#struggle thoughts

[tingtingbell]

can't find it anymore, but I've seen those "time will pass anyway" collection posts going around and it's something i struggle with sooo much. like, i know i'm older than most of the students here and i've still got around 4 years of studies if i want to get to where i want to be. and if i kept my old boring job that i hated i would've spend those years thinking of what i could've done. but then i see people my age finishing their master's and it kills me to think i'm so far behind. i know it's stupid and everyone has their own pace but it's still stuck in my brain

[strugglebus23]

I’m attending a wedding in 7 weeks and I WILL be under 200 at that point

[strugglebus23]

I’m genuinely so sick of this viscous cycle of losing and then gaining everything back AND MORE

I’ve been stuck in this loop since I was 13. That’s literally half my life. Someone free me from this hell

[strugglebus23]

Chooo chooo!! All aboard the struggle bus!! Next stop, Rock Bottom.

Lmao exactly this 🙂‍↕️

[strugglebus23]

I need to deep clean the house for my friends coming over tomorrow but this heat wave is making me feel like I’m gunna die. I’ve had to eat earlier than I wanted coz I thought I was gunna pass out and now I’m annoyed.

I hate summer

[strugglebus23]

Giving up is the only guaranteed way to fail

[strugglebus23]

Caught between wanting to lose the we!ght slowly, healthily and sustainably so I can actually keep it off but being so disgusted by myself that I just want to lose it as quickly as humanly possible so I can stop looking and feeling like this