mdni 18+, ftm!gaz, overstim, slight sadastic!reader, camboy!gaz. might make this into a series idk. writing this before i go to sleep so i don't forget, not proof read
thinking about camboy gaz. he used to be a solo camboy streaming on a pretty regular schedule. at least 2 or 3 times a week, exceptions ofc and also has a pretty decent following, being one of the top 4 performers in the site he's on. then he met you. when you guys first met it was completely separate of his life a porn star. it was nice for him becuase he didn't have to worry about you only being with him for the "clout" that seeping with him would come with.
don't get him wrong, he 100% doesn't tell you about his job at first, just saying that he has a pretty good paying job that allows him to work from home. he doesn't go into any further detail than that. it;s pretty easy to keep you in the dark at first. but then as you get a yea or so into the relationship, you decide to move in together. at that point gaz has some to finally admit to what he does. don't get him wrong, he isn't ashamed of what he does at all, but he knows the stigma that comes with being a sex worker, as well as him having negative reactions in the past. it's definitely valid for him to be feeling a certain type of way about what your reaction may be.
when he tells you his job, and you shrug it off with an "okay", gaz let's out a huge sigh of relief. at first he makes sure to separate you from his work. he doesn't want to make you feel as though he's using you to make more money or whatever, which you know he's not. eventually you ask him more about it, your interest and curiosity growing, out of only just hearing him through the walls. he;s actually pleasantly surprised and decides, what better way to show you than to just have you sit in.
so the next time he has you sit the room, behing the camera while he streams. he's seems more nervous than usual and his chat can tell. typically he's confident in what he's doing, but this time he seems anxious, less sure of himself. you can tell that he's feeling out of place, so you shoot him a smile, and mouth him some words of affirmations from where you're sitting. that seems to be what he needs in order to go about his usual demeanor. there's also something about you watching him that has gaz a little extra...performative than usual.. another thing that the chat can tell. you watch him bery intently, taking this as a way to learn his body even more. what makes his toes curl, and hips buck.
it's not until a couple more streams that you sit and watch, does gaz actually ask you if you wanna join his upcoming stream, and of course you jumo at the opportunity. something about being able to show off how well you know his body, and basically tell everyone that no one will be able to fuck gaz like you can. i think that you and gaz would come up with a rule that you won't ever use you're dick to fuck him while streaming. that's to intimate for him, it's something that he wants to keep to himself. however, he does love when you use his favorite dildo on him.
loves when you have his legs up by his ears, having him hold his legs up for you, while you fuck the dildo as deep as possible into him. you have it angled just right so that it will rub up against that spot every time you thrust into him. do that while rubbing his clit and you'll have him squirting. sometimes if you're in a particularly sadistic mood you'll use your body weight to make him stay still while make him cum over and over and over again. sometimes you even make it into a game that for every $100 (or somethin) donated you'll add an orgasm. it will go on until, gaz either, 1) has to tap out or 2) gaz passes out from pleasure. the latter happening more than the former.
also want to add that you being on stream doesn't happen super often. only really happens on special occasions, when you both feel like it, or someone donates enough money to request you absolutely wrecking his shit.