#stupid issues

[salty-cinnamon-roll]

Ugh I want to cut my hair but have no idea what I want. High key just want to shave it short, not styling but I also know I may regret it. Ahhhhggggshdjeneihsagoehdkshlsk. What do I do???!?

[amareiboosh]

My partner and I had an argument the other day and it basically resulted in "this is both of our faults and so we need to accept that we both misunderstood" but I couldn't accept it.. I couldn't accept that he didn't understand what he said the way I did, that we thought differently, that his way of understanding it felt very won't to me and I don't think he should be thinking wrong.. it broke my brain to think that someone who I don't think is unintelligent thought in a way which I felt was unintelligent.. I seem to have a problem with this.

And then today I had plans with a friend and she screwed me about.. and twice in the conversation I have accepted that she understood things differently to how I understood them but it hasn't helped the issues in any way..

So I either thought differently about the issues with my friend, or I think she's less intelligent.. but ultimately either way it was still crappy and I'm alone today by my own hand..

I don't know how to be better

[foxy-simmer-blog]

I’ve realized I haven’t updated I’m sorry I couldn’t get my game to work. But after a few days of going through my mods I found out I had a mod conflict and just got my game running again. Sorry for the wait guys :(

[romanticdestruction]

How many times do I need to tell people that I am watching TV and checking my phone at the same time? Letting them change the channel on me or bug me to put my phone down really bothers me but I don't know how to explain myself better to those who don't understand.

[word-up]

Well, this is weird.

So, for whatever reason, the link to submit things to my blog has disappeared.

I found out that you can still submit things, but you have to physically type the link in the search box. I’m just going to make our lives easier and stick the link to submit things here so you can just click on that when you’re ready to submit your contest entry or whatever else you want to submit.

Hope everybody likes the new theme! I know I do. :)

[petite-fitness]

Sometimes anxiety doesn't hit me like a ton of bricks...

Sometimes it shows its head slowly, telling me things like “these friends don’t like you and they invited you because they feel sorry for you”

Or it hisses in my ear when someone doesn’t text me back reminding me that I’m not someone people text back. That I’m just annoying to them and that’s why they stopped texting me.

Other times it takes a moment that I’m trying to be comforting and twists it into something that makes me feel bad. When you are somewhat close with someone who one day could be a good friend you want to help them! But when they are distressed and you let them know you are there for them if they need to talk anxiety sits on my shoulder and asks why they would want my shoulder when we aren’t really friends?

It’s hard. And it’s not fun, and it makes things difficult to do. I want to be out there and be social but something always turns sour. What makes it worse is that I believe this nasty voice and let it drive me into seclusion.

[prettygirlsandcoffee]

It sucks when I wake up in the middle of the night after a particularly terrible nightmare and I reach out to the other side of the bed only to realize I’m alone... I’d love to have someone to say good morning to at the very least.

[aliyah-7]

You know what’s the worst of all this?

That this is exactly how they told me life was gonna be, and I didn’t want to believe it.