“I’ll stay right here, okay?"
Calming starter sentences
deriision
“Adara..”
“In the time that I’ve known you, you’ve always had my back. No matter what, you were there for me. You were there when I got scolded by our superiors, you were there when I cried out for things you didn’t understand. You were there for when I’d have my episodes, even when you found out who - what, I am.”
Closing his eyes, Bertholdt choked down his emotions. He couldn’t have them for this talk. Not this time. Not for her. Not ever again.
“You were even there for me when I tried to shut you out. When our little thing had ended, you still wouldn’t leave me alone.”
Fuck.. Don’t look at her. You don’t deserve to. Not after everything you’ve put her through.
“It was all a lie though - ”
He took a slow breath in. Holding it for a few moments, he tried to focus. He would not break. He couldn’t.
“This entire time I’ve known you, I’ve never once cared for you. Hell, I was only using you for my own personal pleasure, to seem more normal and less suspicious. I’ve known that Erwin and the other sorry excuses for soldiers we followed were slowly catching on.”
Opening his eyes, he looked up at the soldier. His eyes were as cold and empty as he could possibly make them appear to be. Although he showed little to no emotion, his heart felt like it was breaking. However, he had to become the bad guy everyone perceived. If he didn’t.. She may pay the price.
“I never loved you, Curtis. You’re no longer needed. To me, you’re useless. Even looking at you makes me sick.”
I’m sorry.
“Get the fuck out of my sight and don’t come for me again. If you do.. I’ll kill you.”