I want, I wanna see Matt and Chris with this on." You say, holding up the lip balm, a devilish smirk running across your face.

"Absolutely not."

a/n: idk if this is good but i fw it. also i chose strawberry shortcake bc i am currently wearing a shirt with her on it !

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[stevielovesmatt]

best writers?

OOOH GIRLLL IVE GOT A LIST

@oopsiedaisydeer

@immaqulate

@viviansturns

@drcamin

@spookysturnz

@sturnspup

@slushysturniolo

@charrmeddd

@sturniphone

@sleepysturns

@delilahsturniolo

@mattspumpkinstuffedanimal

@mattscoquette

these are what just come to mind but i promise there’s 2093388393 more i could say!! ppl are so talented :p

[stevielovesmatt]

bsf triplets blurb at an amusement park maybe?? and like reader is deathly afraid of rollercoasters

i shall try my best :P

warnings: fear of heights/rollercoasters, fluff, crying, slight mention of death?

HOLD ON TIGHT

"C'monnn.. just this once!!! Please?" Chris begged.

You had turned down the idea of going to the amusement park for months. You were deathly afraid of roller coasters, and height for that matter.

Matt nudges you. "I'm scared of heights too. I promise you'll be okay." He gently smiles down at you.

You look at Nick, hoping for at least a little sympathy. He shrugs and grins.

"Well... let's get going!" Nick says enthusiastically, grabbing his purse and heading for the garage.

Fuck.

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The whole entire drive there you're staring out the window, lost in thought. Your hands tremble as you think of all the what-ifs. What if the ride shuts down while I'm on it? What if the harness isn't secure? What if I get lost? What if I get thrown off?

Someone clearing their throat breaks through your thoughts. You look up to see Matt in the rear-view mirror, looking at you as if he's saying "What's going on?".

You sigh, trying to give a slight smile as you mouth "Nothing". He squints his eyes, brushing it off and continuing to drive.

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Once you guys arrive, you aren't any better. Your hands are visibly shaking, but you hide it in your hoodie pocket.

"I can't believe we've never gone to a place like this with you before!" Nick says as you guys walk in, putting his arm around your shoulders.

"Yeah, she's just too much of a pussy." Chris says jokingly, sticking his tongue out at you.

"Yep." You whisper, looking at the ground, blinking back some tears. After scanning the tickets, Matt and Chris go to the bathroom while you and Nick wait outside.

"Nick?" You ask timidly, looking up at him.

"Hm?" He turns to look at you, his face softening as soon as he sees your face. "What's wrong? Are you okay?"

You shake your head, taking in a shaky breath. "I- I'm deathly afraid of roller coasters, Nick. I'm terrified."

He pouts. "Oh honey... I'm sorry," He pulls you in for a quick hug "If you don't wanna go on one I'll sit out with you. When we're on an actual ride you can squeeze my hand as hard as you'd like, okay?" He smiles.

"Yeah..." You whisper, looking around at some of the rides. Some are cute kid ones, while others look like skyscrapers to you.

"I'm going to eat all of the cotton candy in this whole amusement park." You hear Chris say to Matt as they walk back up.

Matt rolls his eyes. "Yeah- okay dude," He looks at both you and Nick "Ready?"

Nick nods, grabbing your hand and leading the way.

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For the first 15 minutes you were able to just go around and play the stupid carnival games, and even sit out of a ride with Matt, who deemed the ride "Way too fucking high".

None of this ever calmed your nerves though. Body still shaking, heartbeat going crazy, and zoning out.

Eventually you weren't able to make excuses anymore. Nick, Matt, and Chris begged for you to go on this certain ride, saying that it was the most exhilarating.

Standing in line was torture for you. Matt noticed your state, leaning down to whisper "You good?"

You look up at him, shaking your head. He frowns, rubbing a hand reassuringly on your back. "Sit next to me, 'kay?" He says. You nod, leaning into him.

"You've got nothing to worry about kid, the worker is gonna see your beauty and just be so awestruck that he won't make it as scary!" Chris says, blowing a kiss. You giggle.

