#stuck on a loop

[howifeltabouthim]

You remember everything, he said, you remember everything out of context, and then you brood.

Renata Adler, from Pitch Dark

[0racle-0nline]

So mentally burnt out for the day that my brain won’t even let me fall asleep, what kind of sense do that make

[jewish-burrito]

Catchy Tune

Me: *tries going to sleep

Brain: 🎶.אֱלהַי. נְשָׁמָה שֶׁנָּתַתָּ בִּי טְהורָה הִיא🎶

[euargh]

>Has conversation with crush. >My low-self esteem and nervousness wrecks everything. >Realize it would not work out anyways since I am ugly af. >Lays on floor for rest of day.

[theredhairing40]

Stuck on a Loop

The Blogger: Sometimes I feel like I'm on a loop... its almost like the same kind of loop in Slaughterhouse 5, but somehow this is entirely different.

Strange Boy: Maybe you're trying to retrace your steps?

The Blogger: So the random mental images in my head are just ways of retracing the origins of certain things I've probably forgotten about?

Strange Boy: Correct

The Blogger: Makes sense...

Strange Boy: Our minds wether if we're autistic or not has a tendency to act like a hard drive.... which in our case its like our brains are a camcorder recording every single moment in our lives.... including the events we've desperately tried to forget.

The Blogger: So its best not to dwell on it?

Strange Boy: Yep

The Blogger: Fair enough ._.

[cmjfoxfyre]

Music I've had stuck in my head

Lately...Let's say the last three days. Gotye Cher Omg so much Abba (say it with me now, SOS!) Sprout/pbs kids/Sesame Street, because duhhhhh Dio Iron Maiden The lumineers Tori David Bowie Morrissey A few others, I'm sure, but this is my brain's play list. Weird brain.