there are an overwhelming amount of genuinely caring and kind people in my life. i don’t know what i’ve possibly done to deserve them but i am so grateful (and confused lol).
these past few days have been harder. i go thru periods of not crying for 3-4 months cos i will absolutely ignore my feelings and tr*uma to the point of being truly *no thoughts head empty* for weeks on end, but today i cried after a few days of knowing i need to start caring for myself or else my downward spiral will begin to propel at lightning quick speeds lolz... :/
i wish perception didn’t exist, i fucking hate it. i cant wait to be absorbed into the universe. bliss
i should be writing this in journal but i hate being around people when doing so cuz i b crying n im never alone so , hi tumblr
13 yo me is not me, isnt that so cr4zy?!
cyu 2maro
