soap slaps nikolai's ass while drunk thinking for a moment it was simon next to him and not the rugged russian. the captain and lieutenant had stepped outside for a smoke. he'd forgotten that.
"getting bold, sergeant." that firm, crisp russian voice goes straight to his cock. but soap is not one to back down.
"never liked subtlety."
nik raises a brow, looking down at the smug scot. or trying for smug, mixed with too much coy, a playful sparkle in his eye, and not enough shame. "da. then let us be clear, john mactavish."
soap smiles and takes a swig of his drink, before nik's giant paw is on the back of his neck and dragging him down the hall.
what follows is the most mind numbing fuck soap has ever received, his throat's sore, his ass red, and his hole stretched.
by the time he gets his wits about him, he realizes simon has a drink in his hand and has apparently brought one for nik.
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The noises outside are loud, flashes of light making their way into the room even despite the drawn curtains, slipping their way through the cracks. It’s not a night Ghost views with fondness, lacking the jovial view the rest of the general public holds for the celebration. In the past he’s spent his New Years tucked away in Price’s cabin, so far from civilization that the sounds of explosions can’t reach his ears, however he has found in recent times that there are certain things that can distract him adequately to make the holiday bearable. Things that allow his mind to drift far enough that the flashes and the bangs don’t kick his body into overdrive. So while the world outside your flat erupts in cheers and awes, flowing drinks and talks of resolutions, Ghost allows himself to get lost in you.
The sounds bouncing off your walls are nothing short of obscene. Wet squelches coupled with the clap of skin against skin as Ghost buries himself in your tight hole, relishing in the way your walls clench around him with each rock of his hips. How long the two of you have been at it is unclear, your brain having shifted into a foggy haze after the fourth orgasm Ghost had drawn from you. Perhaps drawn is the wrong word, forced is more accurate.
Your chest is flat against the bed, hips hiked up high, his firm arm around your waist to keep your back arched at a deep angle that keeps the air punched out of you with every thrust. The back of your thighs are damp with a mixture of both of your prior releases and a constant stream of sweat making its way down your body. Words are a far reach for you, brain unable to form anything close to cohesive, instead you babble nonsensical sounds broken up with loud moans each time the tip of his cock nudges over the place inside you that has you seeing stars.
Ghost eyes are glued to the place the two of you meet, cock only hardening as he watches the way your hole sucks him back in, a thick ring of creamy white pooling around the base of his length.
At a particularly sharp thrust, your legs give out completely unable to withstand the harshness of his movements. If it weren’t for his firm grip around your middle you would have collapsed into the sheets.
Ghost groans low, tightening his hold of you as his free hand snakes its way down your back, trailing along the ridges of your spine until his fingers thread between your ears that currently flop uselessly over your shoulders. Gripping them firm, he tugs your face from the pillow you’ve been buried in, now slick with drool and tears. A choked whimper tumbles from your swollen lips, muffled as he forces your face toward him to press his mouth against yours, his tongue snaking its way into your mouth.
The kiss is messy, spit smearing over your lips and cheeks as he sucks your tongue into his mouth, relishing in the taste of you. He lets you relax back into the bedding though his hand stays laced within your ears, stroking over the soft fur in reverence, a complete disposition to the way he continues to plow into you.
Shifting his hand to plant alongside your head, he tilts forward until his chest is flush with your back, his breaths heavy in your ears as he runs his nose along the crease of your jaw.
“Such a good bunny,” he groans out, voice hoarse with exertion.
You whine in response, unable to stop your body from clenching around him at the praise. Ghost nips at your earlobe, the hand around your waist snaking lower to rub over the slick gathered upon your skin, ignoring the way your body twitches away in protest, far past the point of overstimulation.
“One more bun, you can give me one more.”
When you shake your head, a sob ripping from your throat as his fingers begin to palm your sensitive parts, Ghost just presses a soft kiss to your temple before increasing the firmness of his movements.
Despite your disagreement, the familiar tightness begins to form anyway, a sharp sensation pooling in your gut and crotch that has you wanting to both pull away from him and lean into the touch. You aren’t sure what it is you want, the feeling is almost painful but also oh so delicious in the way it sends sparks through your limbs. The tightness builds all too quickly, an intense heat that has you crying into the pillow below. When Ghost’s cock nudges again at that sensitive spot within you, the orgasm rips through your body like an electric bolt, a rough cry falling from your throat as he continues to ride you through the release.
You clench down on him like a vice, almost so tight that it holds him in place. With only a few more thrust he is following you into his own pleasure, his warm cum pumping deep into you as his hips stutter to a halt.
Ghost buries his face in the crease of your neck, his chest heaving as he catches his breath. He swallows hard, attempting to rid his throat of the dryness that has formed before speaking, “did so well lovey, so perfect.”
Slowly he draws out of you, whispering a quiet “I know, I’m sorry” when you flinch at the uncomfortable sensation. With careful hands he is guiding you onto your back, massaging over your hips to work out the stiffness that no doubt has formed.
Your eyes can barely stay open, limbs heavy and tingling with the aftershocks of your release, mind barely registering the dip of the mattress as Ghost rolls off the bed. It takes a few moments for you to register the absence of warmth he had been providing, chest immediately tightening with emotion. At the sound of your quiet sniffle, Ghost is back by your side in an instant. His hands cradling your cheeks gently as he presses a soft kiss to your forehead.
“I’m here bun, not going anywhere,” he murmurs, thumbs brushing away the wetness collecting on your cheeks, “was it too much?”
The question takes time for you to understand, brain heavy with fog. The best you manage is a single shake of your head, blinking up at him through half lidded eyes. Ghost’s lips draw into a small relieved smile, pressing another soft peck to your forehead before reaching toward something on the nightstand. Shifting down the bed he settles between your spread thighs, one hand settling on your hip, thumbs tracing in a slow circle.
“Gonna clean you up love, just breathe for me,” he speaks softly.
When the damp cloth touches your skin you can’t help but suck in a sharp breath, cotton tail twitching with discomfort as he gently wipes away the slick between your legs. He presses a soft kiss to the top of your thigh when you let out a quiet whimper, his free hand tracing over your stomach in reassurance. He is as gentle as he can be, taking care to not rub too firm over the oversensitive skin. When he is finished he tosses the cloth aside before moving back up the bed alongside you.
“Baths filling up,” he gently coaxes you into a seated position, holding a bottle of water to your lips he grabbed from the nightstand, “drink.”
With his assistance you manage some shaky sips, water dripping down your chin as you struggle to keep it falling from your lips. When you’ve had enough he tosses the bottle aside, pulling you into his hold. The warmth from his body is soothing, allowing you to sink into the embrace, head tucked beneath his chin as his arms encircle you.
It becomes impossible to keep your eyes open, fatigue posing too large a force as your body drifts toward sleep. Ghost breaths in your hair, lips brushing over the crown of your head, “rest up bun, I’ll take care of you.”
With that sleep takes hold, and there is no part of you that doubts he will be right there next to you when you wake up.
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I'm back from my holiday! Was so nice, two weeks of camping and hiking was very much needed.
Anyways prepare for a lot of posts soon because I have been feeling withdrawal from not writing and don't want to do anything but write at the moment.
I know you said it in the post but I neeeeeeeed an in depth part to Simon's reaction to the tattoos. I'm not crazy tatted but it's enough to notice. Its nice to see this spin ☺️
Simon getting so turned on by reader's tattoos Part 2 Part 1
kinda smut I guess?
Simon had you corned against the wall, he tugged at the bottom of your shirt “take it off” one second he’s all shy and now he's bossing you around, when you didn't move he leaned down to whisper in your ear “I tried to ignore ya and yer pretty tattoos, not my fault ya kept showin’ up and showin’ them off” you smirked, you tattoos really had such an effect on him, you pointed to his shirt “you have to take it off too” you knew damn well Simon was tatted up to, you hadn't seen much besides his arm sleeves, but you knew he had more. You took your shirt off in one motion before motioning to his shirt.
Simon just stared at your torso for a moment, taking in all the tattoos it just revealed before taking off his own shirt. And just like you expected his whole chest leading up to his neck was tattooed, you reached a hand out trying to touch his tattoos but he grabbed your hand “no, this isn't about my tattoos, it’s about yours luv” he took a step closer to you, leaning his head down to get a proper look at the tattoos near your chest. He looked from your neck down to your collar bone, he frowned slightly at your bra but didn't move it yet.
He took a step back to look at the tattoos on your stomach, he openly frowned when one of them went down past your pants on your outer thigh where he couldn't see, you smirked, pulling the side of your pants down slightly to show off the rest of the tattoo. Simon pulled you slightly off the wall only to turn you around and look at the tattoos on your back. He was quiet, fingers trailing down your back, stopping occasionally, then he abruptly unhooked your bra sliding it completely off of you. He flipped you back over, eyes immediately on your chest, and you're not sure if he was entirely focused on your tattoos right now.
Simon brought up his hand to cup one of your boobs, squeezing gently before moving to the other and doing the same thing. He then traced a finger over the tattoos on your chest “you let someone tattoo ya ‘ere?” you smirked "jealous Simon?” he glanced up at you briefly before looking back down at your chest. He moved his hands over your arms, looking over all your tattoos before going back over your collar, gently wrapping his hand around your neck, softly squeezing before bringing his hands back to your chest, grabbing your nips and pulling slightly making you whine.
Then Simon got on his knees, hands roaming your stomach area, getting a good look at the tattoos there. Then he pulled your pants down, his hands slowly going down your legs. He stood up abruptly, gently pushing you towards the bed, he spread your legs “and ya had someone between yer legs” he said noting your thigh tattoos, you smirked, he really was jealous about you having someone so close to you. Simon pulled off your underwear, throwing them somewhere in the room. He grabbed one of your legs going from top to bottom looking at your tattoos, his hands lingering on your thigh, when he got back up to your ass, which was tattoo free, “oh but this was to personal” he said in a mocking tone before giving your ass a nice smack “at least I can see how red you ass gets” then he did the same thing on with your other leg.
Then Simon got off the bed and pulled off his own pants, before grabbing both of your legs and pushing them up, he rubbed a finger over your clit, smiling when he felt how wet you were. He lined himself up “now yer goin’ to tell me about all this tattoos while I fuck ya seneseless, startin’ with the ones on your chest and thighs” you smirked at him but before you got a chance to say something sassy Simon thrusted into you “suggest ya start talkin’ if ya wanna cum” the smile on his face told you he was telling the full truth. And right as you opened your mouth to start talking, Simon was rubbing a thumb over your sensitive clit, he would stop if you closed your mouth, but the moment you opened your mouth to talk he rub mean fast circles making you moan out. Mean smirk on his face the whole time, oh this was his plan the whole time.
A/N: Had this halfway done with Ghost having his own standalone, but it turned into something twice as long as the entire fic so I'm shoving that to the WIP pile. Hoping to fulfill another request soon!
John Price: “Hm? Can’t hear you, doll,” John teased, “You didn’t want to talk when I asked about that damn book, so I can’t imagine you’ve got anything important to say now either.”
His fingers tightened in your hair as he bucked up, the back of your throat fighting him with a gag. Your hands were tied behind your back with a length of silk, mouth full of cock while he switched between fucking up into you and moving your head up and down his length. The bed creaked under his movements while the carpet dug into your knees.
You had purchased a historical romance book at your friend’s insistence. She had gushed about how romantic the duke was and how her boyfriend loved to roleplay some of the scenes.
It was alright. The sex scenes were vanilla, the dialogue read like English class, and you didn’t much care about “impropriety” or “the courting season” characters kept blabbing on about. After finishing it—because you’re not a quitter—it was left in the stack of things for donation.
Unfortunately, you had such a lovely husband who liked to keep the house tidy which included cleaning up piles you’d “eventually” get to sorting out.
John was old-school. He didn’t watch porn, kept his wandering eyes in check, and saved all of his insatiable need for you and you alone. Especially not when you’d sent him so many slutty videos to watch while he was away.
Why would he bother with any of that when he had you? He thought with his age, he’d start to have problems keeping up with you, but it only took a single flirty bat of your eyelashes before he was bending you over the closest surface.
To see you so blatantly dismiss him by reading about some royal prick made his possessiveness rack up tenfold.
“Did you touch yourself to that filth? Did you take away one of my orgasms and give it to that bullshit?”
You struggled to shake your head when your nose was pressed against the dark hair above his cock. He’d already come down your throat once, hot spurts settling in your belly while some dribbled out your lips, mixed with saliva, just how he likes.
Pressing your thighs together didn’t give you much relief, but he’d given you short lived pleasure after coming, playing with your puffy clit until he was hard again. Then it was right back to drooling and choking on the smoky musk of John’s cock without your own release.
“Course not. You’re a dirty bird and that nonsense didn’t even give you shivers, did it? You like it rough,” John gritted out, “Waste of time; reading books about weak men barely touching their girl, barely giving her what she needs. I just gotta remind you that I know you. You want this. You want me.”
When he pulled you off, he ran his finger over your bottom lip as you gasped for breath before two fingers pressed down on your tongue. He stared straight into your eyes as his other hand fisted his cock.
“And I don’t want some sweet little virgin giving me head like a god damn lolly. I want my sloppy girl gagging for me.”
The two fingers slid to the back of your throat with a groan as he came again. Hot seed splatters over your tongue and face, making sure you never forget his taste, his scent, his ownership.
“Beg me,” he rasps, jerking himself through his orgasm, “Beg me and maybe I’ll let you come.”
“Please, I didn’t even like the book,” You pleaded through pants, “Please, sir, I want to come. Only want you to make me come. Only ever think of you. Of your cock inside of me, sir!”
Price wiped some come off your face, before reinserting his fingers into your mouth, “Suck.”
