#struggle in stem

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30/07/25

Exam season is tough, ngl. I know it’s over soon. This just keeps me going. I know you can do it too!

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10/11/25

Uni has started almost a month ago. It doesn't feel like it. The winter depression is probably creeping in, but it can't hit a moving target, right? I am back at the gym, hopefully more often this time. But I also need to lock in with uni work. I want to do an internship in a forensic lab but I have yet to write *someone*. I am still pretending its autumn, like October 2.0

I love autumn.

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13/07/25

Exam season has begun. Do I need to say more? I redecorated my study space a bit, because the heater next to my desk was removed (it didn’t work anyway). It’s clean and nice. But I’m still waiting for the motivation to kick in. Lab is stressful. Last Friday I worked 10 hours. 10 hours!? I really like this lab and my supervisor is amazing but I’m still glad when it’s over. I have an interview for my next semester internship position. They have a chill vibe from what I can tell from the mails. Let’s see how this plays out.

I’m counting the days to my vacation. Luckily I have the whole September off. And I will do nothing but going on vacation, sleeping in, having coffee for every breakfast, knitting a whole bunch and not think about uni. At all.

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20/06/25

My stress level is at an all time high atm. I’m so tired of studying. But I went to see Tom Odell live in Berlin. It was a perfect night. This definitely healed me in some way. But coming home back to reality… do not recommend. Live in the delusion as long as possible!

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13/02/26

Friday the 13th. Amazing day! I’m a little superstitious, ngl. But nothing bad happend so far, so we are gonna be fine.

The exam period is in its midst of grading me down. I’m genuinely so unmotivated and procrastinated a lot. One exam is done and I got my B1 Swedish certification! I’m proud of this and actually getting enrolled in this course. Now I can speak, read and understand a new language on a solid level. That is crazy!!

I need to go back to studying, I also need so get an internship for next semester. Wish me luck.

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02/01/26

Happy new year everyone!

I hope you all had an adequate start into 2026. I celebrated with friends and we had an amazing time together. The last year was actually really okay. Nothing major bad happened, so this is great. I made a lot of new memories, visited new countries, and learned a ton! Crossing fingers for 2026 🤞🏻

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16/01/25

Hey folks, welcome back! I was sick the last days and was sleeping basically all day. The only productive thing I could do was make myself some tea and rest. I know these days would come, but I just carry on. Health comes first, always. But I’m feeling fine again, yey!

baked poppy seed custard rolls (very delicious and very vegan)

wrote a grant for money so I can work further on my bachelor project ??? (I think I girlbossed a little to close to the sun, idk how it came to this)

went to lectures today

made some more tea

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06/01/25

Uni started today! We had a little bit of a weird start; we received the wrong lecture today because of a misunderstanding. But good for us, less stuff on the exam!

Went to my lectures

Flash cards for transcription and translation

Flash cards in cell signalling

Laundry

Made exam schedule