so it’s 11. washer works so there’s that. bedding is being washed now. likely gonna have to wear the sling all day bc once that damn nerve gets aggravated it does. not. stop. for hours. so brace and sling.
was gonna set computer up just to play a game, forgot only have ONE keyboard and mouse which i am using for the laptop bc i couldn’t bring them both and i have to keep using laptop bc computer has no wireless card to connect to the internet.
so what am i gonna do? prolly go smoke again before it gets too damn hot (least it is supposed to stay under 100 today) continue to try not to cry, be a little thankful the house is mostly empty bc we are so on edge and talking is still hard, find a stuffy and prolly watch Girl Meets World bc dealing with today is difficult.
we really had no fucking clue how many little things we had trained into our pets. until this long in the continued presence of other pets. who don’t know what the fuck we mean by our habitual gestures or sounds we make that aren’t words. *sighs*
