For the woman who sees my look. For the woman whose look catches my eye. For whom her thoughts drift away into comparing herself with other women. Or perhaps a perfect shape you think I hold in front of me. You have to know that with every thought that I see you have, I see universes change. I see worlds being created and see forces pulling on each other. I see mystery’s that I have no clue about what so ever. Things I want to unravel and understand. You have the greatest power of them all. I bow my knee in front of you. I ride the waves you create. Woman, I ask you to focus your energies to create a loving world for me to rediscover again and again. For I have seen my own true powers. I have seen myself being dissolved in the rest of the universe, until there was nothing left. Only the force that you are; the essence of you, as being the whole of the universe, and I cannot see you for anything less than that. I will hold my heart courageously centred and burning. Ready to fight, and ultimately, love the dragons of darkness that you play back on me. Don't hold anything back for I will conquer myself and thereby boldly claim you as mine to take. Wondering what deep love stories you still haven’t told me. It is the universe and my love that know many shapes and sizes. All forms of expression. It is my aim to live in balance, without resistance, together with the universe. It is a joy to see how the universe uses your body to express its love, al its curves and imperfections. It is a blissful joy to see how the universe reveal’s her most pure essence within your body. For the one who looks for it, in your body, as a meditational practice. How I use my energy to have love for your body, to worship it as a goddess. For my body sees the beauty of your face. For my soul sees the beauty of your being. My brain unwinds to caress yours, for your mind to let herself loose. That you can immerse yourself in the sea of love I have for you. ~ Sil van Rijnsoever













