Jul 30
So it turns out I do not infact have ocd, but OCPD, and have been medically diagnosed and being actively treated for it for YEARS and no one thought to tell me
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So it turns out I do not infact have ocd, but OCPD, and have been medically diagnosed and being actively treated for it for YEARS and no one thought to tell me
If i reblog smth i see as socially important, i try to queue my posts i wanna reblog after it. Cus i don't wanna take away the visibility of that post..... to my mooties of 4??? Like??? Kshdjflfjfj
I'm gonna ask my therapist if I have OCD or OCPD cause I can't do shit cause anything changing in my life makes me wanna die.
Ocpd affirmations:
It is not my job to protect other people from seeing me exist.
Other people are full grown humans with autonomy
They too have the access to the block button
You do not preemptively have to block yourself for someone you think may block you, they can do that themselves if they wish or care.
You existing is not a mortal sin
reading your pinned post it resonates with me to a scary degree, im certain i have some kind of personality disorder, but i was considering ocd before
one thing i am doubtful of is what would cause avpd in me. nothing Bad or Evil necessarily happened to me. though i was homeschooled for a majority of my childhood and had largely negative (or, like, not neutral, but "numb"?) experiences in school whenever i was put back in to physical schooling. i dont think that counts? sorry i know you're not a professional psychiatrist or anything. im sorry for anon over sharing
While I don't know your life, I know that a lot of people downplay their own trauma to themselves. I know I have in the past. Also, if you feel like OCD has resonated with you in the past as well, avpd and ocpd are both cluster C personality disorders. Of course that's not a diagnosis, but a direction to look in that could give you more insight one way or the other. Also I don't think you were oversharing, no worries.
Dracula from Hotel Transylvania has OCPD and GAD!
requested by: anon!
ocpd culture is constant stress
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