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day 7/100 days of productivity | library sesh to start (and finish) a lab assignment I’ve been procrastinating 📒
Thursday • April 30, 2026
Watch me fail to study for an hour in this timelapse taken literally right now! It may look productive, but I spent that whole hour failing to absorb info that ended up not even being on the study guide for the controls midterm tomorrow, which pissed me off so badly I had to get up right now and take a food break before I snapped at someone for no reason.
I feel like this is one of the most annoying parts of ADHD that no one really mentions because it doesn’t fit the general perception of ADHD— overstimulation from cognitive/task overload leading to insane frustration seemingly out of nowhere.
For me personally, this ends up presenting itself as extreme responses to sensory stimuli and overreactions to my tasks being interrupted (I almost started yelling in the beginning when the pen I was writing with got ink on my fingers LMAO).
Normally my solution would be to take a break, but unfortunately I don’t have enough time with my midterm tomorrow, so a shit load of sugar/carbs/caffeine is going to have to do for now. Taking the time rationalize my frustration and talk about it here has surprisingly helped a lot too! I have to get back to work though, so long rant over ig
10/11/25
Uni has started almost a month ago. It doesn't feel like it. The winter depression is probably creeping in, but it can't hit a moving target, right? I am back at the gym, hopefully more often this time. But I also need to lock in with uni work. I want to do an internship in a forensic lab but I have yet to write *someone*. I am still pretending its autumn, like October 2.0
I love autumn.
6th of January, 2026
Did mock exam 1 for Quantum Information
Did mock exam 1 for Advanced Quantum Mechanics
Did mock exam 3 for Relativity and Fundamental Particles
Re-did all of my Quantum Mechanics assignments
Revised Chapter 6, 10 and 11 of Quantum Information
{ Notes of the day: I am now a firm believer that most of quantum mechanics was just sheer schizoposting. }
it seems I only post at the end of each block but I KILLED my endocrine/reproduction final and I’m still really excited about it :)
we started psychiatry this week, and I’m freaking out a bit because it’s my last block of pre-clinicals. It’s so difficult to believe I’ve made it this far!
February is passing by in a blink (even more so than usual), bc I've been refusing to look at the calendar - each day that passes is one day less of my break lmao, so seeing the date makes me anxious - hence the avoidance.
I didn't study as much as I promised (hoped?) to myself, but the amount of meetings I've been in these past couple weeks were the true highlight. I'm now more confident about my dissertation, but damn were they tiring 🤧
7.10.25 // Walking in the empty corridors of my uni at 6pm truly is something else. It looks so different from the crowded building it is during the day, and everything looks so eery🌙
🎧|| I like the way you kiss me, artemas
📖|| Les Ogres, Victor Castanet