My letter
Dear so and so,
I am writing you this letter as a means to tell you how I feel without telling you how I feel.
I am a lover, a daydreamer and hopeless romantic. I love LOVE, and have a new crush every other couple of months. Its just how I am.
That being said, I keep people at a distance. Making sure not to let them in enough to find out the real me, keeping them at an arms length. Able to run away at any time.
When it comes to real connection and feelings I freak the fuck out and rather be alone and fantasize then do anything about it.
I am scared of you. Scared because for the first time in a long time I want to do this right.
I see your smile and I melt. Die several, mini sweet deaths. It's like this old feeling that has been there a while and I just realized it for the first time.
I want to tell you that I like you, and I would like to see where this may go. I can't promise anything other than honesty.
i promise to be open, and myself. I will only be myself because that is all I have to give. Regardless of what you want.
This may be nothing, and I may be full of shit and imagined the entire thing.
so there it is.
its on you now.