Nick huffs "Do you ever shut the fuck up- oh look we're getting on." He says, leading us to our seats.

As the worker lowers the harnesses, it gets more real for you. Nick and Chris were in the front, with you and Matt sitting right behind them.

Your breathing started to get more unsteady, and tears started pricking your eyes.

"Hey- Look at me, take a deep breath. You'll be alright love." Matt says, now grabbing your hand.

"No.. No, I- Matt-" You start to say, getting cut off by the ride beginning, hauling you guys forwards.

You hold your breath, your grip on Matt's hand getting tighter. "Oh fuck." You mumble, tears starting to actually fall.

The ride starts taking sharp, quick turns. You can hear everyone around you screaming, but you are drowning them out. You close your eyes, your breath starting to get more panicked. The ride slows, now slowly building up to a drop.

You let go of Matt's hand, dropping your head into your hands as you sob.

"Shit- hey, hey. You're okay, look at me." Matt says, noticing immediately. He goes to hold you as much as he can with the harness on him.

Nick turns around. "Isn't this so fu- what happened?" He says, shocked as he takes in your state.

"Fuck, we should've listened to her." Chris mumbles as he turns back to the front, ready as the impending drop is about to happen.

Matt holds you tighter, trying his best to soothe you. "Don't think about it, focus on me. Deep breaths, shhh~"

You only shake more violently, getting more panicked as time goes on. The ride hits the top, and quickly ascends down. You scream, gripping onto Matt's sweater like it's what's keeping you from flying.

You guys did more quick turns, as you sobbed harder and harder, wanting nothing more than to get off the ride. When will it end?

As you came to a stop, you felt hands pull your harness up and grab you out of the seat. You could barely see or walk, your mind so clouded with your anxiety.

You grab Nick's shoulder. "Get.. me out.." you mumble weakly. Nick picks you up piggy-back style, and hurries to a bench in the park.

Matt kneels in front of you, rubbing your knee. "It's all over love, we're not going on anymore rides, okay?" He says trying to calm you down. Chris sits down next to you, nodding. "We're all done."

But their soothing words don't help you. You're still taking quick breaths, and your hands are threaded through your hair, tugging at it, as if that will drown out your fears.

Matt grabs onto your hands, gently pulling them away. "Look at me," you sniffle, timidly looking down at him, "Breath. Take a deep breath. In.... and out."

You mimic his breathing, and after a few minutes you finally are able to calm down.

"I'm so sorry for not listening to you, seriously. I didn't think it was bad as you were saying. But now I know." Chris says, brushing your hair out of your face.

"Yeah, next time we're at a place like this we'll just do the stupid carnival games." Matt smiles. You look at Nick, who's pouting and tearing up.

You giggle. "Nick.. are you crying right now?"

He smiles and sighs. "No, noooo..." He dramatically wipes his tears.

"...Cotton candy anyone?" Chris says with a huge grin. "We owe you one."

a/n: hopefully this doesn't suck heheh. personally i LOVE roller coasters and heights

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[stevielovesmatt]

in LOVE with this tangled au!!! how did reader and flynn ryder matt meet for the first time??

thank you!! :>

~

she was sitting at her ‘secret spot’ waiting for chris! her secret spot is under a really pretty tree by a lil river :p it has so many pretty flowers around it!

she heard the rustling of leaves next to her, so she looked up expecting chris, but was instead met with a stranger.

the mystery guy smiled, then shuffled over to sit next to her.

“um… who are you?”

“you can call me flynn. sorry for the intrusion! i just stole from that gas station, so i’m hiding now.”

her eyes widen, remembering all the times chris told her about randos stealing from the gas station she went to.

“that must be fun.” she smiled wide at him, taking in his very bright blue eyes.

“what’s your name pretty?”

[stevielovesmatt]

Okay what flavor space camp matches each triplet best based on vibes in your opinion????

OOOOOO

nick- wild cherry fs!! or birthday cake

matt- salted caramel or sweet vanilla

chris- tropical pineapple!

idk how to explain my answers but yes yes yes