#stfu lily

[teacup-thoughts]

lowky missing Finn Wolfhard rn

[lilyssims]

I’m having one of those moments, where I have no idea what to do with this blog any more... I used to post awful gameplay screen shots and write incoherent stories to them. Move between households and legacies all the time.. then It got more story based with the Swan family.. that became editing and staging...

then it became a cc-spree... but now.. honestly, I’m in doubt what I wanna do with this blog right now.

I love to create CC, I love my game, but I feel like I’ve lost something, that I am not sure where I cant find. 

I thought and considered doing a 100 baby challenge, but with my luck it will just end in the bin like everything else I touch. :/

Some will probably come right in and say “Do wtf ever you want with your blog!” <-- I know I can and should! but.. I just feel I lost touch. Since sims 3 I fell out of contact with so many that made my gameplay enjoyable. It came back again in sims 4, but now.. its gone and I’ve no idea how to bring it back. I feel I lost touch with the simming community. Like I’m just sitting in a corner, looking at how everyone else is doing so amazingly, being passionate about their sims, stories, edits.. everything. You guys are so amazing and I wish I could be that, too again. 

[teacup-thoughts]

making a list of my celebrity crushes that are single so I can slide into their dms now that I’m 18 because I’m that lonely

[lilyssims]

Simming update

So I thought I wanted to load up my Swan’s save just now. According to myself it was a nice idea. My game on the other hand - not so much . Something must’ve corrupted it. At first I was a little sad, but then...

Maybe I should just find Fleur in my gallery files, and put her into a new world. Maybe its about time to kill the gen 2. Swans?????

To those who know of my sims: Dont worry! Tahlia, Taku & Shen, Angelica & Eli , Noah & Fleur are perfectly safe in my gallery. But all the old ones... maybe its about time I move on from them and let go. I’m so . so... sorry Oliver. You’ve been a treasure for ages, but I think I need to move on.

First of all I would like to say thank you to those who took their time to reach out to me last night, on my rather depressive post. Thank you guys. Thank you for letting me cry and rant. Thank you for being you *hugs*

I never thought of my sims as toxic, but I might have realised the Swans have held me back for way longer than they should. Truth is, I’m so scared to let go of them. They are/were all so developed, despite me sadly never showing them off properly. I am, so scared to let them “die”. Not as in killing them, but letting go of them. Tehy have been my world for 4+ years and nothing will ever replace the feels I have for them. 

However, I made up my mind. I made up, that I want to play with Oliver’s daughter, Fleur now. I’m not going to go into details on her past right now, but something will come. Maybe.. more gameplay than staged.. I hope! 

Stay tuned for updates on her! I have lots to do now, so cheerios amigos ♥

[teacup-thoughts]

Sometimes I really want to get hair extensions, then I remember that my hair color is like random as fuck

[sugawqra]

rmb when kpop was so unheard of you had to go through 4 transcontinental shipping carriers to get your hands on merch but now you can walk into your dentist appt and pick up a BTS magazine

[sugawqra]

im SO excited bc my osomatsu collection is growing im 4years late to the game but IM HERE NOW

[heytozier]

au where eddie is in college and works in a small grocery store after class (which is usually at night) and at the same exact time every fuckin some random guy from his calc class walks in and buys the same damn thing every time and it bothers eddie so fucking much at how non subtle this guy is. this guy being richie (duh) and richie, oh boy he fuckin -- he is NOT subtle when he is flirting with eddie or making stupid jokes that eddie has to hide his laughter from. 

there was more to this but i forgot it

i’m gonna write a fic called crush thnks