Your jaw was sore, your lips puffy from the harsh blowjob, but you sucked down his fingers like your life depended on it. Your eyes continued to plead for release and even as you shifted your thighs in desperation, it only made you more needy.
You dared to plead around his fingers, the word garbled, but the emotion clear, "Please let me come, sir."
Price pretended to contemplate your request while sliding his fingers in and out of your mouth. “I can’t stay mad at you.”
He hauled you up by your armpits and threw you back on the bed, pumped his fingers into his pussy that just so happens to be between your legs, and devoured your mouth. His tongue shoved past your lips, devouring every moan and cry.
His beard only heightened the sensitivity, scratching your swollen lips when he bit at your tongue. Murmurs about stuffing you into a corset, fucking
Two orgasms later and he’s finally convinced you won’t dare to forget who owns every single tingle of his beautiful pussy.
Gaz let himself into your flat with his newly given key, hoping to surprise you with a clean kitchen and hot cuppa when you came home from work. Your relationship was new, but it had to be going well if he gave you free access to your home, right? He struggled to believe someone as smart, someone as beautiful, someone as perfect, would ever look his way. He would never stop proving himself and praying he could keep you in his life— and bed.
Your bedroom was fairly clean, maybe not by military standards, but your bookshelf was immaculately organized. He didn’t dare touch your pride and joy, not without explicit permission that not even a key would allow. Then he spotted the worn down hardback on your nightstand. Small colored tabs on the top and sides, one in particular caught his eye. A small drawing of a chili pepper? Or a penis? He couldn’t quite tell.
He scoffed when he flipped through the chapter. three pages? That’s all there was before the guy was coming, leaving the girl with a single orgasm, and the characters fell asleep. Why would you want to read about such disappointing sex? He’d just have to remind you why twelve-page sex was so much better.
That’s how you ended up lying on your stomach, ass in the air, while Gaz licked you hole to clit while pumping his fingers into your slick walls.
“Come on, baby…” He gasped, slapping your pussy twice in sharp succession when you stopped reading, “Tell me what bullshit that man is doing while leaving his queen unsatisfied.”
A bookworm by definition and proud self-identification, this series drew you in with politics and worldbuilding more than the sex and romance. It didn’t help that you talked non-stop about it and fell in love when Gaz not only listened but asked questions about the intricacies.
In hindsight, that sounded a lot like when men would say they bought playboy magazines “for the articles”.
You were foolish to think he’d stop after you finished reading the sex scene from the book. There were better, longer, scenes in the book, but it didn’t seem to matter to the man who made every romp into a marathon of pleasure.
“Ngh!” You squeezed your eyes shut, opening them again to read the blurred words on the pillow in front of you, “H-he’s sat at his desk, reviewing bat-battle plans–”
“I’d have you bent over that damn desk.”
“But his thoughts—ah! H-his thoughts were on the hike through the forest with her tomorrow— fuck!”
“If he doesn’t fuck her against a tree, the whole book is going in the bin.”
“He wanted– fuck, I’m gonna-” Your walls clamp when his tongue moves past your pussy and licks you hole to hole. Your arms give out, your face plants into the book, and you let out a strangled moan as you come onto his unceasing fingers.
“That's it. Good girl. Better than some fucking faerie, yeah?”
Drool started to pool onto the pages as you mewled from overstimulation, his tongue pushed deep into your pussy to feel it clench.
Out of the corner of your eyes, you spied your bookshelf, the series that got you into this mess was in a central position. The sensations blurred together, eyes watering as he drove you closer to a climax.
It isn’t until he shattered you a third time that the book was carefully closed and returned to its resting place. He wasn’t a monster. He knew you loved that damn book.
Then he was on you, legs tossed over his shoulders, and his cock disappeared into your pussy in one smooth motion.
“You want me to wear wings, baby? You want me to rip off your corset and fuck you in a meadow? You want me to give you a crown? I’d give you anything. I want you to write a damn trilogy about all the ways I’ve made you come.”
Your hands found purchase on his biceps, nails digging into the muscle as he pounded into you. The headboard crashed into the wall in time with your cries. His dick fit so perfectly inside of you, the perfect amount of stretch and burn that kept you on the edge of losing your senses.
His whispered promises and praise needed to be inked on paper. When you came on his cock, he followed shortly after with your name on his lips; like he was written just for you.
Johnny/Simon: "Happy Birthday, bonnie,” Johnny whispered in your ear when he reached the bedroom door, revealing a present that could never be topped.
On your shared bed, sitting against the headboard in nothing but his boxer briefs was no other than Simon Riley. As you gaped, the heel of his hand slowly palmed the impressive bulge between his legs.
Turning to Johnny, who was sporting a devilish grin, the bastard, “Wh… what–” Your eyes darted back to Simon who was watching the two of you and you could swear his mask twitched into a smirk. “Why is he– How did you–”
“Ach, ye nae slick, bonnie,” He grinned, hand snaking around your waist to pull you to his chest, “Ye go on and on about those books, ah was bound tae learn a wee bit aboot havin’ one lass fer the whole group.”
Before you had the chance to be embarrassed, a warm wall pressed into your back, warm breath muffled behind rough fabric made you shiver when Simon pressed his nose against your neck. “It’s only a gift, love. Neither of us will be upset if you want to return me for store credit.”
“N-no!” You stuttered out, face flushed when Johnny’s hand slipped under your shirt to rub his thumb over your hip bones, “I mean, yes, of course, but are you sure?”
Neither man bothered answering with words. Not when they’d seen how you stiffened when Simon would brush past in a crowded pub. Not when you brought Johnny lunch on base and there would always be an extra dessert with a strongly worded note to share with Simon. The kicker had been when you sheepishly mumbled something about a mask kink, though you clammed up when Johnny excitedly asked if you wanted to try it.
Seems like you were getting several itches scratched tonight.
In a flurry of desperate hands, discarded clothing, and sloppy kisses to your lips and neck, you were left in nothing but your panties you wished were sexier. Johnny wrapped one strong forearm around your waist and hauled you onto the bed, back to chest. His arm slid up to under your breasts, lifting their weight to feel the warm flesh fold over his skin.
Simon stood at the end of the bed to watch you squirm in anticipation. His amber eyes traveled down from your face to your tits, your stomach, and stopped on your closed thighs. A position he would happily change.
“Been tellin’ him jus how sweet ye taste,” Johnny cooed in your ear when Simon kneed onto the bed, crawling like a cat stalking towards a mouse in a trap, “Told him how ye squeal when ma lips suck yer clit, but ye moan when ah sink in yer hot cunt.”
Whimpering, you tensed when Simon’s hands first touched your calves. He slid up with painstaking slowness, his body leaning down as his large hands wrapped around your thighs and pulled them apart.
“Let him ‘ave a wee taste fore we fill ye up proper.” Johnny whispered, helping you lift your hips so Simon can drag your panties down your legs before tossing them somewhere unseen. The mask is pulled up just above his nose and this fucking man licks his lips while staring at your pussy like the doors of heaven opened before him.
You do, in fact, squeal, when Simon licks a long filthy stripe between your folds before his eyes rolled back in his skull.
"Bloody fuckin' hell. Delicious."
Johnny hooked his ankles around your calves, pulling up so Simon could press his face deeper into your throbbing sex. Simon didn’t eat pussy like he was starving, no, this was a man with an oral fixation so strong that he could die between your legs completely satisfied. His tongue was relentless, the tip of it licking around the sides of your labia, the flat warmth when he lapped up the never-ending slick, and when Johnny’s fingers find your neglected nipples, you buck up against the men’s strong hold.
“Ye gettin’ close, bonnie?” Johnny whispered in your ear, his free hand pinching and twisting your nipple while Simon slipped two fingers in your cunt with a growl that vibrated through your whole body. “Come fore him. Let him see whit he’s been missin’.”
That’s all it takes for you to gush over Simon’s tongue, wetting the edge of his mask with slick. Pleasure wracked through your body, legs shaking and toes curling as Simon drew out your orgasm by stimulating the spongy spot inside of you.
Before you could come back to reality, Johnny’s hold on you loosened and you were flopped onto your front, facing the edge of the bed where Simon was pulling his mask back down with a deep inhale. Oh god, he was breathing in the smell of you and if that was the hottest thing you ever saw, it only lasted for a minute before Johnny told you to pull down Simon’s boxers.
“He’s got a nice prick, aye?” Johnny’s now freed cock slicked between your folds, teasing you, “Ah gottae admit, bit of a present for ma too.”
You nodded dumbly, hands dropping back to the mattress to hold yourself up. There was no way to hide it, Simon was big. Thick and long with delicious beads of precum dripping down the shaft and curving past the veins. Gun to your head, you couldn’t tell if he was bigger than Johnny, but together they would split you apart.
Simon tilted your chin up, forcing you to look into his eyes which had softened with something akin to lustful concern.
“You want a taste, love?”
A single yes was all the men needed and when they got it, they didn’t hold back. The tip of Simon’s cock barely breached your lips before Johnny slammed into your cunt— the force of which pushed your mouth onto Simon’s cock with a sound so pretty both men had to still before coming like teenagers.
Simon moved first, shallow thrusts that grazed the back of your throat. His hand found your hair, twisting it around his fingers to keep you in place. Johnny’s hips did all the work for both of you. Every punch into your core pushed Simon’s cock deeper into your throat until your lips were stretched thin around his girth. The musky taste was nothing like Johnny, but it made you keen all the same.
They worked in tandem, the synchrony came from years in the field together. Johnny’s hand on your lower back lifted momentarily to smack your ass in quick succession.
“Fuck,” Johnny grunted, “Takin’ us like ye were meant for it.”
Another muffled moan escaped your throat and you could barely register your building orgasm. Simon pulled you off with a wet pop and ran his thumb over your lower lip as you gasped for hair between whines. Johnny pulled your reddened cheeks apart, licking his thumb and pressed it against your other entrance.
Your yelp of shocked pleasure was once against cut off when Simon tugged your hair forward back onto his cock.
“If she keeps winkin’ at me like this,” Johnny growled, pushing his thumb harder until the muscle tensed, “Ah’ll have tae let him split her open next time.”
Next time.
Your second orgasm hit you like a gunshot; your whole body tensed for one wonderful moment before wave after wave off bliss ran through you. Your walls clenched down on Johnny’s cock, your body desperate for him to fill you.
Simon took the opportunity to slip further down your throat, pushing past a weak gag reflex to feel every moan roll through his cock like lightning.
“I’m gonna come, love, gonna take every drop?” Simon growled, his free hand lifting your chin while his other hand loosened on your hair, giving you every chance to back out.
The very idea was abhorrent, you wanted it all. You wanted both of them to stay inside you and claim you. There wasn’t room for embarrassment or worry when they were filling you so perfectly. You could hardly remember why you were so horny when you read those damn books, nothing could compare to the real thing.
Your tongue caressed the underside of Simon’s cock in permission.
Johnny’s hand snaked underneath you, finding his target with ease and rubbing tantalizing circles over your clit. Overstimulation bleeding into a tight coil threatening to spring you over another cliff. You felt movement above you, both men shifting slightly. When you looked up, Simon’s hand gripped the back of Johnny’s neck as his mask was pushed up by Johnny’s fingers. They were locked into a desperate kiss of teeth and tongues.
Now that is the hottest thing you’ve ever seen.
The climax nearly collapsed you, whiting out your vision and mind in a rush. You were too blissed out to notice Simon’s thick seed shooting down your throat, but you swallowed out of instinct, milking every spurt.
Johnny followed shortly behind, head thrown back with a sinful cry of pleasure and claim. Both men twitched and held themselves deep, electric shocks ran through your body as if they were connected. When they pulled out, your arms gave way and you dropped to the mattress in a panting sweaty heap.
Johnny leaned down to breathlessly kiss along the nape of your neck, “Such a good girl fer us.”
Simon came back from a disappearance you didn’t notice with warm cloths to wipe you all down. Eventually, you settled between them with a foggy mind and pleasantly sore body.
“Ah ken ye would love yer present,” Johnny held you from behind, stroking your sides, while you curled up to Simon’s side.
“You were amazing, love,” Simon rumbled, kissing your forehead through the mask, “Better than I ever imagined.”
You hummed, trying to string a sentence together that showed your gratitude and satisfaction, “When’s your birthday, Simon?”
Because those two words from Johnny still rang in your head:
Next time.
A/N: Thanks for reading! I cherish every single like, comment, and reblog. My AO3 is @sleepysoapy.
Omega Price who thinks no one would want an omega like him. Old, large, unomega like. What alpha would want him. He hides his insecurities well, but not well enough. You see, not only do you see, but you see a way to get what you want.
Start small, notes hidden in a desk drawer. Explicit notes, ones that would have his omega insticts go haywire.
The first time he found one, he froze. Staring at the little piece of paper with a blush on his cheeks and his pussy starting to get slick.
I couldn't stop thinking about how good your pussy would squeeze my cock.
Every note gets him all worked up and his instinct screaming for him to find the mysterious alpha and let him do everything he said.
Build it up, leave notes for weeks. Then, leave a clue. Give him something to work with so can figure out its you. But make it subtle so he thinks its an accident. Once he starts looking at you intently, send one more note.
You would look so pretty spread out on my bed in pink lingerie.
Then, wait. You'll only have to wait a day or two.
Price was laying across your bed, dressed in a pretty pink lingerie set. A bralette over his perfect tits and the pussy you had been aiming for, covered in panties. A wet spot showing how excited he was.
He was blushing, rethinking his decision but thats easy to stop. Drag him by his ankle to the edge of your bed, spread his legs, and let your mouth do the convincing.
His slick was sweet, dripping onto your tongue as he writhed on your bed. Pretty moans coming from his lips as your tongue teased him. Push his panties to the side, pull his hips into your face a bit more, and slide your tongue in.
