So Done! Warning: excessive swearing may be in use.
Kay so fucking subsidy is being a fucking dick and a half by not having their fucking paperwork done so that my daycare lady can be paid. So instead I have to pay her, but oh guess what? I have no fucking money to pay her with! And she's being such a bitch about it! Yes I get it, you need to be paid, but I'm in university trying to be a mom and pass all of my fucking classes and you expect me to have money to pay for this shit myself? I can't! I've tried having a job and being a mom and going to school. That shit doesn't work. And I am so tired of people fucking expecting everything from me! I can't solve all of your problems, I can't do everything that you want me to, I just can't do it! I'm not fucking superman! I'm barely holding myself together trying to deal with being a mom to not only my daughter, but all of my little cousins because their father is dying, and oh hey my uncle is dying because he has cancer and is refusing to eat or drink water which is totally what people do. NOT! I'm trying to put my life back together because I am missing two years of it. I constantly feel broken and I'm going out of my mind trying to keep everyone together except for me. There's not enough time in a fucking day to deal with all of the bullshit that I do! I'm not sleeping, I barely have time to finish all of my homework and the fucking reading. My teacher doesn't understand what's going on and that putting MORE PRESSURE on me is so NOT the thing to do. And honestly none of this makes any fucking sense cause I am so goddamn tired of everything fall apart around me and I'm just done. I'm so fucking done with all of this bullshit it's not even funny.
