I had been in relationships before but none were ever like this.
my old relationship were more like contracts for kissing and sex. my exes made me feel small and useless outside of sex. but matt just makes me feel loved and makes my problems his.
that being said i've noticed a little trait of his recently. he remembers every little thing i mention. at first i didn't notice due to it being the smallest of things.
*3 weeks ago*
"i'm so tired" i say as a yawn is pulled from my mouth. i'm mid way through brushing my hair but i have to stop from the minimal soreness in my arms from the days duties. matt looks over at my face through the vanity mirror. he slowly strides from my bed over to me. he silently takes the brush from my hair slowly combing the bristles through it. "that feels nice" i mention closing my eyes and melting into his touch "yeah?" he stays almost as a question for me to continue talking on. "yeah. i like it when people play with my hair" he hums in response and continues to brush until my hair is free from knots. "let's go to bed now" he says helping from my chair. as i flop down onto my bed, matt pulls me into him so i'm facing his chest as i make myself comfortable against him putting my hands around his neck. he slowly starts to play with strands of my hair and eventually massaging my scalp, hushing me to sleep.
since that moment matt has made it his mission to brush my hair every night to then hush me to sleep by playing with my hair or massaging my scalp.
this wasn't the last time he did something because i mentioned it.
two weeks ago i mentioned that i was craving these strawberries that my dad always brought but i haven't been able to find them. the next day i had three punnets of strawberries on my counter with a note saying:
i think these are the ones your talking about.
i asked you dad and he said this brand. i hope you like them :)
-Matt
and now he is always stocking my fridge with them.
last week i mentioned that i really enjoyed this little indie band, Hockey Dad, and that is all he has been playing in the car.
it's safe to say it's definitely more than just kissing and sex with matt.
i'm a chris girl i'm a chris girl i'm a chris girl i'm a chris girl i'm a chris girl i'm a chris girl i'm a chris girl i'm a chris girl i'm a chris girl i'm a chris girl i'm a chris girl i'm a chris girl i'm a chris girl i'm a chris girl i'm a chris girl i'm a chris girl i'm a chris girl i'm a chris girl i'm a chris girl i'm a chris girl i'm a chris girl i'm a chris girl i'm a chris girl i'm a chris girl i'm a chris girl i'm a chris girl i'm a chris girl i'm a chris girl i'm a chris girl i'm a chris girl i'm a chris girl i'm a chris girl i'm a chris girl i'm a chris girl i'm a chris girl i'm a chris girl i'm a chris girl i'm a chris girl i'm a chris girl i'm a chris girl i'm a chris girl i'm a chris girl
it had been 2 weeks since your boyfriend, chris, had left for tour and you were already feeling sex deprived. both you and chris knew this was going to happen. he tried to avoid this by inviting you to come on tour with him knowing there would be opportunities during the chaos that tour bring for you two to slip away at any given point but you denied knowing how stressed you would be with school after coming back. but right now was a time you wished you had gone with him.
as you lay in your comfy bed on your back wondering why chris hasn't asked for pics yet or asked to facetime you naked. he was always hornier than you were and always called you for facetime sex when you were in the same city so to think he was surviving without sex for longer than you had this time was insane. at the same time as thinking these thoughts the amazing idea to pull a chris popped into your head.
you were going to facetime chris naked. or almost naked. the second the thought popped into your head you jumped up from your bed to go put on chris's favourite lingerie you owned and sat back on your bed before texting him.
hey chris. how are you? how's tour going?
hey ma. tour is so cool. i love meeting all the fans and stuff. and i've got some cool things for you when i come back soon.
that's good ml! i'm so excited. what are you guys doing right now?
we aren't doing much. matt and I just finished setting up the hotel room and he just left with nick to get us food.
okay. i'm going to ft you then ;)
as you flung your upper body back to lay on your bed and rang chris you couldn't help but get giddy and butterflies like it was the first time all over again. suddenly you saw a very familiar, sexy face pop up on your screen.
hey beautiful
hey baby
what you up to right now?
nothing much. thought you could help me with something.
what's that mamas?
do you want to help me cum?
always gorgeous. go sit at your desk and set your phone up.
you obeyed his request and set your phone up so he could see your whole body sitting in the chair at your desk as he set his phone up so you could see his whole body while he sat on the bed.
take that sexy bra off.
