#strange ...

[oyasleepy]

? tumblr doing something where sometimes when i reopen the app it redoes the last reblog i did...? tags and all ??

[spookythesillyfella]

Hello Spooky <:) I'm here to just say I really love you a lot and just give out an ALMOST DAILY reminder that I hope one day everything will get better. I'm not going to listen to those words of leaving you behind because my life would be a lot different without your presence apart of it (It wouldn't be positive that's for certain) but without trying to say all the same words you'd most likely not want to hear anymore.. I would miss you if you were gone. If I got up one morning and didn't see any posts from you I think I'd actually cry and as much as you'd think OTHERWISE I do know my own emotions. There's a lot of reasons I show up to inbox you but it's never out of this obligation or forced idea that I "need to" check in on you, I JUST ACTUALLY LOVE TALKING TO YOU!! There's not a single day I'd trade of neve meeting you. I'm glad we met! I only hope in the future you'll find happiness even if right now it's very meaningless

Anyways YOU CAN IGNORE THIS I know it's a corny message as usual I try not to repeat too much I know how frustrating it can be told that "things will get better" or if someone cares enough so I tried not to, But you give me positive feelings and I just want to return it

genuinely thank u . doll ; thank u more than anything

ive been feeling so empty ; so awful ; so uzelezz all thiz time – i genuinely juzt want to be forgotten to spare people thr trouble of having to think about the fact i cannot live up to their expectationz

ive been having more fightz with my family az of late and i can already feel like something bad iz about to happen – whether they'll be limiting my phone uzage . not let me go outzide az often . i feel like itz definitely coming for me

and yknow . worzt of all . itz the fact i have no one to talk about thiz with ; i don't want to be a downer for the rezt of my friendz who have their own izzuez . zo i juzt end up keeping all of thiz to myzelf

i feel abyzmal – conztantly – and i don't underztand whatz cauzing thiz ; i don't have any mental izzuez . i havent went through anything in my life to break me like thiz . and yet i feel like a good future iz completely unachievable

i really feel like . if not for a few zelect people in my life . i wouldn't be trying to keep living to the bezt of my ability – i know for a fact that . if u weren't here . then i would probably be dead in a few weekz time

all that to zay . i juzt really wish it felt like purpoze waz still achievable in the end – i wish i didn't feel utterly uzelezz . becauze i know it makez u sad

[rexmcrtuorum]

What is a 'boop-o-meter'?

[wolfyexii]

Sorry for posting early guys ...

Woke up in a cold sweat so ... Kinda woke from a nightmare though it wasnt hellish at all ...

[jellyfishromance]

Lately I have this sudden feeling of dizzyness quite often :c

I dunno why … and then I feel like I’m about to faint …