Hey, can you do a meta/analysis on Tobias and Jake's relationship? (And maybe a small AU where Tobias had a crush in addition to the hero-worship?)
I am not even sure that Tobias having a crush on Jake is an AU, tbh. Tobias is a sucker for that Berenson bravery.
I find it really interesting to look at Jake and Tobias through the lens of protagonists. Animorphs is very much an ensemble story, but if anyone is the protagonist, it’s Jake. He probably gets the most dramatic character development over the course of the series. But as many fanimorphs have pointed out, Tobias is a much more typical YA protagonist. He’s weird, he doesn’t fit in, he lives in an abusive household, and he has mysterious parentage. Jake has a stable home life and fits in quite well at his school.
But Tobias isn’t the protagonist. He’s Jake’s Call to Adventure. Even before the series began, seeing Tobias being bullied spurred Jake on to do something heroic and stand up to the bullies. And Tobias was the one most drawn to Elfangor, and the one who told Jake he should be the leader. He didn’t need to be called to the adventure, like Jake the protagonist, because he was always there for it.
The Call to Adventure always has to have a special relationship to the protagonist. Hagrid is Harry’s Call to Adventure – “yer a wizard, Harry” – Leia’s recorded message is Luke’s, Lord Asriel is Lyra Belacqua’s. Hagrid is a protective, guardian figure to Harry who knew him as a baby, Leia is Luke’s sister, and Lord Asriel is Lyra’s father. Tobias’s connection to Jake is his hero-worship, his gratitude, his crush, the boy he rescued, the reminder that Jake is brave and can stand up in scary situations.
But we usually don’t get to see events from the Call to Adventure’s point of view. We don’t get to see things as Hagrid, Leia, or Lord Asriel saw them. But we do get to see things from Tobias’s perspective, which means we get to see his perspective change on the boy he called to adventure. And in Tobias’s case, well – perhaps by the end of the series, if he could have gone back in time, he would never have told Jake he could be the one to step up and be leader. Jake, the “war hero,” is in some way Tobias’s creation. And oh, how terrible that must be to him.