He'll gasp and squeal, choking on his own spit at being filled with anything. His hips will rock against you, toes curling as his legs were draped over your shoulders. His legs will lock around your head as he cums, holding you right where you want to be.
As you pulled away, as he's coming down from his high. Nip at his clit, he'll squirt immediately.
Simon isn´t a beauty, never has been and never will be. his dad beat out the remaining good facial features he had, service did the rest to his body. it´s a miracle how he´s even functioning to begin with, he might as well be a walking corpse, that´s how messy the stitches are that barely hold him together. from gnawing gashes that never healed right to more fragments of bullets still inside than he liked to think about, frayed nerve endings, his goddamn fucked up knee that will be the death of him and definitely makes him curse the most out of all of his maims, his fucking shoulder that keeps dislocating at the most inconvenient times as if it´s actively making fun of him (he wouldn´t be surprised, he has cursed so much at his body parts he swears they come alive at night only to torment him further)
he´s ugly, alright? plain and simple. never gave two shits about it, slap a mask on and avoid stupid questions. now, the older he got the less people actually asked about it, prestige in the field and his rank certainly fucking helped with that, but daft bastard he is, he started joking around about his looks, using every opportunity to mention here and there just how handsome he was, might be or has been
and nobody ever bats an eye, nobody dares to question it and most honestly nobody cares enough to dig deeper, he´s got nobody left to, or frankly he´s never had anyone to begin with, Simon´s a nobody in the saddest way possible, there was a reason he called himself Ghost (one of the few people to actually choose their callsign too and the entire thing was super awkward for every person involved back then)
now, Ghost doesn´t date, doesn´t have interest in sex either, that man does not exist outside of work
so when Johnny introduces him to you he only agrees to the date for him because he doesn´t have it in him to reveal that it was way too late for him for love, Johnny went out of his way for him and while it means a lot to him he just already knows what you´ll think of him, it´s the same every fucking time, granted he hasn´t been on a proper date since 22. but he knows he´s a fuckup, he´s stupid but not that much of an idiot. he doesn´t have anything to offer.
you´re certainly not what he expected and apparently it showed on his face, or his eyes alone, because you took one look at him and sighed. see, you were the captain Soap trained under and an especially hard case to date. you weren´t a people person and only had bad luck with guys so far. apparently Soap put two and two together and thought you´d make a great pair since neither of you were lucky in the love department
Simon had never felt so relieved in his life before, he had been so afraid of Soap bringing someone his age and while most men bragged about fucking younger girls, Simon just found it disgusting.
"Soap tells me you´re having trouble getting laid, I find that hard to believe" you start the conversation and Simon is in heaven, you´re direct, straight to the point, no bullshit, no nothing. you examine him closely, appreciating his broad arms, back, strong legs, height, all of that good stuff, and then stopped at his face, a slow smirk building on your face
"at least your eyes are pretty, aye? don´t need to see the rest" and just like that you have read him, seen right through him as if he was nothing more than just a shell. now where the fuck has Soap been hiding you for this long? you don´t mind that he´s ugly, don´t demand to see underneath the mask and want to fuck him? what else could a lad ask for?
your first time is in the backseat of your car that night, quick and dirty, it´s uncomfortable but you never look back. he´s perfect. and you are to him.
over the next months you never once ask him to take off his mask when fucking, you mostly just ride him or have him on top, sometimes when he´s extra needy and feels stuffy you´ll let him fuck you from behind so he can take off his mask but you don´t have to see him
because you know he´s ugly anyway it doesn´t take him that long to take off the mask in front of you, maybe a year after starting the relationship. it´s when he realises he genuinely has feelings for you and wants to kiss you, wants you to hold him closer and more intimately, wants to whisper into your ear just how much he fucking craves you
you honestly don´t even think he looks that bad, he´s not exactly a looker either but to you he genuinely is the most beautiful man alive. and when you told him that to his face, the face he´s learned to hate so much, he broke down crying and you had to hold him through the entire night, reassuring him that you wouldn´t leave no matter how ugly or pathetic he was, that you loved those things about him and that if he put up with your bullshit, who were you to judge him for his?
now, that´s your day to day but things are very different in bed, you noticed it from the start but never quite brought it up until you were absolutely sure he was fine with it.
the thing is, Simon knows he´s ugly and fuck does he get off on it. especially with you since he thinks you´re so incredibly hot. beautiful as well of course but so so fucking hot. it´s embarrassing how quickly he gets hard just thinking about you, just seeing a slither of skin, hearing your morning voice, seeing how disheveled you look, the way you look when you haven´t showered in two days and he just needs to pounce on you then and there because he quite literally wants to cover himself in your scent? and when you call him a disgusting dog for that? oh he´s already on his knees for you and you can just see it in his eyes, these dumb wide eyes that are just begging to get degraded
and so you do, telling him how ugly he is, how the only good thing his face is for is sitting on it, how he should let you peg him more often so you don´t have to see his face, how you can never cum looking at him, how he should be grateful someone like you is even breathing the air as someone so disgusting as him
you´ve started pulling his mask back on during sex, smiling while riding him because the view is so much better now. one time you´ve talked about wishing you could cut off his dick and attach it to someone hot and he came in seconds, he was actually mortified afterwards because damn he knew he was freaky, but that much?? well, you´re stuck with him now. and you keep saying his dick is his only redeeming quality, even if you did have to show him how to use it and it wouldn´t be good without your guidance (it´s really cute how you warn him about never cheating on you, as if he´d ever look at other women again after meeting you)
your insults get harsher every session and he just feels so safe with you, you´re just telling him what he already knows to be true, but at the same time he can always tell you don´t mean any of it, he sees the way you look at him, and whenever it gets too much he hikes up his mask just enough to kiss you because whenever he does he knows you´ll grip his jaw as if you owned it and softly caress his scars there, gently running your fingers over his stubble as your tongue makes him forget how to breathe, or even think
you call him your pretty baby after every single session and it never fails to make him absolutely melt into your touch, he hated being touched before meeting you, now he´s a clingy little bitch
but truly, he couldn´t be happier. it doesn´t matter what he looks like, the whole world could call him ugly, as long as he had you by his side proving his mind wrong every single day (one day he found all the photos you took of his face in your phone, in all sorts of positions, him sleeping, when he wasn´t looking, the very few selfies you took together because he´s always too embarrassed to. yeah, that was the day he told you he loved you)
synopsis: You move to the countryside looking for peace, space, and a life that finally feels like your own. Instead, you find routine, watchful silence, and a neighbor who's always there before you ask.
Wc: 15.8k
CW: fem!reader, artist!reader, butcher!simon, lowkey stalker!simon if you rily squint, kinda mean!simon ( he calls you stupid but in a sexy way), slight slow burn, mention of blood, praise, rough sex, fem! masturbation, mention of breeding, unprotected sex, choking, throat-fucking, spit play, spanking, cunnilingus, analingus, brief mention phlegm, brief aftercare.
a/n: this is a reupload bc the og got labeled and i refuse to be silenced so if you read this already no you didn’t🫵🏼. Jk ily<3
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── .✦ The devil's in the details
A life that felt like your own.
It's all you've wanted for as long as you can remember.
Growing up meant learning the rules of the real world far too early—waking up every morning just to drag yourself to a grueling job, putting up with nagging customers and insufferable bosses who never seemed to respect boundaries.
Work. Pay the bills. Tend to responsibilities.
It disturbed your soul in a way you couldn't explain to anyone else—this idea that life was just endurance, not living.
Yet you always looked ahead. You never confined yourself to the standard everyone else seemed content with—and that refusal was why you were never taken as seriously as you wanted to be.
You learned early that dreaming meant working harder than everyone else.
I wanna make things with my hands!!
You used to squeal as a child whenever someone asked what you wanted to be when you grew up. The laughter that followed always left you quietly confused.
What a cutie.
Wait till she grows up.
As if you weren't standing right there. As if it really was unattainable.
As you got older, that desire only split open and spilled into everything else—into baking, painting, shaping.
Anything that lets your hands create something beautiful. Something meaningful.
Over time, you realized it wasn't just about making things. It was about the space to make them—to exist without being watched, corrected, rushed. To live somewhere quiet enough that your thoughts could finally settle.
It wasn't that you were a complete introvert. You loved people—you loved the ones who mattered. But there was always that persistent pull, that quiet urge to disappear for a while. To exist in a world that belonged only to you. You would spend days on end just imagining.
And lately, that wasn't enough anymore.
You didn't just want escape. You wanted peace. Quiet.
Which was why you took the first opportunity to leave everything behind—a small farming town in rural England, offering work in exchange for relocation. Painting homes. Restoring old businesses. Fixing what had been forgotten.
Everyone had something to say about it. Your family. Your friends. Even your professors warned you against it.
But you didn't hesitate.
You've technically been here for a week already. Long enough to learn the unfamiliar quiet by heart, to wait while the cottage was cleared and signed off and made official. This is the first time you're really standing in front of it.
Ideas crowd your mind faster than you can catch the—paint, repairs, small changes that would make it yours. Your chest tightens, heart swelling, a quiet certainty settling in.
The place is neglected. Weathered. Clearly left behind.
And yet, all you can see is possibility.
For the first time in a long while, it feels like everything is falling into place.
"Excuse me?"
You're pulled from your thoughts by the soft voice beside you. You blink, realizing the man has been standing there the entire time.
He smiles, polite but tentative. "I just wanted to make sure everything was to your liking. It's an older cottage, so...lt isn't exactly our best."
"No," you say quickly, unable to stop yourself from smiling. "It's perfect."
Something about your response seems to catch him off guard. He clears his throat.
"Right. Then there are just a few things we should go over before we-"
A sound cuts him off.
An animalistic, sharp, distant squeal loud enough to make you flinch, the noise carrying unnaturally through the trees. You turn instinctively, scanning the hillside.
Up the slope, partially hidden by the trees, stands a barn. One you hadn't noticed before. The doors open with a loud thud.
For a split second, you don't register what you're seeing—only that something too big has stepped into the light.
Then your stomach drops.
The man fills the doorway, massive shoulders nearly scraping the frame, his silhouette swallowing what little light spills out behind him. He's enormous-not just tall, but wide, built thick and heavy like he was carved for brute force rather than grace.
He's covered in blood everywhere. Dark, soaked into his clothes, smeared across his arms, clinging in thick, ugly patches that glisten wetly in the sunlight. There's a faint metallic smell that drifts through the air, making you scrunch your nose.
To top it off, he had a skull—patterned balaclava covering the lower half of his face.
The printed grin feels out of place against the quiet countryside, against the green fields and open sky. You can't see his mouth. Can't read his expression. Just the size of him, the way he carries himself like nothing around here surprises him anymore.
Your shoulders tense on instinct.
It was straight out of a horror movie.
"Um," you let out a small laugh, more nerves than humor honestly. "Is that... normal?"
"Oh—yeah." The man beside you clears his throat.
"Yeah, that'll be Simon. Local butcher." He gives a small, awkward laugh. "Looks worse than it is."
Suddenly, you remember everything they warned you about.
A woman alone in the woods.
Right.
You watched cautiously as the man walked toward the cottage right next to the barn, slightly more hidden in the woods than yours, slightly smaller as well.
His steps are steady, boots pressing into the dirt with an easy familiarity, like he's walked this path a thousand times.
Halfway there, he slows and glances over.
Just a look - brief, assessing—the kind of look anyone might give when they notice someone new standing where no one usually does. You tell yourself that immediately.
Still, your chest tightens in an unsettling way.
Even from this distance, his attention feels heavier than it should. He doesn't smile. Doesn't wave. Just takes you in for a moment longer than you're comfortable with.
"Don't mind him. He's a private bloke—won't be any bother."
You nod slowly as you turn, stepping back toward the cottage, the normal sounds of the countryside slowly filtering back in—though the image of him, bloodstained and broad-shouldered against the barn, stays longer than you'd like.
His view of you was completely different.
All he saw was a small figure standing out in the open.
Too small for this place.
You were dressed simply, soft neutral colors that didn't draw any immediate attention—yet somehow, you managed to draw it anyway. A long skirt brushing your ankles. A fitted tube top clinging in all the right places, bare skin catching the last of the daylight. Gold glinting faintly at your throat and wrists.
He has been watching you since the moment you arrived.
Could see you almost too clearly.
The thought settled heavy in his chest. The cottage next to his. Empty for years.
And now occupied.
His hand tightened around the handle of the front door as he went inside, the knowledge of you settling somewhere in the back of his mind.
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You wake up before the sun does.
The room is still dark, the cold from the night before still lingers stubbornly around the corners. The smell of wood and damp earth seeps into your space as you lie still beneath the covers, listening to the sound of your breathing and distant chirping of birds.
The nerves you thought you left behind start to stir low in your stomach. You barely slept, drifting in and out of shallow rest. It's funny how the waiting -the planning and the packing was easier than actually waking up inside this new life. A whole week spent imagining, filling the gaps with maybes and what-ifs, had felt gentler than this moment.
But now, lying in your own bed, on the edge of your first real day here, the anxiety creeps back into you like it never really left.
You force yourself up, wrapping your arms around yourself as if to shield against the morning cold. The wooden floor bites at your bare feet as you cross the room.
You move through your room on autopilot. Pushing aside clutter and digging through your box filled with your things to wash up. You pull on a simple black crop top and black leggings—easy and practical, something you don't mind making a mess out of. You fix your hair the way you always do before big jobs, muscle memory taking over as you gather your tools, hand steady despite the tight, resistant pull in your chest.
Your first job is a simple mural for a little flower shop in town.
You'd already been introduced earlier in the week.
Names, faces, smiles. Florence, the owner, had shown you the wall, fingers dusted with soil, excitement bright in her eyes. They'd given you free rein over the design, only asking that you keep to a preferred color palette.
