I wrote about how I wish you can just sent me one little kind of message. Almost a week later I saw that you followed me. I said “you just keep comeone back”. How can I say that when I practically asked for it. I didn’t follow you back because I was afraid of what was going to happen next. What I didn’t know is that 2 days later you would unfollowe me because I didn’t follow you back I guess. And well it broke my heart. So now I don’t know what I want and don’t know where my mental health is at. I feel mentally numb.








