#study boy

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so..... one of my uni friends asked why i was less talking w her, said the truth and now I'm anxious to go back on Monday bc i feel like a bad person and i wanna cry bc she was technically the first uni friend to accept me as trans and my first actual friend out there....

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just wanna text people and be freaky while i'm working rn plz whats wrong with me

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i just want to have guy friends to talk about so many stuff and lady friends that I can talk to and be a gentleman for! please...

[prettyftmboy]

I got a 17/20 today in Creative Writing! I never thought I'd get that!!

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got a 11/20 and a 12.5/20, pretty happy about the second grade cuz i thought id get a 4

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university definitely lowered my grade standard because i would be crying a few years back with these

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my friends started calling me JJ and im so happy about that for some reason

i always had a nickname with my deadname, but with my new name i didnt so its making me happy to have one now

[prettyftmboy]

im in my fifth week of school, next week ive got exams and im scared but at least i feel pretty today

[prettyftmboy]

i started my third week in my second year of college and I already had a breakdown

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im goign back to school next week on monday and i dont know in which class i am and if im with my friends yet and im getting scared :(