"Okay," you mutter to yourself, crouching by your supplies. "One, two, three-"
You line the cans up on the floor. Reds. Yellows. Whites. Count them twice. Then again.
"Four."
You tap each lid as you go, checking them off in your head like that'll keep your nerves in place. Everything's been ready since last night. Packed. Repacked. Adjusted.
You're stalling. You know you are.
Keys cold in your palm, you stand by the door longer than necessary. Your hand rests on the handle. You inhale once before stepping out.
A loud, wet huff greets you immediately.
You freeze.
Right behind you—way too close—is a dog. If you could actually call it that.
He doesn't look very friendly. Honestly, you can't even process whether or not he is friendly by the way he stands there.
He's massive—thick-chested, broad, and you're pretty sure you saw veins popping out of his shoulders, only reinforcing how strong this dog could be. His paws dig heavy into the dirt at the bottom of your porch. Drool clings to the sides of its mouth, slipping free as it stares at you.
And for a fleeting second, the image of yesterday resurfaced. Barn doors, and a blood covered man standing in the middle of the field.
Your heart jumps straight into your throat.
You lift your hand instinctively, bending just slightly at the knees before you can stop yourself.
"Oh-okay," you breathe. "This is... fine."
"Hi," you try, softer. "Hey, puppy."
The dog doesn't move, just tilts his head to the side.
You glance around, suddenly very aware of how quiet it is. No neighbors. No cars. Just you and the beast blocking your path.
The distant sound of a truck came before you could react, stopping abruptly in front of you.
"Oi," the voice is rough and hoarsed.
"Mate. What'd I tell you?" He reaches over and pushes the door open from the inside.
The dog perking up instantly before running toward him obediently, tail wagging like nothing just happened.
It's only then you realized who it is. Who's standing in front of your door.
The butcher straight out of a slasher movie.
"You botherin' this bunny?" he asks the dog while scratching the back of his ears, happily wiggling his short tail.
Bunny?
"No bunny, just me," you laugh awkwardly before you step down off the porch, forcing yourself to stand straight even though your grip tightens on your bags.
He huffs, something close to a chuckle. "Right."
"Sorry about him," he adds.
"He likes to wander."
"You sure about that?" you ask, looking at the dog.
"Because he looked like he wasn't planning on leaving."
His lips twitches, eyes glinting with amusement.
"Saw you movin' your things yesterday," he says. "The place's been empty for a long time."
"Yeah," you reply quickly. "Feels a little weird, but I'll make it a home."
"Takes time," he shrugs, watching you for a second longer than necessary.
"You heading into town?" he asks, pointing at your bags in hand.
You blink. "Yeah. I was just—"
"Hop in," he says, nodding toward the passenger seat.
"I'll take you."
You hesitate, words catching. "You don't have to—"
"Already going," he replies simply.
You pause for a moment, eyes lingering down the road, wondering whether or not you should climb into this stranger's truck. The bark of the dog breaks your thoughts, deciding to climb in anyway. The smell hits you all at once—raw meat, metallic and heavy, softened slightly by the clean interior and a faint pine-scented freshener.
Large freezers are secured in the back.
The dog squeezes itself between the two of you, panting proudly. Still massive. Just... not focused on you anymore.
cute, you think.
"Simon,"' he introduces himself.
“Y/n."
The car ride is silent, tires crunching over gravel as the hills roll out around you. Fields stretch wide and open, cows grazing lazily, sheep dotting the landscape like pale stones. Trees sway gently in the breeze.
You watch it all pass, mesmerized. Though your thoughts are running wild, thoughts going back to the sellers words.
Private bloke
Not private enough clearly.
Your gaze shifts from outside to his truck, trying to catch a glimpse at the man.
Simon drives easily, his hand on the wheel completely scarred, you wondered if he got it from his line of work or something else, the other holds a cigarette out the window. He looks different like this—clean, relaxed, almost ordinary. He looks handsome. In a rough, rugged way.
"Need somethin'?" he asks, eyes still on the road.
"Sorry," you say quickly, eyes snapping away "Just— thinking."
"Didnt scare you too much yesterday, did i?" he asks, looking at you briefly. "You seem slightly jumpy,"
Your neck snaps almost instantly toward his hard face.
"No of course not!" You reply hurriedly,
He hums in understanding.
The truck slows outside the shop, gravel crunching under the tires.
"This good?" he asks.
You nod, already reaching for the door. "Yeah. Thank you."
He watches you for a second longer than necessary, then gives a short nod.
"I'll be back," he states.
You hesitate, but smile anyway. Shutting the door with a loud thud.
You can feel his eyes on you until the bell above the shop door rings and the world shifts back into place.
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The day goes by quicker than you expect.
One moment you're unpacking your things, the next you're moving on instinct alone. You work mindlessly— sketching, painting, letting your hands take over where your thoughts would only get in the way. People drift past on the sidewalk, slowing as they pass, curious eyes gazing at your art. A few linger. Most keep walking. You trade small smiles, nods of acknowledgement.
"Lovely," some say as they walk past.
It brings you back to before, when this was only just a distant dream.
At some point, you stop paying attention to the time.
By the time the sun begins to sink, warm light stretching long across the street, you finally step back.
The mural sits before you—unfinished, but already alive.
You begin packing up your supplies. Brushes rinsed.
Papers stacked. Movements slow, trying everything to not break the spell of the day just yet.
"Alright, Miss Florence," you call out as you step inside, setting your things down on the shop's counter.
"I'll be back around the same time tomorrow."
"Of course, love," she says easily, looking up from where she's standing. "The mural's coming along quite nicely. I'm impressed."
You smile at that, a quiet swell of pride warming your chest.
As you turn to say your goodbyes, her hand comes to rest gently on your shoulder.
"Is everything alright, love?" she asks, concern written plainly across her face.
You pause, staring at her, head tilting slightly in confusion. "Of course," you say. "Why?"
She doesn't answer right away-just nods toward the door, past the front window.
You follow her gaze.
A small sound of surprise slips from you at the sight of the red pickup truck parked outside. The big dog hangs halfway out the open window, tongue lolling as he pants happily. And leaning back against the hood is the man himself—somehow larger than he'd been in your memory. Smoke curls lazily around him, a cigarette hanging from his lips.
"He's been waiting out there a while," she says, careful.
"Oh, we live on the same road. He's just doing me a favor." You smile reassuringly.
That doesn't ease her expression the way you expect it to.
"Why?" you ask, lowering your voice without thinking.
"What about him?"
"Oh—nothing," she says. "He's just a private man, is all.
We were a bit surprised seeing you come out of his truck... and now."
"That's all?" you press, eyes flickering towards the truck.
She pauses long enough that you lift your brows.
"Not much to him, really," she says finally.
"He's been up there longer than most people remember. Bought that land years back. Kept it when no one else wanted it."
"He's the butcher, though, right?" you ask, still trying to understand the wariness.
"He is. But it's odd," she admits. "He doesn't hire out.
Doesn't expand. Doesn't sell beyond what he needs to." She presses her lips together.
"Most folks around here like things that grow, y'know? But he stays exactly the same."
You wait for more. It doesn't come - and the lack of it frustrates you more than anything she's said.
Someone near the counter clears their throat. Another voice adds, quieter, "Never missed a delivery, though."
Florence nods in agreement. "Meat's always clean. Always fresh."
You let out a small, incredulous laugh. "So... he's just serious about his work?"
She clicks her tongue.
"He's particular," she says. "About his space. His time."
"And people?"
She doesn't answer right away.
"He doesn't come into town unless there's a reason," she says instead.
"And he doesn't wait around for nothing."
You glance back toward the window, toward where the truck had been.
"Oh," you say softly.
Florence squeezes your arm once before letting go.
"Just... take care, love."
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On the laptop by the counter, your mom watches you with that same careful look she's had since you told her where you were moving.
"So," she says, folding her hands together. "How was your first real day?"
You laugh a little. "Good. Actually... really good."
"The shop was busy enough to keep me distracted. People came in and out all day. A lot of staring at first, but not in a bad way." You popped a grape into your mouth.
"More curious than anything."
She hums, unconvinced but listening.
"They let me set up like we talked about," you continue. "People stopped to talk. Asked where I moved from. What I do. It felt nice." You glance toward the window. "Normal."
"Were you nervous?" she asks, giving you that look you know so well.
"I was," you admit. "But once I started working, it faded. I kind of forgot about everything else."
Her eyes soften at that, just a little.
"You didn't sleep much last night, though," she says. Not a question.
You pause, then shrug.
"Not really. New place. New sounds."
You smile like it's nothing. "I'm sure l'll get used to it."
She presses her lips together. "That's what worries me. You out there by yourself, in the woods."
"Mom—"
"I know," she sighs. "You're an adult. I just don't love the idea."
"I get that," you say gently. "But it's fine. Really. It's hidden, yeah—but not in a scary way."
There's a beat of silence before you add, almost offhand, "Although... people in town do talk."
Her gaze sharpens immediately.
"About?"
"About my neighbor," you say, a small laugh slipping out. "Apparently he's been up there forever. Everyone has an opinion, but no one says much."
"That doesn't make you uneasy?"
You pause, just for a second. "Not really. I mean, I met him yesterday. He was... normal. A little intense, maybe.
She doesn't look convinced.
"He even gave me a ride into town this morning," you add quickly, like it's no big deal. " ...and back
"A ride?" she repeats.
You stop to look up at the screen, finally aware of how that must sound.
"Mom, it was fine," you say. "We live on the same road. It was convenient, truly”
She exhales slowly. "I just don't like you being so isolated. Especially with people you don't know."
"I know," you say softly. "But today was good. I promise."
She studies your face through the screen, searching for something you're not even sure you could name.
"Just be careful," she says. "That's all I'm asking."
You nod.
"I will."
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You're not sure when it became a routine.
At first, it was just convenience. You'd step outside and Simon would already be there, his red truck waiting at the end of the driveway.
Then it happened again.
And again.
Waking up. Getting ready. Eating breakfast standing by the counter because you never quite sit down anymore. Stepping outside into the cool air and the familiar sight of Simon and his dog waiting patiently for you.
Somewhere along the way, you started bringing him breakfast.
You didn't plan it. It just... happened. A plastic cup balanced carefully in your hand, still too hot to hold properly. And a sandwich wrapped in foil. You remember the first time you handed it to him-how he paused, just for a second, fingers hovering before taking it. His eyes flicked down to the cup, then back up to you.
"Didn't have to," he muttered, voice rough with sleep.
You shrugged it off, like it was nothing.
You did it again the next morning.
And the one after that.
Soon, it felt strange not to. Like something was missing when you stepped outside empty-handed.
Simon never commented on it again. He just took what you gave him every morning. Always made sure the dog stayed put while you climbed in. Always waited until you were settled before pulling away from the driveway.
"Hi baby," you'd coo, rubbing the happy dog's ear as you settle into the familiar leather of his car. Shadow-you'd come to learn the scary dog's name.
You don't remember when that became part of your normal either.
By the sixth day you stopped questioning it.
Simon always said he had business in town. Always said it like it was obvious. Like it explained everything.
And maybe it did—except some mornings, when you glanced toward the back of the truck, the bed was completely empty.
No freezers. No crates. Nothing.
You noticed it once.
Twice.
Then you stopped looking.
It was true what everyone said about him—he was private. Didn't speak unless necessary. Most of your rides passed in silence, broken only by the sound of tires on rocks and dirt and your small comments about whatever you saw outside.
He was intense in ways that was hard to ignore.
On the way he watched the road, eyes steady, barely blinking. The way his jaw tightened when he smoked, like he was holding something back even when he was alone with you.
But there was softness there too-and that was the part that caught you off guard.
It slipped in when he spoke to Shadow, voice dropping low, careful, like the dog was something fragile instead of built like a tank. The way his scarred hand reached down without him even looking, fingers rubbing the dog's belly in slow, absent strokes, like muscle memory.
Even the way he asked about the radio. Not choosing for you. Just a quiet, "What d'you want to listen to?"
You didn't know when you'd started noticing these things. Only that once you did, you couldn't stop. The intensity didn't scare you—it made the softness feel deliberate.
It was.... pleasant.
Comforting even.
Two weeks had passed before someone finally said something.
"Sure looks like Simons has a sweet spot for the new girl in town," a voice from behind the counter says, making you instantly perk up.
"Hm?" You look up, paintbrush still in hand.
They nod toward the window.
Outside, the red truck waits.
"Hes my neighbor," you shrug.
the comment lingers, even after the conversation ends.
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"You should speak more to everyone," you murmur later that night, leaning your head against the window, tired and worn out from the day.
"You eaten yet?" He asks without glancing over, completely ignoring your comment.
"You really do need to learn how to have a conversation Simon," you roll your eyes, shifting your position to where your knees are facing his side, careful not to bother the sleeping pup in the middle.
"Don't know what you mean," he hums.
You smile to yourself, eyes on the road ahead. After a bit, you add, the interaction from later that day crossing your mind, "Someone mentioned you've been acting... different lately."
He glances over for half a second. "Different?"
"Mmhm." You nod.
He doesn't say anything after that, just nods once and keeps driving.
"Have you eaten?"
You click your tongue.
"No."
The car slowly comes to a stop in front of you home, and so does the engine.
This wasn't part of the routine.
You look at him confused, head tilted to the side.
"Worked on a fresh cut today." He says, reaching forward to take the keys out. "Wanted you to have it,"
You blink, caught off guard. Before you can decide what to say, the truck door opens and he's already stepping out, calling Shadow after him with a short sound.
You watch him circle the hood, a flicker of something tightening in your chest when he reaches for your door.
It opens before you can protest. You hesitate before swinging your legs out anyway, letting him guide you without quite remembering when you agreed to it.
He doesn't crowd you. Just walks ahead, like he expects you to follow.