this was all you needed to slowly unclip the bra and seductively pull the straps down to reveal the big lumps that lie on your chest.
now play with those beautiful tits.
as you started toying with your nipples, screaming the most unholy moans straight from your throat, you noticed chris's shorts begin to tent.
just looking at you makes me wet.
the sentence chris was waiting for to command you of your next action.
how about you show me instead of telling me.
at that moment you stood up to teasingly strip away the almost invincible panties to fully reveal the waterfall the last two weeks had created. as he stared he slowly starting pulling down his own sweatpants and underwear to reveal what your craving had been.
as you stared right at him and his enormous dick you slowly started rubbing your slick all over the hole's surrounding areas releasing what could be considered ear piercing moans but was music to chris's ears. as he started rubbing himself up and down, it only supported you to continue.
chris i wish you were touching me right now.
the saying that could push chris to the edge any day. the saying that caused absolute mayhem within him.
pretend it's me then mamas.
with that you closed your eyes and started rubbing faster before insert your fingers into your soaking hole, moan chris's name as loud as possible. this caused chris to continue to run himself faster and faster, bringing himself closer to his release.
are you close yet ma?
almost baby.
as chris reached his end he stopped just to start again, to edge himself for you to have a simultaneous release.
chris i'm gonna cum.
okay beautiful do it now for me.
as chris gave you permission, you released on the spot from the sound of his fucked out voice and the sight of him releasing on himself, shaking uncontrollably in the process.
your so beautiful ma. you did so good.
thank you baby.
no thank you. i really needed this right now.
as the two of you sat in silence half clothed, covered in your own cum and blankets, you wondered how long you would last until this happened again. after chris started touching himself again you came to the conclusion of not very long.
you have never had the best experiences in sex. it wasn't that you didn't know how to have sex, you definitely taught a few dudes how to actually have sex but it was the people you were having sex with that were the problem. on top of most of the men you have had sex with being assholes and them not knowing how to make you also feel good, none of them ever actually made you cum.
now that your in a relationship with chris, you were scared he had the same tendencies as the last dudes. yes, he was a completely different person to all of your jackass exes but you didn't know how he was with sex. you knew he wasn't a virgin and that somehow nick knew that he was the best at sex out of the triplets but you were still scared nonetheless. But you definitely wanted to find out.
it was an average tuesday and you were doing your daily gossips with nick in the kitchen.
"so then he just left" nick finished his story from a party he went to last night.
"that's literally crazy" i said in reaction to his story
"all over her not cumming" he added
"i understand though" i add "i've dated a few selfish men through my years" i say laughing towards the end
"girl don't tell me that you've had to fake orgasms before" nick says looking shocked at me
unbeknownst to me chris was walking in as i was answering his question.
"i've faked every single one or at least told him after that i had when he asked and i hadn't. anyways that's in the past those were my bullshit exes" i say looking towards the ground. i look up to see nicks reaction and he is looking directly behind me hand over his mouth.
"WHAT?!?" chris practically screams "a dude has never made you finish?"
"yes chris. none of my asshole exes have made me cum. maybe it's like only good people can have good sex. i don't know" chris stands there staring at me mouth hung open as if i had just told him the biggest secret to ever be told
"so you've never had an orgasm?" nick jumps back into the conversation
"nooo. you've got it wrong my friend. i've definitely cummed before just not from someone else" chris looks at me now with seductive eyes.
nick catches onto this. "i think i'm going to give you two privacy" he says walking away to his bedroom
"come with me now" chris says leading me to his room.
as we make it into his room he starts to make out with me. this wasn't a foreign thing for us, when he started to pull up my shirt i definitely froze for a second but i really needed this so i let it happen. he then continued kissing me slowly kissing down my jaw to my neck and marking my neck. no one had ever done this and i don't know why because damn it was good.
once he was satisfied with his marks he pulled off his shirt and continued to passionately kiss me. he started tugging at my bottoms before asking "can i take these off mamas?" i nodded vigorously wanting him to touch me already "i need words beautiful"
"please take them off" after that he started pulling my bottoms straight down he started to kiss back down my jaw and neck but. it stopping until he got to my tits. he slid is hands behind me and took my bra off, slowly starting to massage the left one while taking the right one into his mouth. i let out the loudest moan i think i have ever released from this feeling. i could feel him smirk as he started marking my boobs mirroring my neck. "you like that baby?" he asks in between his sucking and kissing "yes baby i love it" he just smirks again as he starts to kiss down my stomach towards my lace underwear.
