!! soulmate ^^
Kyungsoo
As Luhan lain on his back high off his ass he stared at the lettering. It was a scar everyone was born with and his was a Kyungsoo. Well at least his was a scar everyone elses was a tattoo.. Sunny his house mate had found hers some Leeteuk or was it Seungho? He wasn’t sure he was happy right now his body melting into nothing and his mind clearer than the sky. At least until Hyorin came in with Sunny. Sunny’s sigh Luhan knew that sigh and he wasn’t surprised as she grabbed his ankle and pulled him off his bed.
His head did his hard though it didn’t feel it. Too numb and too happy to feel it. The murmurs of Hyorin and Sunny he knew they were yelling but they were too far away right now. It caused him to laugh. Laughing seemed to make everything right in this world. It caused them to look at him as Luhan rolled nuzzling himself into his plush blood red carpet. Luhan knew it was supposed to be white and everyone else saw it as whit but it changed colors every five minutes. It seemed like Sunny and Hyorin sat there forever and waited for Luhan to come down from his high they had to stop him from grabbing anything and pulling him from his room.
"You promised us to go to this magic show." Sunny said hotly with Hyorin nervously laughing lightly. The two never got along but found some common ground. Some how Luhan was pulled into the middle of it.
"I never said I would go, man…" Luhan said lucidly. "You are being such a drag right now."
"You can last 3 hours with no drugs." Sunny stated with her nose turned up as Luhan’s shoes were thrown at him while he was shoved through the door. He knew he wouldn’t last. He couldn’t go three hours with out a hit of something. But it didn’t take them long to get to the performance hall. 3 magicians in and his body was aching for that little something to get him by. Nails digging into his seat and his back breaking out in sweat he felt as though he was going to be sick. Was he going to be sick? Stomach clenching he bite his lips. Just a minute more and he could get out of here.
Alas this was not what happened for him. It was the opposite a man came out on the stage a beautiful one. The sight caused his scar to burn and itch and his cravings to suddenly vanish. He watched as the other did his long impressive act. It was closer to the end of his act however that Luhan adjusted his Beanie and stood. Causing Sunny to glare at him but he started to move out into the lobby. Sunny wasn’t able to stop him with out making a scene. Luhan knew that and she was too self centered about her image to do anything like that. Handling embarrassment wasn’t something she enjoyed he knew that. The lobby was empty except for the security, but to his luck there was a bathroom next to the back stage. Pretending to go into the bathroom Luhan waited and snuck behind the security guard. Walking quickly he found his way blindly to the back stage seeing the magician that was about to go on next.
The other didn’t seem to notice him but as Kyungsoo passed the current their eyes locked and Luhan rushed forward grabbing his wrist and pulling him into the nearest unlocked room. Which was empty quickly he checked the others wrist finding that scar. It wasn’t a tattoo it was a scar of his name and he looked at the other.
"Kyungsoo.." Luhan started reaching around shutting the door and locking it stepping close to the other causing him to step back.
"What do you think you are doing?" Kyungsoo’s voice came out and it sounded like music causing Luhan to take another step and Kyungsoo to back into the door. His face not changing it stayed as blank as ever. Luhan didn’t care all he cared about was this internal pull to the other. This pull and those lips.. And as he thought of those lips he leaned forward Kyungsoo’s hands stopping him. But, suddenly allowing him to move letting Luhan let his lips hit his before vanishing.
His face colliding with the door hurt him. It hurt more so because he wasn’t high. God why wasn’t he high? Now he was hallucinating with out his shit. He’d rather be high and know it. Reaching in his pockets he found a little square with print on it. A smile came a crossed his face and he ripped a piece off putting it in his mouth and closed his eyes. Even his soulmate didn’t want him.. He knew the marks how could he blame him though?
Tears started to build up as he fell to his knees and flipped so his back was against the door. Waiting for the drugs to kick in little did he know Kyungsoo was thinking the same but on a more professional level. Although he was alone he didn’t want to be hurt by his soulmate. As Kyungsoo watched tears filled his eyes and he turned to leave.. Maybe once they both were in a better place of time. When he wasn’t trying to become the best that everyone’s known and when Luhan was possibly sober.. Maybe then they could love.