And you do.
When you stop at the door, keys cool in your palm, he stays a step behind you. Close enough that you're aware of his presence, the quiet weight of it pressing between your shoulder blades as you unlock the door.
You glance back once. He meets your eyes, unreadable.
Inside, you barely get the chance to say anything before he turns to the dog.
"Stay," he says—low and firm by the door.
"Simon—he doesn't have to" you say, too soft to be much of a protest.
Shadow listens anyway.
Your house oozes warmth. Simon thinks.
Not just heat—the kind of warmth that settles in your chest comfortably. It's nothing like his place. His is all cold surfaces and silence, everything where it's supposed to be, like no one's meant to linger too long.
Yours doesn't try to hide you.
There's stuff everywhere. Half-finished things. A stack of sketchbooks by the couch, paint-stained rags shoved into a corner, a couple of framed pieces leaning against the wall because you haven't decided where they go yet. It looks like someone keeps starting things and coming back to them.
It smells like you.
Not perfume. Not candles. Just you - soap, clean fabric, something faintly warm. Simon notices it as soon as he steps inside. It's different from his place.
His house never really smells like anything at all. It's just... neutral.
The kitchen's small. He isn't.
He fills the space without trying, shoulders close to the cabinets as he reaches for your drawers to find what you need. Most of them are empty. Just spices. The basics. He sets the steak down, still wrapped in paper.
You begin fixing things that don't need fixing to distract yourself. Sliding a notebook out of the way. Moving a mug. Your chest stays tight. It's the first time he's been inside your house, and the thought sits heavier than it should.
This is definitely not how you pictured your night ending.
The butcher up the road, in your kitchen. Talking about a fresh cut like it's nothing. Like this isn't strange. Like he hasn't just stepped into your space and started moving through it with quiet ease. The shift from how the night should've gone to how it's unfolding now hits you all at once, sharp enough to leave you reeling.
You reach for the remote, turning the TV on just to break it. The sound. The stillness. Anything. You crack a window open too, breeze slipping in as you step back, giving yourself something else to focus on.
"Do you need help?" you ask finally, mostly to fill the space.
"Mmm," he hums, "Where do you keep your pans?"
"Oh." You move on instinct, opening drawers, pulling things out. A pan. A cutting board. Knives. Setting them down beside him without thinking twice.
He works quietly. Salt first. Pepper. The sound of it hitting the meat sharp in the small kitchen. He heats the pan, waits for it, tests it with a flick of water that hisses and disappears.
You lean back against the counter, watching.
The steak hits the pan and the sound fills the room - loud, immediate. He doesn't rush it. Just let's it sit, pressing it down once with the tongs, then leaves it alone. The smell starts slow, then builds. Rich. Savory.
It crawls through the air until your stomach reacts before you can stop it.
You laugh under your breath, hand pressing briefly to your middle.
"That smells amazing," you beam.
He flips the steak once. Cuts into it to check. Juice beads along the surface, catching on his fingers as he pulls a small piece free.
He lifts his hand without comment, holding it out toward you.
You swear you short-circuit for a second before leaning in, taking the bite he's offering, your lips lightly grazing his finger.
He stares at you—openly this time. Long enough that it makes you shift, a shiver running through you before you look away with a quiet, breathy laugh.
"Wow," you murmur, eyes fluttering shut as you chew, letting the taste settle properly this time.
You swallow, then glance back at him, still leaning against the counter. "That's... fucking incredible, Simon."
It slips out softer than you mean it.
For a second, you forget about everything else-the tightness from earlier, the fact that he's here, in your kitchen. There's only the warmth on your tongue and the way the moment hangs between you.
"How long have you been in this business?" you ask after a pause, watching his face like you're checking for a reaction. Questions aren't usually part of your routine. Neither is this.
"Long time," he answers simply as he fixes the plates.
"Old man ran the business. Guess I kind of inherited it."
You hum, thinking it over. "Must keep you busy.
Between the shop and... everything else."
"Enough," he says, shrugging one shoulder. "Mostly keeps me close to home."
That's when he adds, almost as an afterthought,
"Don't like going into town much."
You snort softly. "Could've fooled me."
You meant it as a joke-only half truth.
He exhales through his nose, something like a huff, and shakes his head once before turning back to the plate.
The conversation ends there, easy and unspoken.
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The better part of your day had been spent exploring and wandering the area. Something you haven't gotten to properly do since you got here.
Bare feet planted right on the grass as you wandered into the field behind your backyard, the earth cool and uneven beneath you. You kept breathing in deep without really thinking about it—grass, dirt, something clean in the air. Birds flew low overhead, noisy and playful.
The trees out here were huge. Like, old old. Thick trunks, branches stretching everywhere. You caught yourself staring up at them, wondering how long they'd been standing there, what they'd seen before any of this existed.
You kept walking, pencil moving absentmindedly as you added loose doodles to the sketchbook tucked tightly under your arm. Shapes. Lines. Little half-ideas you'd probably forget later.
You explored every area you could think of, picking rocks and flowers as you went.
Every area except one.
You didn't mean to head that way at first. It just... happened. Your steps slowed as the land subtly shifted, the trees thinning just enough for a familiar structure to come into view.
The closer you got, the clearer it became.
Simon's barn sat just beyond the tree line-close enough that if you turned around, you could still see your cottage. The roof peeked through the branches, almost reassuring. Close enough that you told yourself it didn't really count as trespassing.
The barn itself was a faded, rusty red, the paint chipped and sun-worn, like it hadn't been touched in years. It clearly needed a new coat. You filed that thought away automatically, like you did with everything else.
You slowed your steps, circling wider instead of heading straight toward it.
For some reason, your mind kept dragging you back to the first day you'd seen him there. Bloody. Intimidating.
Almost unreal. The unease returned now, settling low in your stomach as uou get closer.
You'd been sneaking glances at the place ever since, careful not to get too close. Careful to remember that conversation.
"So will I ever get to see your workplace?" you'd asked once, half-teasing.
All he'd given you was that small, almost-missed smile.
"S'not meant for a bunny like you to see."
Today, though?
Today, you wanted that angle.
Simon be damned.
You huffed softly to yourself, shaking your head as you settled into the grass and opened your sketchbook. He really did have a way with words.
You started with the barn first-loose lines, quick strokes-then added his cottage beside it. It stood only a few feet away, smaller than yours, but somehow cozier. It looked like him. Minimal. No decorations. No unnecessary clutter. Just a single chair on the lawn, a small table beside it, an ashtray resting on top.
You shaded, erased and worked until the world narrowed down to paper and graphite.
You looked like a lost bunny.
The thought crossed Simon's mind as he watched you move along the upper slope behind the barn. Delicate sundress, sketchbook tucked under your arm, hair pulled back out of your face. Careful steps, like you weren't sure you were meant to be there.
He paused what he was doing and just stared.
You'd been out since early. He remembered you mentioning you had a few days free from work, maybe more, before someone else found something for you to fix or soften or make pretty. You didn't seem like the type who sat still for long. Always moving. Always making.
Simon hadn't meant to care. He usually didn't.
Years of work had trained that out of him. Grind. Routine. Blood when there had to be blood. He liked his life simple, contained, predictable. The land. The barn. The quiet. When he heard the house down the hill was being rented, it pissed him off. Change always did. New noise. New eyes.
Then you showed up.
He didn't know when exactly he started noticing the warmth—your laughter carrying up the hill, music bleeding out of your windows, sound settling into places that had been empty for too long. It didn't belong here. Neither did you.
And yet.
You stopped near the side of the barn, turning slowly, taking it in. He watched you look around like you were measuring the space, committing it to memory. You could still see your cottage from there - close enough that you were probably telling yourself it didn't count as trespassing.
He wiped his hands, stripped the gloves off, and stepped outside.
By the time he rounded the corner, you were already sitting, sketchbook open on your lap. Pencil moving.
Focused enough that you didn't notice him right away.
You were so in deep you didn't even notice the shadow towering over you at first.
He stopped a few feet in front of you-close enough to notice the tension in your shoulders, the way your fingers smudged charcoal without you realizing it.
"Can I help you."
You startled—not badly, but enough that he knew you'd forgotten the rest of the world existed.
You looked up at him, your eyes flicking briefly over the apron, the stains, the evidence of the day's work.
Your pulse jumped—he could see it—but you held his gaze anyway.
"Just….. scoping the area," you say easily, like you hadn't been caught at all, even though your heart was pounding. "Gaining inspiration."
He exhaled through his nose.
"Told you," he said. "This place ain't meant for a bunny like you."
He meant it.
Your cheeks warmed. You didn't deny it.
"I didn't walk in, though, did I."
Silence settled between you —thick, but not uncomfortable. Your pencil resumed its quiet movement against the page. He stayed where he was. Didn't tell you to pack up. Didn't step back either. You took it as a good sign.
He watched you for another moment, then shifted-just slightly. Half a turn. Enough to give you a better angle.
He didn't comment on it, but you noticed anyway.
He stayed like that—half-turned, broad shoulders cutting against the quiet of the field.
The contrast caught you off guard.
He didn't belong in a place this calm, you thought. Not with the way he was built-all sharp lines and restrained violence, hands stained from work that wasn't meant to be pretty. And yet the grass bent easily around his boots. Wildflowers pushed up near the barn wall, soft and careless, brushing against wood that had seen such degeneracy.
Sunlight filtered unevenly through the trees, catching the edge of his jaw, the scar across his face, the quiet tension in the way he held himself like he was always braced for impact.
Your pencil hovered uselessly above the page.
This—this—was the angle you hadn't known you were looking for. The way he looked out of place and perfectly rooted all at once. Feral, yes—but framed by something gentle. Something alive.
The thought settled before you could talk yourself out of it.
"Let me draw you," you said suddenly, not even pausing to think.
"Now?"
"Like this?" he asked, glancing down at his clothes.
Your cheeks warmed, suddenly aware of how dirty he must feel.
"Right-sorry, that was a weird ask," you laughed it off.
"I'll just draw your house." You shrugged, getting up from the grown and walking past him.
"Fine,” he said. "I'll do it."
You stopped short and turned back to him.
"You sure? I don't want you to be uncomfortable. I'm not the fastest-,"
He started walking before you could say anything else, already heading toward the cottage like the decision had been made the moment you asked.
You look around for half a second furrowing your brows before following.
The ground changed under your feet as you left the grass, dirt packed firmer near the house. Up close, his place felt even smaller than it had from afar. The door stood open just enough for the smell of him to drift out—wood, smoke, something iron-sharp beneath it.
He stopped at the steps and sat, elbows resting loosely on his knees, forearms bare. The position looked natural on him.
You looked at him properly then.
The daylight caught his face in a way that made you pause.
You noticed things you hadn't before.
The tattoo peeking from his neck and rolled sleeves. The way his jaw tightened, almost imperceptibly, every few moments.
He looked. feral. You weren't sure that was the right word. Beastly, maybe. Grounded. Dangerous in a way that made your thoughts take a turn you didn't want to examine too closely.
You tightened your grip on the pencil, your eyes drifting despite yourself.
Brutal. Masculine.
Your heartbeat picked up as unholy thoughts flashed through your mind.
"You alright, bunny?" he asked.
You froze-caught, like a deer in headlights. Heat rushed to your face.
"Yeah," you laughed softly, shaking your head as you forced your gaze back to his face.
"Here" you say, already leaning closer before he could answer. You reached into your bag for one of the flowers you picked earlier. Small and delicate.
As you lifted your hand toward him, he tensed and leaned back slightly.
You were about to apologize when he spoke.
"Careful. Don't want you getting all dirty."
You blinked-then laughed again.
"Can I?" you asked again.
This time, he stayed still.
You tucked the small white flower behind his ear, fingers brushing skin warmed by the sun. He watched you closely, eyes tracking every movement.
The contrast—him and the delicate bloom resting there—felt almost cinematic.
"You have soft hands, bunny." he says, dead serious.
"Thanks." You breathed out, not realizing you were holding it in.
"Why do you call me that?" You ask after a few minutes.
He shrugged, like it had never needed explaining.
"Because you look like one."
You huffed a quiet laugh, shaking your head—but you stayed. Kept drawing. Like the answer was enough.
You went back to his face. Really focused. Honey-brown eyes. Thick brows. Plump, chapped lips. The scar cutting across him, running from one eye, down his nose, into his cheek like a map of where he'd been.
You shifted slightly, adjusting your grip on the pencil as you leaned closer, angling the page to catch the light.
Your knee brushed the step without you noticing.
"You got a boyfriend?"
Your hand stilled mid-line.
"Why the sudden question?"
"Well," he said evenly, "you asked one. Now it's my turn."
You laughed at that.
"No," you said. "I don't."
He hummed in acknowledgement.
Silence settled again, filled only by the pleasant sound of trees moving with the wind. You wanted to keep talking. Wanted to know him. But you weren't sure where the line was.
"You," you started. "How long have you been up here?"
"Mmm. Couple years."
You click your tongue.
"Couple years? I didn't know vague answers were allowed."
He shrugged.
"You can allow whatever you want."
You smile at that, soft and a little crooked, and let your pencil move again.
For a while, neither of you speaks.
The sounds around you settle into something easy— the wind threading through the trees, the faint creak of the barn in the distance, the quiet scratch of charcoal against paper. Simon stays still on the steps, only shifting when his knee starts to ache, careful not to disturb your line of sight.
He glances down at the page after a minute, curiosity getting the better of him.
"So," he says, casual, like it just occurred to him. "You always draw scenery?"
You hum thoughtfully, eyes never leaving the sketch.
"Sometimes. Helps me understand how things fit together."
"People included?"
"Especially people," you admit.
He watches the way your mouth curves around the words, the focus in your eyes. There's something intimate about being studied like this—not in the way people usually look at him, measuring or wary.