"can i take these off?" he asked looking back up at me "yes baby" i said starting to massage his hair as he removed my panties and starting breathing on my now soaked folds. "all wet for me beautiful?" all i could do was hum in response. he laughed as he started to kiss my inner thighs teasing me even more. "baby please touch me. i need you so bad right now." i managed to get out seconds before he attached his mouth to my clit, receiving a moan from me that echoed through his room and undoubtably the whole house. he slowly starts to run his tongue through your folds before dipping it into my aching pussy receiving more screams. i could feel the cloudy mind and build up in my tummy.
"chris i'm going to cum" i screamed as he stopped "not just yet baby" he said standing up undoing his belt and pulling down his pants. "you finish when i'm ready" he says pulling me to the edge of the bed and rubbing his cock down your folds. my moans continued to grow louder as he continued to tease me with his tip before suddenly slamming his massive cock into me. he continued to fuck me at an unbelievable pace causing me to grip the sheets next to me.
as the pain turned to pleasure i couldn't help but feel the overwhelming feeling in my stomach from reappearing. "babe i'm going to cum" i practically scream at chris "wait for me ma, i'll tell you when" at that moment i felt him twitch inside of me as he pumps even faster. "i can't hold it for any longer" i say as i clench around him "cum gorgeous" he says as we release at the same time, our juices mixing and dripping out of me as he pulls out with a grunt.
he picks me up and moves me over, laying next to me saying cute praises about how good i was for him.
you had been friends with the triplets since almost the day they moved to LA. but that was the day you and matt also started your rendezvous. for the last year you and matt had been secretly hooking up.
you guys never did it when his brothers were in the house out of fear of being caught. there is no reason why the other two wouldn't want you two to be doing this except for it happening in their house but you were scared of them not liking for a different reason.
you were currently driving to the triplets place when matt suddenly calls you. you answer not knowing what this could be about.
"hi beautiful"
"hello matthew"
"damn the full name. anyways i'm excited for you to come over"
"matt are your brothers home?"
"right now yes but they have already said they want to go get food when you come over"
"okay. good. talk to you in like 5 minutes" i try to finish the call
"but i want to talk now"
"and i want to drive"
"fine okay drive safely baby. see you soon"
"see you soon"
you are now walking into the triplets house towards their kitchen where they all happen to be. "so y/n is coming over right?" nick asks as i walk over "already here" i say interrupting matt before he could answer the question "y/n i missed you" nick says embracing me in a long hug "i feel like it's been forever since i saw you last" i finished with before chris takes me in an evenly suffocating hug before i walk over to matt to hug him. "i'm going to go put my bag down and i'll be right back" i say heading towards matt's room. "nick and I are about to head out to mcdonald's if you want anything" i contemplate the many options in offer at mcdonald's before deciding against getting anything.
as your about to leave matt's room, he walks in. "they just left" he says giving you his seductive eyes, waking you towards his bed before he starts passionately kissing you. "i missed this" you said in between kisses "me too" he says pushing you onto his bed resuming the make out. he slowly starts kissing down your neck to your sweet spot before sucking it. "can i take this off?" he says slowly tugging at your shirt "yes" you lowly whisper out not capable of anything else. after pulling your shirt off he pulls his off throwing both across the room somewhere. he slowly takes your bra off as he moves his way down your stomach towards your sweatpants. he continues to kiss your lower stomach as he slowly pulls down your sweats to reveal that you're not wearing panties. "you wanted this didn't you?" he says looking up at you discovering your real reason to come over. "maybe" you say in a the way that drives him crazy.
he starts to suck at your clit as you starting moaning out. suddenly nick barges in "i forgot my- ahhhh" he says before slamming the door behind him. you both stop out of utter shock. you look at each other before scrambling to get dressed and go apologise to nick. you walk into the kitchen where both nick and chris were waiting.
