Apr 4, 2020
If i start writing again, is anyone even going to read it?
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If i start writing again, is anyone even going to read it?
I need to study Government because I have a test tomorrow, I need to remember my speaking part for Spanish, I need to do my math, I need to make a powerpoint for yearbook even though it will be pointless because what ever I say is ignored and I don't even know why I stayed on staff. But all I really want to do is watch Beautiful Creatures. I've just been in a funk for a while. I don't know whats up with me, but I don't even want to go to either of the shows this weekend. I know that isn't fair to my parents or ponies, but I just can't find the want-to in me. I feel like I'm running to stand still. Going in the same circle and managing to find myself two steps backwards. I can act normal, fake it for friends and family, but I don't feel the same.
looking back on things and realizing just how different you really are now makes me sad. but it's like i'm stuck on the old you. so much that i feel like i'll keep holding onto it no matter what, and that scares me.