"You any good?" he asks.
You laugh quietly. "Guess that depends who you ask."
"Hm." A beat. "You don't look like you're guessing."
You glance up at him then, catching the corner of his mouth lifting just slightly. Not quite a smile. Something warmer than indifference.
You go back to drawing.
Time slips by without either of you noticing.
The light shifts gradually, the sun lowering behind the trees, turning the field gold and then amber. Shadows stretch across the ground, softening the sharp edges of everything around you. The flower behind his ear wilts a little, petals curling inward, but you leave it there.
Simon moves once when his leg goes numb, rolling his shoulders, flexing his hands. Letting out a low groan of discomfort. You adjust without thinking, tracking the movement, adapting your lines.
"You don't have to stay still," you say after a moment of watching him.
"I know," he replies. Then, quieter, "I don't mind."
You chuckle to yourself, heat creeping up your neck as you look back down at the page.
"You're a good model," you say, a little too quickly.
The breeze cools as evening creeps in, brushing over your bare arms and drawing a light shiver from you.
You shift your weight, knees stiff, and finally lean back, lowering the sketchbook into your lap.
"I think that's enough," you say softly.
Simon straightens a little. "Yeah?"
"Yeah."
You hesitate before standing, brushing grass from your dress. There's a strange reluctance in the air now, like neither of you wants to be the one to end it.
You step closer, tearing the page free and holding it up beside his face. The distance shrinks without you meaning it to.
You tilt your head, eyes flicking between him and the sketch, comparing angles and the way the light catches him in real time versus graphite.
"Here."
He grabs it without question. For a long moment, he doesn't say anything.
That usual uneasy feeling in your stomach creeps up slowly, the one that shows up every time you finish a piece. Like you did something a little too personal and now it's just... out there.
Then, quietly, "You see a lot."
"O-oh," you say, eyes wide in surprise. "Only what's there." You lift a hand, brushing the comment off like it's nothing.
He nods once.
"Thank you," he says.
The words hang steady.
"Of course!" You smile softly.
The sun has dipped low now, the sky washed in muted pinks and purples. You step back, slinging your bag over your shoulder.
"I should probably head back," you say. "Before it gets dark."
"Yeah." He stands as well. Drawing still in hand.
"You can keep that, if you want," You call out.
"I owe you a better one, though." you laugh lightly-but the sound fades as soon as it leaves you, suddenly aware of how that might've come out.
Before you can overthink it, you give a quick wave and head down the slope, not waiting for his reaction.
His eyes linger a bit longer till you fully disappear from his view, gaze dropping to the piece of paper then back at you, breathing out slow.
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It's been a month now since you've settled into your new life. A month of building and creating and slowly disappearing into your little cottage, filling it with your things until it felt like a place you'd lived in for years instead of weeks.
A month, too, of growing closer to the local butcher.
The one who had a reputation for keeping to himself. For not interacting with anyone. Somehow, that rule never applied to you.
You were almost inseparable now. Him showing up unannounced to fix small things—a loose lightbulb, a squeaky door-like he'd been waiting for an excuse.
Any time you needed something from town or had a job lined up, he'd already be outside your door, keys in hand.
Sometimes he'd bring uncooked steak even when you'd try to refuse. Fresh cuts wrapped in paper, held out with a casual shrug. He'd say it didn't fit in his fridge. Leftover. No big deal.
A stupid white lie. One that worked every single time.
He'd gotten softer, too. Softer than you suspected anyone else had ever seen him. Letting you borrow his thick coats—or leaving them behind and claiming he'd forgotten them. When you tried to give them back, he'd just shake his head, lips pressed into that tight little smile, like the conversation was already over.
"It's cold, bunny. Shouldn't be wearing that outside," he says immediately, voice stern and low, eyes cutting straight through you.
You swallow, feigning innocence as you shrug one shoulder.
"I thought it was just gonna be a light storm,"
you reply plainly—ignoring the warning as you lean back on your hands, legs crossed, chest subtly pushed forward while you look up at him.
He scoffs and drops down beside you with an exaggerated huff, his damp shoulder bumping into yours. He's close—close enough that you can feel his heat, the steady pull of his breath. It makes your head spin.
His forearms rest on his knees as he settles in, but his eyes never leave you. Those same hungry eyes that have been plaguing your thoughts every night.
"It's gonna get really cold," he repeats, quieter now, looking straight at you.
You swallow thickly before standing, deliberately slow, giving him a full view.
"I can handle a little cold," you tease.
You barely make it inside before you're running, laughter spilling out as you hear his heavy footsteps thudding after you.
Now you're stuck inside, alone, heavy rain hammering against the roof and rattling the windows. Moisture beads along the glass near the heater, the room dim and warm. You sit on the bed with a towel wrapped around your body and hair, picking at a bowl of cut fruit balanced on your thigh.
It's one of those nights.
The kind where loneliness creeps in quietly, twisting into something darker. Where your mind betrays you with memories of every interaction you've had with him.
You'd wanted to relax. Wash the day off, eat fruit and watch tv.
But moments like this don't let you.
They turn that restlessness into something else entirely.
It makes your cunt ache.
Your thoughts drift back to the time when he showed up unannounced, claiming your grass was too high. Brought his own tools, mowed the lawn like it was nothing. Sweat clung to his skin as the sun hit him, shirt damp and sticking in all the wrong places.
You'd worn an incredibly short sundress. The kind that shows off every inch of your curves.
You remember the way he wiped sweat from his forehead with the thin fabric, lifting it just enough to give you a glimpse of his hard bulging stomach. The sight had made something low in your belly twitch.
The way his hand rested at the small of your back when you brought him cold lemonade. How close he stood. The smell of him-clean and earthy. The way his Adam's apple bobbed with every swallow.
Fuck.
Your left hand drifts down without thinking—first over your chest, then higher, barely grazing your nipple. A quiet sound slips from your lips.
Your body feels overly sensitive. Needy.
You picture his hands on you—large, rough—teasing your skin, gripping your waist, your ass. Your free hand slides between your thighs and you gasp when your fingers brush against your slick heat.
You barely touch yourself at first. Just graze your clit. Then down your folds. A soft hiss escapes you.
You're already a mess. You have been since you stepped out of the shower.
His image won't leave your mind. Everything he'd do to you. Everything you'd let him do. You saw him differently today, and it did something to you. It was something you feared from the moment you started becoming close. But you pushed that thought down.
Your fingers begin to move in slow circles, the other hand latching onto your hardening nipple as your thoughts spiral. His hands. His weight. Him bending you over, tugging your hair.
Your thighs squeeze together.
You wonder what he'd smell like fresh from a shower. What he'd look like with water clinging to his skin, a towel slung low on his hips. The thought makes your toes curl.
Your breathing picks up as pleasure builds, slick heat spreading with every movement of your fingers.
A moan slips free.
"Simon," you breathe, barely above a whisper, like saying it out loud makes it too real.
Your hand moves from your nipple to your breast, groping desperately, trying to recreate the way his scarred hand would feel. Would he pinch you? Roll it between his fingers? Replace his hand with his mouth?
Your breaths turn uneven. Your hand between your thighs moves faster.
The image of today is burned into your mind-him rough and bloodied from work, yet speaking to you so softly. It's overwhelming. He consumes your thoughts until you nearly forget why you're even here.
"F-fuck," you moan, eyes falling open as you look down at yourself—naked, wet, undone. Your hips lift, chasing the sensation.
"Si-"
Boom.
The crack of thunder is immediate, violent, followed by sudden darkness that steals the air from your lungs.
You jolt upright with a gasp, heart slamming against your ribs as if it's trying to escape. For a second you just sit there, frozen, the rain pounding against the roof like it's trying to cave it in.
"Oh-fuck," you whisper, the word shaky.
Your body catches up a second later. Awareness hits all at once and sends a fresh wave of panic through you. You scramble, grabbing the towel from the foot of the bed and wrapping it around yourself clumsily, hands trembling as you try to ground yourself. The room feels too quiet without the hum of electricity, the shadows stretching and shifting with every flash of lightning outside.
"Y/N!"
The sound of his voice cuts through the rain.
You fumble for your phone, fingers slick as you swipe the flashlight on, the harsh beam making you squint.
You don't stop to think—just move. Sweats and a tshirt. You tug them on hastily, heart still racing as you rush down the hallway, the floor cold under your bare feet.
The power's out.
When you pull the door open, rain mist clings to the air immediately. Simon stands on your porch, shoulders damp, flashlight in hand, Shadow pressed close to his leg. His face shifts the moment he sees you-concern sharpening, eyes flicking over you like he's checking for injuries.
"Hey," he says, firm but low. "You okay?"
“I—yeah” you nod too quickly, suddenly very aware of how warm your face feels, how close he is. "The power just…went out."
"Yeah." His gaze lifts briefly to the dark windows behind you before settling back on you. "You're coming with me."
"What?" You blink. "Simon, it's really not-"
"Not up for discussion," he cuts in, already stepping past you like he owns the place. He moves with practiced ease, flashlight sweeping through the room as he heads for your bedroom. "Storm's getting worse.
This place isn't insulated well enough for it."
You trail after him, flustered, hugging yourself as you watch him grab a few essentials—your charger, a hoodie, shoes—moving through your space with unsettling familiarity.
"I'll be fine," you insist, even though your voice lacks conviction. "It's just for the night, plus my things are here. I need to make sure everything's in order."
"Y/n," he replies, glancing back at you. His tone softens, just slightly. "Humor me."
You don't argue after that.
The rain blurs everything on the drive over. The road glistens under the headlights, water streaking across the windshield in uneven patterns as the wipers struggle to keep up. The cab of the truck is warm, quiet except for the storm and the low hum of the engine.
Every now and then, lightning flashes bright enough to turn the inside of the truck white, and you catch him glancing over at you like he's checking you're still there.
When you finally pull up to his place, your nerves spike all over again.
You swallow as you step out, rain speckling your skin, heart pounding harder with each step toward his door. This would be your first time inside. After everything. After all this time.
He unlocks it and nudges the door open, motioning you in first.
The warmth hits you immediately.
The house smells like him—burnt wood, something clean and sharp, iron underneath it all. It's quiet, small, almost stark. The living space is simple: couch, TV, dining table pushed close to the kitchen. No decorations. No clutter.
And then you see it. Your drawing. The same one you drew of him months ago.
It sits on the side table framed neatly. It surprised you. Your steps slow without you meaning to, something tightening in your chest as you stare at it. It's not really a big deal but, seeing your drawing there—framed, dusted, given a place—feels strangely intimate. Like walking into someone's thoughts and realizing you've been there longer than you thought.
"Oh my god," you laugh softly, reaching for it. "I can't believe you kept this."
"Hm?" He glances over, distracted at first. Then he sees what you're holding. "Oh. Yeah." He shrugs, like it's obvious. "You make beautiful art."
The words hit harder than they should.
Your face warms instantly as you duck your head, pretending to inspect the frame. "This was so long ago. I thought you'd thrown it away."
"I would never," he says, without hesitation.
Something short-circuits in your brain at that. You clear your throat, setting the drawing back where it belongs before you can overthink it.
"That's... sweet," you say, lighter than you feel.
You move toward the couch, perching on the edge at first before letting yourself sink back. It's smaller than yours, but comfortable.
Simon disappears into the kitchen for a moment, and you hear the faint clink of a kettle being set down. You sit on the couch, hugging the mug when he hands it to you, grateful for something warm to hold onto.
"Wait," you frown slightly, glancing toward the dark kitchen. "How'd you even make tea if the power's out?"
He pauses for a second before answering. "Backup electric stove,"
"Keep it around for storms." He adds
You blink. "Of course you do."
He almost smiles.
The silence that follows is comfortable, not awkward. Just the storm outside and the low crackle of the fire starting to catch as he moves to the hearth. You watch him from the couch as he kneels, stacking logs with practiced ease, striking the match. The flames take quickly, casting a soft orange glow across the room.
"There," he says, standing again. "That'll help."
He grabs his coat from the back of a chair as he passes, hesitating only a second before draping it over your shoulders. The weight of it makes you exhale.
"You don't have to—"
"I know," he says quietly. "Drink your tea."
You do, pulling the coat tighter around yourself. It smells like him. When he sits down beside you, it's close but not pressing. His knee brushes yours. Just once. Neither of you move away.
"You okay?" he asks.
"Yeah," you nod. "Just... settling."
"Mm." He leans back slightly, stretching his arm along the back of the couch. Not touching you. Not yet. But there, like an open invitation you don't acknowledge out loud.
You shift a little closer anyway, more instinct than decision. The fire pops softly. The storm fades into background noise. For a moment, it almost feels like you've done this before—like this is normal.
"You're quiet," he says after a while.
"Oh my god," you scoff softly. "Are you calling me annoying?"
He looks at you, eyebrows furrowed, and then his shoulders shake with that quiet laugh you've come to love.
"No," he says. "Just noticing."
You smile into your mug, cheeks warm.
"Y'know, i never really liked tea till i met you," you mention out of nowhere.
And he looks at you with an almost blank expression, it would've made you nervous if it was for the twitch to the side of his lips.
"Tea's good for you,"
The fire crackles. The coat stays around your shoulders. This is definitely not how you imagined your night going, but you couldn't really complain.
The quiet stretches again, but it's different now. He's closer than before-not just beside you, but aware of you in a way that makes your skin prickle. When you shift, he shifts too. When you breathe, he seems to notice.
"You're shaking," he says softly.
"I'm not," you lie automatically.
He doesn't call you on it. He just reaches out, tentative at first, resting a hand on your arm. It's warm, and it has you spiraling. Just a minute ago you were talking normally to each other, but the air shifted.
"Come here," he murmurs.
It's not an order. Not this time. Just an invitation.