"look at you bro getting pussy" chris says putting his hand up for a high five, matt looking unamused "not right now chris, later" he says chris lower his hand, a frown covering his face "nick i am so so sorry you had to see that, we shouldn't be doing it at all, let alone in the house. i don't want this to ruin the friendship or make things weird" you say genuinely sorry not wanting to loose some of your best friendships. "y/n, it's fine. you guys are adults your allowed to do things like that and i had a suspicion anyway" nick says like it was almost a fact "WHAT?" matt yells not believing his ears "you had a suspicion that y/n and i were fucking and didn't think to mention anything?" matt says absolutely gobsmacked not knowing what his brother was going to say next "well at first i thought you guys were dating but then you guys weren't attached enough but the amount of times you or y/n wanted to stay home or go somewhere because the other was just for you two to be separated when chris or i saw you next was ridiculous" matt and i look at each other shocked not knowing we were being so obvious. "and then i told chris because i thought i was crazy but he said he thought the same thing" matt and i look at chris.
you and chris were definitely not scared of being sexual with each other but you had noticed from the few times you had done things that he seemed to be holding back. you didn't know what it was or why you felt that way but you just had a feeling.
It was yet another lonely morning in bed where your lover refused to come over because he had 'things to do' but you couldn't help but think about him and his hot body.
"baby please come over"
"but i'm busy babe"
"please i'm so lonely rn 😭"
"I have one more meeting and then i'll be there"
"alright love you baby 🤭"
"mamas what was that emoji. i don't trust that emoji"
"i think you know"
"oh. i know now. i'll be there asap dw baby 😉"
you squirm on your bed as you smiled and read your amazing boyfriends text message. you can finally relive this built up urge to be fucked. but as you continued to think about the amazing time your about to have with your boyfriend you started to think about the looming thought you continually have.
but before you could ponder for too long you got an exhilarating knock on your door.
"baby let me in" 
it was your amazing boyfriend.
"hey baby" you say with a lustful look on your face but a confused thought in your brain as you sat back on your couch.
it is easy to say that he could clearly sense this.
"what's up? what are you thinking about?"
"do you ever hold back anything when we fuck?"
"what?"
"i mean it sounds weird but I have this like feeling that your holding back while you have sex with me and i can't get the thought out of my head. so do you hold back anything?"
you look up to him as you finish your rant and see his face of regret as he avoids eye contact.
"i mean i thought i could hide it well but clearly i can't. um, i uh, you know how i constantly talk like all the time well that doesn't change during sex. but i didn't want to scare you away so i just hold it in"
you look at him in absolute shock.
"babe that's really hot"
"what?"
he looks at you with absolute confusion.
"that's really really hot babe" you say again as you start to move closer to him.
"really?" he questions as he moves even closer to the point where your faces are touching.
"yeah" you say leaning into a passionate kiss.
within milliseconds he had reciprocated this kiss and started deepening this kiss. he slowly started moving from your mouth to your jaw to your neck and ear.
"your so beautiful"
he started whispering sweet nothings into your ear in between his lust filled open mouth kisses. these seemed to not end.
"your amazing love"
"your an incredible girlfriend"
"i love you so fucking much"
with each passing compliment you slowly became more aroused for your sexy boyfriend and his never ending sayings.
you both slowly became more impatient. the kisses became more rough as clothes were being tugged from your bodies.
chris slowly pulled your underwear down as he saw the puddle you had created.
"my baby's all wet for me is she?"
he asked looking up at you from where he was in between your legs.
all you could do was reply with whining moans.
"come on baby i need words" he said now becoming level with your face and staring deep into your eyes
"yes all for you" is all you could get out of your mouth.
"that's it my good girl"
he starts pulling down his own underwear now as you started grinding up on him.
"i need you" you somehow managed to say as he finished pulling down his pants.
"oh baby. i know." he says pushing himself into you with a grunt and a moan from your mouth.
"my sweet baby likes that huh?"
"yes" you moaned out
"do you need me to go faster or slower baby girl?" he said looking at you with seductive eyes
"faster please" you said at an almost whisper
"anything for my beautiful baby" he said as he started pounding into at an unforgivable pace
"my baby is so tight around me"
"your doing so good gorgeous"
"look at my amazing girl taking me so well"
he starts talking with his captivating voice again. all you could do is listen in absolute awe as you had never seen this side of him during sex and you were loving it.
"are you close baby?" he asks as he felt you clench around him
"yes. so close. don't stop" you said in reply which just made him go faster.
"oh my god. oh my god!" you started screaming as you came around his big dick.
he pounded you a few more times as you came down from your high before pulling out as he came.
"wow" you stated in absolute shock from this new chris
"what?" he questioned playing with your hair
"i'm just surprised you haven't talked my ear off like that before. it's so sexy"