#streaksofblue

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Dont worry, I wont rely on you anymore. By all means I was the one who did this to myself, you're not obligated to do anything for me, but when you offer to do something then dont follow through you're at fault too. I hope that tomorrow is beyond words <3

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16 days away. You ready? (:

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Im sorry for acting this way... I really am.

I am just very hurt about other things and I just dont know how I feel about anything.

I'm sorry.

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You're painting, babe... :) I've been waiting to see this for a long long while... <3

Whatchuu doing on my blog and watching me paint? :) You crazy girl.

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Welcome the Incipience

Stroke. After

Stroke 

That killed a 

Man, but 

I promise

You,

Oh, I promise

You that

Little stroke

Started a 

New Life

In her.

Stroke. After 

Stroke

That counted

Down 

The hour, but 

I promise

You, 

Oh, I promise

You that she

Took

Nothing but 

Time.

Stroke. After 

Stroke

That kept him

Floating, but 

I promise

You, 

Oh, I promise

You that she 

Didn't hold back 

As she

Dove 

Into that

Perfect shade of 

Yellow

On that perfect

Shade of 

Dalliance 

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I truly am the luckiest person.. I've had the most incredible weekend and I couldn't have asked for more :)

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What Happens When I Don't See You For A Week

I love

How you don’t

Want to take anything

For granted. I love

Your raw smile when

I compliment you. I love

How you look like a

Goddess that

Knows just how

To turn me

On. I know that sounds

Cheap and it sounds

Scandelous. But babe, I

Swear there is nothing

More beautiful than one

Body understanding another

So deeply that it

Has a language

So fluent, words couldn’t

Possibly keep up. I

Love how you make

Me feel better

So easily. I love how

Absolutely insane you are. I

Love how you get mad

So easily because I know

It means you feel so strongly

About life

That when it doesn’t go

Right, that energy is

Still there and

Still passionate and

A spirit is nothing

If it isn’t passionate.

I love

How modest you are

About your art. You are a true

Artist. Not in just

Your paint or in

Your photography or in

Your sketches,

But in life.

I love how you make

Me mad because it

Reminds me how I

Never want to

Lose you to an argument.

I love how you are

So fucking

Chill. I love how

You accept me

And everything  I am. I

Love how you have

Earned my trust. I love how

You feel safe. I love so

Much more and I could

Go on for days,

Weeks, years, a lifetime

And I barely know you

Yet and my computer is

Dying and I will see you

Tomorrow but that

Is such a lifetime

In between

And I swear I better

Dream of your beautiful

Face because I

Don’t think anything’d

Make me

Happier. 

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Weeeeellll

She's gone to Europe, It took a lot of effort not to cry at the airport when she took that final turn in the gate and I couldnt see her anymore. I started tearing up but I didnt want anyone to see me cry. And on my way home our song started playing.