You hesitate for half a second before leaning into him, your temple brushing his shoulder. His arms come around you slowly, careful, like he's giving you time to change your mind. When you don't, he tightens his hold just a little.
This is new for the both of you.
Your heart starts to race, loud in your ears, the warmth of him seeping into places you weren't prepared for.
His hand moves absently, rubbing small circles into your back. Your fingers curl into his shirt without thinking. This isn't just friendly anymore.
You pull back slightly, laughing under your breath as if that might diffuse the moment. "Okay," you say, voice a little breathless. "I— I need a second."
He releases you immediately, hands dropping, but his eyes stay on you.
"Yeah?"
"Yeah," you nod quickly, already stepping away.
You turn toward the kitchen, more to put space between you than because you actually need anything.
The counter is cool under your palms when you brace yourself against it, breathing in slowly, trying to stop your heart from beating out of your chest.
You're raking your brain trying to put yourself back together, breathing in the cool air when you hear his footsteps behind you.
"You don't have to run," he says gently.
You glance over your shoulder—and that's when you realize how close he is again. Not pressing. Not touching. Just close enough that the room suddenly feels much smaller than it did a moment ago.
You straighten without thinking, taking a step back.
The space behind you disappears faster than you expect, the counter cold against your lower back. You didn't mean to corner yourself, but Simon always had a way of filing a room without ever touching you.
He's only a hair away from you. You could feel his warm breath with a hint of black tea.
Your hand comes up on instinct—flat against his chest.
He stops immediately.
"Simon," you say, quieter than you meant to.
His eyes drop to your hand, then back to your face. He waits.
"If we do this," you say, swallowing, "I don't want to pretend it's nothing."
A beat passes.
Then he nods once. Slow and certain. It's crazy how quickly your nerves and fears ease.
"It's not," he says.
His hands settle on your waist, firm, pulling you flush against him. The contact knocks the air from your lungs, your body reacting before your mind can catch up.
His mouth finds yours slowly this time-testing, deliberate. Like he's giving you a chance to pull away.
You don't.
The kiss deepens, unhurried but heavy, his lips moving against yours with a pressure that makes your knees soften. He kisses you again. And again. Each one lingering longer than the last.
His hands stay at your waist, thumbs digging in just enough to remind you he's there, holding you in place.
You breathe him in-cigarettes, beer, heat-and it makes your head spin. Your fingers curl around his neck, tugging him closer when he pulls back, chasing his mouth without thinking.
"Taste so fucking good," He exhales against your lips, a low sound, before kissing you again—rougher now.
Hungrier.
As the kiss deepens and your thoughts start to slip, you barely register his hand moving-gliding over your chest, your stomach—until it slides into your shorts with ease. You're already wet.
"Fuck, bunny—you're fucking soaked," he grunts, hands gripping you, making you gasp in surprise. He doesn't pull away, just uses the moment to kiss you again, shoving his warm tongue into your mouth.
He sucks and licks, messy and unrestrained, saliva slipping down your chin as he keeps you close, like he can't get enough.
You feel your knees buckle as he begins rubbing your clothes core with the palm of his hands, his lips trailing down your neck.
"Ah-" you squeal in surprise, the sound tearing out of you before you can stop it.
"Hump on me, bunny," he murmurs, low and steady, stilling his hand just enough to make the words land harder.
"W-what?" You blink, pulled back into yourself by his voice, trying to make sense of it as you look up at him.
His expression doesn't change.
"Want you to grind this wet cunt on me bunny," he pressed his hand harder into you.
"Oh my….. god," you breathe, the words barely there as you roll your hips down, tentative at first, trying to find your rhythm. You gasp when the pressure shifts, when his hand flexes and your body lights up in response.
Your thighs start to tremble, weak and unsteady, and you instinctively wrap your arms around his neck, anchoring yourself as your movement grows more desperate.
"Thaaat's it," he encourages, his voice rough, threaded with something that sends a fresh wave of heat down your spine. "Just like that. Feel good for me."
Your hips move on their own now, chasing the sensation without thought. One hand grips the back of his neck, fingers digging in as you struggle to stay upright. You're acutely aware of yourself-too warm, too sensitive, skin slick with sweat, the contrast of cool air and burning need making everything sharper, more overwhelming. The pleasure is dizzying, addictive, pulling you further out of yourself with every movement.
You can't imagine what you must look like right now.
You're sure you wouldn't recognize yourself—messy, unfocused, clinging to him as your body reacts faster than your mind can follow. Every shift makes your breath hitch, every second stretching thinner than the last.
The pressure suddenly increases, firmer now, more insistent. A broken moan spills from you before you can stop it, your hand flying to your mouth to stop the embarrassing sounds coming from you.
"No," he mutters, catching your wrist and pulling it away, pinning it above your head with one strong grip.
His other hand doesn't slow. If anything, it moves with more purpose, stealing the strength right out of your legs. Your head tips back against the wall as you let him take over completely, your body yielding without protest.
Your vision blurs. Everything goes white at the edges, your mouth falling open on a silent gasp as you cling to him, holding on like he's the only solid thing left. The sensation rolls through you in waves, too big to process all at once, leaving you breathless and shaking.
He keeps you close, holding you steady as it passes, murmuring praise against your skin—soft words, grounding words—until your breathing slowly evens out again. Your chest feels tight, full in a way you don't quite understand yet.
"I-" you try to speak, but the thought slips away before you can finish it.
Without warning, his arms hook behind your knees and lift you effortlessly. You gasp, startled, hands flying to his shoulders as you cling to him, eyes wide, your body leaning into his instinctively despite the shock.
"What are you doing?" you ask, breathless.
"M'gonna take care of you properly, bunny."
His room is simple. A bed. A chair. A small desk. No TV.
No pictures. Exactly what you expected.
He lays you down carefully before gripping the hem of his shirt and pulling it over his head. Moonlight spills through the open window, tracing every scar and mark along his skin, the faint trail of hair leading up his chest. It makes you press your legs together, biting your lip.
"Like what you see?" he teases.
"Shut up," you mutter-cut off when his mouth crashes into yours. The kiss is hard, wet, unrelenting. He doesn't hesitate, tugging the flimsy top over your head and tossing it aside, leaving you bare beneath him.
He pulls back just enough to look at you, and you catch the strain in his pants, dark and obvious. Your mouth goes dry at the sight.
His hands slide up your stomach, stopping at the hem of your panties. He doesn't pull them down. Just hooks his fingers there, eyes roaming over you like he's taking inventory. It almost makes you self-conscious.
The hunger in his gaze burns through you, settles low in your belly, makes you feel exposed in a way that's almost empowering.
Your hands fall uselessly to your sides as you whine softly, body arching. Back arching as you expose yourself more to him. You want his weight back on you—his warmth. You need it.
"Look at you, bunny," he murmurs, hands coming back to grip your stomach before leaning up to cup your breasts. "So fuckin perfect."
Your head tips back at the sensation, a soft, surprised sound slipping from your throat. Heat coils tight in your lower belly, dampness clinging to the fabric between your legs. The cool night air brushing over your skin only makes it sharper.
His eyes rake over you, eyes shining as he takes you in.
Your chest rises and falls unevenly, skin flushed, lips swollen from biting and kissing. He leans down, mouth trailing from your neck to your chest before closing around your nipple.
You moan, fingers tangling in his hair as his tongue circles, sucking hard. His other hand grips your opposite breast, kneading, rough enough to make your breath stutter. Dark marks bloom in his wake.
"Si-" you swallow hard, hands clutching his shoulders as his mouth drags lower, down your stomach, lingering before pressing against your soaked panties.
He inhales deeply.
You're so sensitive it makes you shake, his touch warm and overwhelming, like he knows exactly how to pull every reaction from you.
His lips brush your thighs, soft at first, teasing. His tongue slips out, tasting you through the fabric, biting and nibbling while his hands draw slow circles along your legs. Your thighs tremble, the sensation sharp enough to sting your eyes.
"Smell so fucking good," he mutters.
"Please," you whisper, lifting your head to look at him.
"Need you."
Your body burns with want, embarrassment mixing with it until you don't know which is worse.
"Be patient," he groans, eyes flicking up to meet yours.
"I'm gonna take my time with this sweet cunt."
You whine, defeated, frustration curling tight in your chest.
True to his word, he doesn't rush. He kisses, licks, bites—taking his time, savoring every sound you make. You can hear it in his breathing, feel it in the way his grip tightens.
Your hands fly everywhere, unsure where to land as his mouth traces every freckle, every curve, every soft stretch of skin.
His fingers hook into the waistband of your panties, thick and rough, pausing there. The thought of how easily he could tear them away makes your breath hitch.
"Don't zone out on me," he murmurs, tapping your hip before hooking his fingers properly into the fabric. He looks at you, waiting.
"Please."
He kisses your stomach once before tugging them down, tapping your ass so you lift for him. He slides them off with practiced ease, tucks them into his back pocket without a word.
You instinctively try to close your legs, face burning— but he grips your thighs, forcing them apart. His stare is slow, intense as he takes you in, swollen and slick, clit peeking out, folds glistening in the moonlight.
"Prettiest fuckin' pussy l've ever seen," he groans, hands rubbing up and down your thighs, gaze burning into you until you tremble under it.
"Stop messing around," you reply, tummy filled with butterflies as he continues to watch you with mindful eyes. You lift your hips up, wanting any sort of friction from the man.
He smirks, leaning down without breaking eye contact.
His tongue slips out, presses flat against you—covering you fully, dragging over your hole and your clit before he seals his mouth around you.
The contact steals the breath right out of your lungs.
You throw your head back instantly, overwhelmed by the heat of his mouth—warm, wet-slick with his saliva and your own juices. It's too much all at once, your body reacting before you can even think.
He takes his time with it. Licking. Sucking. Lapping at every sensitive spot, tongue tracing your folds with intention. A low moan leaves his throat, vibrating straight through you, sending a sharp jolt up your spine.
He grunts into you, fully focused now, like nothing else exists. His tongue doesn't stop, doesn't rush—just works you steadily while his cock strains hard and aching beneath him. Every sound you make matters.
Every moan, every broken whine, every shaky plea. You feel it in the way he presses closer, the way his breath stutters.
You were a weakness he learned to accept the moment he met you.
He pulls back just long enough to make you shiver before pressing a finger against you. Your mouth snaps shut as you watch, breath caught. His fingers are thick. Calloused. The stretch alone makes you slicker.
One finger pushes in. Slow. Then a second, following behind it, filling you deeper.
"Oh my god, Simon—"
They're big. So big it takes a second for him to settle, fingers stopping fully buried inside you before his mouth drops back to your clit, sucking it in again like he's been waiting for it.
Your thighs start to shake. Your end is nearing embarrassingly quick. But you didn't care, only focusing on the immense pleasure he was giving you.
"C'mon, give it to me," he groaned against your cunt, fingers rubbing inside you faster, harder. Your thighs shook, and the room filled with the sound of your squelching. "Gimme your cum."
It hits you in waves—fast, blinding, overwhelming. You cry out, tears slipping free as your body tightens around his fingers, pleasure tearing through you in a way that leaves you sobbing. You've never felt anything like this. Never been this far gone.
The world narrows to sensation. Sound. Heat.
He laps it up like an animal, only adding to the sensitivity of your core. He doesn't let you come down.
"Si-" you whine, hands pushing at his head just enough to make him look at you.
"Hmm?" he hums, lips brushing a soft kiss where he just had you before standing up off the bed.
Your ears are still ringing from the mind-numbing orgasm, head fuzzy, body slow to catch up. Your eyes are wide as you stare at him, at the way his cock twitches between his thick thighs like it's got a mind of its own. You didn't even notice when he had fully undressed himself.
It's huge.
So thick it barely holds itself upright.
Your brain scrambles, a thousand thoughts crashing at once. There's no way. That can't possibly-
Would this even fit inside you?
But your body doesn't care what your mind thinks.
Your heart kicks up again, anticipation curling low in your stomach, your still—sensitive, drooling mess aching for more even after everything it's just been through. The sting is still there. The fullness lingers. And somehow, you want it again anyway.
The tip of his shaft catches the light, a thick vein running along it, pulsing. His balls hang heavy and full beneath it. Trimmed hair. Thick, solid thighs flexing when he shifts his weight.
You're pretty sure you're drooling when you're ripped out of your thoughts when he speaks.
"You think you can take it, bunny?"
Your body burns, but you nod nonetheless. The arousal you felt was almost too much to bare.
"Let me see that pretty cunt," he lifts your knees up, exposing both of your holes.
Your arms hook beneath your knees, making it easier for him to position himself, lining his cock right at your greedy hole. Your heart pounds in anticipation, lip caught between your teeth hard enough you're sure you might draw blood.
He drags the head along your clit first, smearing you with his precum—then taps it there. Hard.
"Hurry-" you whine, brows furrowed in frustration.
"Just the tip, baby," he breathes, more to himself than you. "Just the tip."
For a split second, you think you understand what he means. Then he pushes in.
"Fuck-" you cry out, sharp and startled, your body locking up on instinct as your walls convulse around him, struggling to take his size. The sensation borders on too much immediately—too full, too sudden. It pulls a low grunt from his chest as he freezes, every muscle in his body going taut.
No. He can't do that. Can't hurt you.
"Shhh," he soothes quickly, voice dropping, steadying.
His hand moves where you need it most, rubbing slow, gentle circles, grounding you while your body panics around him.
Your head feels fuzzy. Like everything is happening underwater.
"Si-ah-too-" you babble, words falling apart as your eyes roll back, fingers digging into his shoulders. You can feel him inching deeper, barely moving, and every fraction of an inch feels like your body is being asked to do something impossible.
Too big. Too thick. There's no way this should fit.
He's not even halfway there, and you already feel stretched past anything you've known. Your mind flickers in and out—whines and broken cries are the only sounds you can make as he keeps going slowly, carefully.
