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Throw back to last week when campus looked like silent hill
Now the snow is back
having ocd since childhood but it going undiagnosed > lifetime of trauma of one type or another > social group all being vapers > me vaping for a little over a year to deal with being suicidal > me quitting after i got diagnosed with a benign inflammation after mulitple ER trips > my ocd hitting me full force after this because i have convinced myself i am going to die painfully and slowly from vaping > i should just kill myself because then at least it’s my choice > fear of death > repeat this every fucking day until i die
Okay!
I made a community bc I thought it would probably be easiest to keep all the related stuff in one spot and that way I'm not bombarding anyone with smoking stuff.
SO!
If you are interested in quitting smoking or vaping https://www.tumblr.com/join/aqZhhr7f the Quitter's Club is here. Anyone can join ^-^ No pressure community for us to just talk about stopping smoking / vaping and give each other some support and encouragement
Reasons why I am becoming sober from vaping:
Lungs are shit.
My friends (especially @collawashbear and @lucienjy) I don’t want them to ever have to see me like that ever again.
I couldn’t go one full school day without it
It was hurting me mentally and physically
I would go into fits of rage when I didnt have it
I would wake up in the middle of the night and vape bc my body thinks it needs it to survive
Mental and emotional benefits
I was thinking about $u1c1d3 when I didn’t have it bc I was so addicted.
I was cancelling plans with friends and family so I could vape
My world revolved around vaping.
DO NOT VAPE. IT TAKES ONE HIT AND YOURE ADDICTED.
If you are struggling with vaping or drug use:
1-800-662-4357 is a hotline that gets you national help. It is completely confidential and safe to use from public health agencies.
741-741 is a crisis hotline where you can text and they set you up with a trained counselor that helps you and gets you resources about any issues you have. Provides free 24/7 support via text message.
Giggling so much this anti vaping thing i made for a class
Stop it right now I'm so funny
Gen z: haha, “boomer remover”
Me (also a Gen z): it could kill you too.
Gen z: no it can’t, I’m young and healthy...
Me: You vape.
Gen z: so what?
Me: ITS A RESPIRATORY VIRUS. Your lungs are already on the verge of giving up...
Gen Z: Well at least I’ll finally die though.