#strwb3rrie

[strwb3rrie]

[strwb3rrie]

xxx

I’m losing my mind... but i think i like it.

maybe i love getting lost

[strwb3rrie]

these thoughts in my head just won’t go away, i feel as though my life is a play, im the actor, the writer, and the audience too, so we ourselves create what we have to go through, to most its perceived as though we are trapped, being controlled by some kind of greater concept, yet we are the god, the sun the stars, for some reason perceived as separate shards, together we are a mirror of peace, alone we create something sharp and uneased. how it all operates i have no clue , maybe for the best but deep down i feel that our love is the glue. the love we create is meant to be shared ... with ourselves and each other so why are we scared? discover one love one heart ❤️ a vision of peace , is where you will find yourself and once again meet.

[strwb3rrie]

something i wrote about my ex

i was dancing with the sky

i could feel the clouds filling my lungs with every breath i took

no doubt about it that i was high off you and there was no coming down

since the day we met we were flying

you soared through my mind and i let you

taking in every every bit of you , including your sorrows

always trying to fix what was broken

i wondered how you’d look without the demons in your eyes , but either way i loved them dearly

no person no place no time was as infinite as we should have been

i can’t seem to stop denying the fact that im here right now sitting on the bathroom floor, damp eyes waiting, praying for you to come home

i can’t accept that your gone , a stranger now

I’ve never felt so empty

and the worst part is that your out there breathing in the same goddamn clouds with my fucking replacement

It’s too late and I’m tired and I’m down to my last cigarette and i just listen as it whispers comfort in my ears

“its okay baby, im here now”

what a fool i am

i take it in believing every word as if id forgotten those same words slip your lips when you uncovered the scars on my skin

Silly girl , you can’t build a home in a burning flame

but i did , desperately holding on to any love i could get

well fuck you. fuck you for throwing me away just as effortlessly as you told me the words “i love you”

fuck you for making me feel like the stars, but taking it all back leaving me with the fucking scum you scraped off your sorrows, that apparently i wasn’t enough too fix

but most of all , fuck you for getting me hooked. Hooked on all your lies and pretty little words that meant nothing to you , but the world to me

i hate you because i love you

and i hate me because once again i couldn’t keep the only thing that sewed up my scars only to unstich each thread leaving a bloody mess, that no one , not even myself cares enough to clean up. and even after all of that , I’d still take you back in a second.

[strwb3rrie]

I am everything I long to be

I am destined to become everything I love

Everything I touch leaves a piece of me

I refuse to ride the wave , I am the creator of it

My lungs are filled with air I will never drown

Fear has no place in my heart

My spirit is free

I’m the girl I’ve always dreamed to be

[strwb3rrie]

x

Life is a game

A game of love and hate

Whichever one you feed determines your fate

But fuck fate , shit doesn’t exist

You make your own life u just gotta commit

heart made of gold

Don’t give up don’t quit

let the pain be your fix

Addicted to this pain , and we don’t even know it

in love with the gain , life’s a motherfuckin poet

It’s all what u make it , a world full of art

can’t help but create

Make it an end or a start

Striving for peace defeated the purpose

asking for happiness but all i really wanted was to hurt less

Emotions, Wavy like the ocean I appreciate these tears

happy then sad I can do it for a million years

flow with the waves

Drown with the sea

Pieces of the sun we are stars, with no where to run

Fear of what we’ll become

Minds like a black hole

Only exists because of what surrounds it

Are we stars until we collapse

Observing what we used to be

And wanting it back

Daydreamin’

Im leavin my mind , but don’t worry ill be back

We are everything no place to hide

So we stand high in the blue skies and light up the world until we die

Until the sky and seas combine

Let’s make the most of our time

There is no limit so close your eyes

In my dreams , man I feel more alive

cus there are no rules tonight

Cloudy days won’t stop us

they get me high, so high

Breathe in these clouds, and let’s fly

[strwb3rrie]

we are all suffocators destined to be so , the thought of life being continually challanging exhausts me , thinking my energy will never rest , even in my sleep my soul awakes and moves to another place, returning with more knowledge and ideas i can hardly take .. yet another day awaits , then another day i hate , another job i hate leads to more time spent dreaming in a life we think is fake . if we can think it we can do it right ? but we’re trapped in a vessel that limits our powers to fly, so instead we spend all day finding ways to get high ..

[strwb3rrie]

im equally depressed and happy .. is it just me or