Your hands slide down to his, gripping tight like you're anchoring yourself.
"Hey," he whispers. "Breathe for me."
You try. A shaky inhale. Then another. Tears slip down your temples as you force your body to listen.
He looks nothing like you feel.
He's calm. Focused. Completely present. Sweat beads along his forehead, his chest rising and falling in measured breaths, eyes locked on where you're taking him in.
Then warmth—unexpected.
You jolt lightly as he spits, the heat of it hitting your clit before spreading where you're connected, slicking things enough to take the edge off.
"Too big," you cry, lifting your head to look.
You almost wish you hadn't.
It looks unreal. Wrong. Your body stretched wide around him, doing something you don't understand how it's doing. You swear you can feel him everywher—high, deep, overwhelming.
He hasn't looked away once.
"Almost in, baby," he tells you.
Then he stops. All the way in.
You lose your breath completely. You've never felt this full—like there's no space left inside you at all. His body presses close, skin slick with sweat and your heat, and you can't tell where you end and he begins anymore.
Everything inside you feels pulled tight, stretched to its limit. He's so deep you swear you feel him kiss your cervix.
Your eyes squeeze shut as you cling to his shoulder, focusing on the slow movement of his hands as they slide up your sides, steady, reassuring. You breathe again slowly . Letting your body adjust inch by inch.
Letting the shock fade.
"Tell me when to move," he says quietly.
You don't answer right away. Just a quick nod after a while of feeling his body pressed to yours.
When he finally does move-just barely-the discomfort softens into something else entirely.
Something deep and rolling and unfamiliar. Pleasure replaces the sting in waves, so intense it makes your toes curl.
He moves at a languid pace, dragging himself out of you just a bit before pushing back in. Slowly. Making you feel everything.
You're growing desperate. All the pent—up tension you've been carrying for months finally spilling over, burning hot and restless.
You want him. So bad.
"You can be rougher-ah,"
"Rougher?" he chuckles, lifting a hand to wipe the tears from your face. His thumb brushes your cheek, so gentle it makes you purr. "You don't want me to be rougher, baby."
His hips snap forward sharply, pulling a surprised gasp from your throat.
"I do!" you say breathless.
You see it then-the veins standing out along his arms, the way his jaw tightens as he clenches his teeth. He's losing it. Barely holding on anymore.
And you don't want him to.
"Please," you whisper, voice low, rolling your hips just enough to make him groan.
His hands fly to your hips, pinning them hard against the bed.
"You don't know what you're asking for."
The smile on your face disappears just as quickly as it came when he snaps his hips forward again—harder this time. The movement is rough and powerful, stealing the air from your lungs.
"You ever had your neck squeezed before, bunny?" His large hand comes up loose at first, fingers barely resting against your throat, and your breath already hitches. Then he squeezes harder, thumb pressing into the side of your neck.
Your vision blurs around the edges, pleasure shooting straight through you. You don't hear a word he says after that, though the soft smile that creeps on your face doesn't go unnoticed.
Something flips inside him.
He's not the caring giant anymore-the one coaxing orgasm after orgasm out of you, softly rubbing your side and clit to ease the stretch of his cock. No. This version of him is different. Rougher. Bolder. It makes your toes curl in the best possible way.
All you hear is ringing and the sound of his hips hitting your ass.
Your mouth hangs open in a perfect O, no sound coming out except the faintest whimper dragged from you with every thrust. Your eyes cross as you let him do whatever he wants with your body.
You're a drooling mess. Nothing but babbles and broken cries spill from your lips as your eyes roll back, nails clawing at the messy, wet sheets that smell like nothing but you and him.
"Stupid thrust fucking thrust bunny thrust."
The sound sends a warm, overwhelming rush through your stomach, like the drop of a roller coaster. His hips don't falter, and neither does his grip.
With every movement, he rolls his hips in slow circles, making sure you feel every inch, every vein dragging against your sensitive, gummy walls. His hand loosens at your throat only to slide down and grab your tits hard.
"Simiiimon-ah—ah-ah," you cry, voice breaking with each powerful snap of his hips. Short, deep thrusts. His pubic bone slamming into your swollen clit every time.
"So fuckin' tight," he growls. "You feel so fuckin' good一fuck.”
He lets go of your neck, hands moving down your body as his hips slow, grinding into you instead. "I'm gonna rip you in half," he mutters to himself, the rumble in his chest deep and dark.
You don't hear him.
You're too busy gripping the sheets for dear life as the sinful sounds of skin slapping, cunt squelching, and your broken moans fill the room.
The sounds you make only fuel the heavy throbbing of his cock. "Feel good, baby?" he breathes, chest heaving as he looks down at your fucked-out expression, a small smile pulling at his lips.
"Yesyesyes," you babble, drool slipping from your mouth, eyes fluttering as you struggle to keep them open.
"Please-" Your cheeks are wet with tears, hair a mess, body buzzing with heat and pleasure. "Please go faster."
You lift your hips, digging your heels into the mattress, grinding back into him with everything you have left.
He lets out a deep grunt-surprised, pleased.
"Yeah, baby," he teases, thumb sliding down to rub your clit. "You want me to go faster?"
"Please, need it," you sob pathetically. The only thing you care about is pleasure—coming apart on him and letting him ruin you again.
"Work for it, then," he pants, chest rising and falling as he watches your blissed—out face. Beautiful. Fucking wrecked.
Your hips jerk erratically now, calves trembling, sweat slicking your skin as he lets you use him to get yourself off.
"You're-ah-being—mean," you sniff, your legs giving out slowly.
The familiar pressure coils tight in your stomach. Your clit is red and angry with every twist of his thumb, his free hand coming up to squeeze and play with your tit.
Before you can stop it, another orgasm washes through your whole body.
"Fuck," he he throws his head back when you clamp around him, tight and desperate, refusing to let go.
It takes everything in him not to come right then and there, buried deep inside your hot, gummy walls.
You're left gasping, clutching the sheets to your chest like you need something solid as you come apart on his cock.
As you come down, he slowly pulls out of you.
"Ah—" you yelp, the sudden emptiness uncomfortable, almost cold without him.
"Bend over."
His eyes are completely dark as he steps back, cock twitching and leaking. Before you can even lift your head, he's gripping your thighs, dragging you forward and flipping you onto your stomach, then onto your knees. The sheets beneath you are soaked.
"C'mon, bunny," he says, slapping your ass impatiently. "Bend over."
"M'gonna breed this fuckin' cunt," he mutters.
His hands grip your waist, putting you exactly where he wants you—on your knees, tits pressed into the bed, ass up just like he's imagined too many times before.
And you. You're just a cock-drunk, drooling mess. You can't even form words. Just cries and whines spilling out of you.
Music to his ears.
Fuel to his aching cock.
He positions himself behind you, a heavy hand coming down on your ass. The sharp sound echoes through the room, followed by your broken cry.
"Sii-"
His thrusts are messy—messier than before.
Desperate. His grip is bruising, fingers digging into your hips as he pounds into you harder, deeper. You chant his name like it's the only word you know.
Your body starts to betray you first. Your legs tremble, knees threatening to give out as the rhythm stutters, breaks, turns reckless. You can't keep up anymore—can't tell where one movement ends and the next begins. Every nerve feels lit, stretched thin, buzzing too loud inside your skin. Your breath comes apart in your chest, sharp little gasps you can't control, like your body already knows what's coming before your mind does.
You're right there—so close it hurts. The need swells until it feels unbearable, like pressure behind your ribs, behind your eyes. Your grip tightens, fingers clawing uselessly at his pillow.
"Fuuuuck, baby!" he nearly yells, hips snapping animalistically, your whole body jolting with every thrust.
"Fuckfuckfuck-" you scream, loud and unfiltered, grateful there aren't neighbors close enough to hear.
The pressure builds again-and just before you can release, he pulls out.
You sob at the emptiness, looking back at him. "No! — please.
He smirks, gripping his cock, a white ring of your slick at the base before he leans down, spreading your ass. Both holes are on display. You can't stop him even if you wanted to.
He spits directly on your asshole before burying his tongue there, licking and slurping like a man starved.
From your clit to your ass, messy and obscene. His hand pumps his cock as he eats you, smacking and pinching your ass, tongue pushing deep enough to make you cry into the pillow.
"Please—want your cock, Simon," you beg, pushing back into his mouth without thinking.
“Yeah, baby,” he mocks, voice pitched higher. “You want this fat cock in your tummy?”
His fist tangles in your hair, jerking your head back until your neck strains, eyes lifting to meet him looming over you.
"Yes, please," your voice is horsed, neck straining with veins popping out. Chin wet and you're panting like a dog.
It made Simons cock impossibly harder.
He sinks into you again-no pause, no waiting. He bottoms out and immediately starts fucking you without restraint, the bed squeaking so loud you're sure it'll break. He slaps your ass, pulls your hair harder, forcing your back into an uncomfortable arch.
"This is what you wanted huh baby," he pants, hips never faltering, yet they get sloppy. His end is nearing.
He knows it by the way his balls tighten. Still dripping a sticky mess of both of you.
Then everything disappears.
Your vision blurs as you cum all over his cock again—no warning, no buildup.
You don't even know how many orgasms you've had.
This last one knocks you out completely.
You collapse onto the bed when he finally lets go, lying there motionless, drool slipping from your mouth as he uses your body for his pleasure.
"Fuck, bunny," he laughs. "Came so fast."
He doesn't give you time to recover.
He hauls you back up onto your hands and knees, positioning himself at the edge of the bed-your face level with his throbbing cock. Every twitch sends a bead of precum sliding down the angry red tip, already mixed with your cum.
"Make me cum, bunny."
"Wha-?" you mumble, still coming down from your high, vision spotting as you look up at him.
"C'mon, bunny," he groans. "You can't just leave me high and dry."
His hand comes down to grip his thick cock, the other cupping his balls. Your mouth waters instantly.
And then his earlier words echo in your head.
M'gonna breed you.
You whine softly and reach up, nudging his hands away so you can replace them with yours. You shuffle forward on your knees, settling in as you lean closer, both hands moving slowly up and down his shaft.
You tilt your head, staring up at him as you muster the best face you can manage, cheek brushing against the warm weight of him. You love the sounds he's making—ragged moans as he loses control.
"Want it inside," you beg.
Simon's eye twitches.
His breathing turns rough, uneven, gaze hardening as they lock onto you. For a split second, you almost wonder if you've crossed a line.
His grip snaps tight in your hair, the burn sharp enough to steal your breath. You barely have time to yelp before he's shoving his cock into your mouth, the tip hitting the back of your throat hard.
It's sudden. Too sudden.
You choke, gagging around him as he thrusts shallow and rough, spit bubbling at your lips and dripping down onto him.
Your head rocks back and forth as you grip his thighs to steady yourself, fingers digging in.
His grip doesn't falter, using it as leverage to drive you deeper. It's brutal. Too much. The sounds you're making would make you blush under any other circumstance.
Your throat burns, gag reflex overwhelmed as you choke around him, fluids spilling from your mouth every time he pushes deeper. Your cunt gushes as he uses your throat for his own pleasure.
"Yeeeeah gimmie that—gurg, gurg—baby."
He grips the base—what you can't fully take-along with his balls, forcing it down. Your eyes widen as you physically feel the stretch of your throat around him.
You tap at his thighs hard and fast, panic spiking just before he finally releases you.
You pull back immediately, coughing, gagging as phlegm spills from your mouth. Your face is a complete mess when he grips your hair again, jerking himself fast and hard. His expression twists with pleasure and desperation, lips caught between his teeth.
Your hand slips down between your legs, rubbing at yourself as he works his cock over your face.
"M'close," he breathes, chest red and heaving, focus razor-sharp.
"Fuuuck, bunny."
Before you can say anything, you feel it—sticky ropes splashing across your face, catching in your hair, your lashes, your brows, your lips. Everywhere. It lasts longer than you expect, enough to leave you stunned.
He grips the tip, giving a final stroke before tapping your cheek and pulling away.
You look up at him as he backs off, dragging your fingers through the mess on your face and bringing them to your mouth, licking them clean.
"Don't do this to me, bunny," he groans.
You giggle softly, the sound weak and breathless, before collapsing back onto the bed. The exhaustion finally catching up on you. Every muscle feels loose, heavy, like your body forgot how to work all at once.
The mattress dips as he moves closer again, slower now.
"Easy," he murmurs, hand settling at your side to keep you from rolling awkwardly. He grabs something off the nightstand—a cloth, a shirt, whatever's closest—and gently wipes at your face, patient, thorough.
Your eyes flutter half-closed as he works, the room quiet except for the sound of your breathing finally evening out. The tension from before disappearing and turning into something soft, and peaceful.
"There you go," he says softly, brushing your hair back from your forehead. His thumb lingers there for a second longer than necessary.
You hum in response, too spent to form real words.
He shifts again, sliding into the bed beside you and tugging the covers up around you, making sure you're warm. When he settles beside you, he pulls you in without asking, arm firm and grounding around your shoulders.
You melt into him easily.
For a while, neither of you says anything. You just lie there, your head on his chest, his breathing steady beneath your ear. His hand traces slow, absent lines along your arm.
"You okay?" he asks quietly.
You nod against him, eyes closed. "M'good,"
His arm tightens just a little.
"Good."
You smile to yourself, fingers drifting over the scars and dips along his chest. "Thought you said you were gonna breed me," you joke softly.
He lets out a low laugh, warm and deep, the sound vibrating through you.
"That was heat talk, bunny," he says easily. His hand slides to your waist, fingers trailing along your stretch marks.
You tilt your head, listening.
"When i do cum in your pretty pussy," he pauses, other hand reaching to drag a finger along your cheek. "It's gonna be for a reason.