Today I officially turned 20. WOW where do I even begin? My parents, yeah my parents. I am so grateful that they've always had my back till this day. I mean wow after struggling with suicidal behaviors, thoughts and attempts I'm surprised how I've slowly managed to change into becoming a better person. The second most important person in my life would be my boyfriend. WOW my boyfriend is just.. WOW. No words can describe how strong and devoted you are to our relationship. Despite all our struggles together and also our personal struggles,the irrelevant arguments we had, the love you have for me continues to grow until today and perhaps even forever :)) The bond between us strengthens day by day. Being 20 means, I've grown. I've grown through my experiences. I've grown to acknowledge only the significant rather than the insignificant ones. I know the real meaning of a real relationship. I know the real meaning of love. Love has to be genuine. A relationship can only happen when one party takes the other party as he/she is. A long lasting meaningful relationship can only happen when you continue to rejoice your partner with your love,loyalty,respect,full support regardless of the circumstances he/she is in. When he tells you "I will do whatever it takes to make us happy", then trust him. He knows what he is doing. Don't let him be the only one fighting for happiness. Each of us is always required to make sacrifices. "I'll do anything to make you happy" is what he always says to me but have I ever once said the same? I don't think I could ever find anyone else just like him. I don't think I can find anyone as rigid, stubborn, devoted and smart as he is. Maybe after all the discoveries, I have finally begun to understand and witness the existence of soul mates. Or have I? Maybe just maybe, I need more growing up to do to finally understand how the world works. My senses are just not enough. I am still growing.