#suacide

[lucylle]

I wanted to kill myself once

And I wrote it down as a reflexive short story. I started to pretend it's happening, swolowing pill by pill and writing my feelings down. By the last one I knew in my heart that as much as I want to die, I want to live more. That was it, I deleted the whole thing and felt better. I committed suicide via word and I didn't like it.